I flexed my hand at my side, feeling my body heat up at his words.
“But if you do… then all bets are off. Do you understand?”
Chapter 15
I knew Ash had been through a heck of a lot today, so I’d been nervous about asking her the question. When Xav had whispered in my ear earlier that if I wanted it, it’d be my night with her, all my thoughts were consumed by the urge to be inside her. The beast had unchained himself without my say so. He made me ask for her tonight. He forced me into action. I couldn’t help it. I wanted her. I wanted to consume her whole. Not even the knowledge of what she’d learnt from Isabella and seeing her cry had dampened my need. If that made me fucked up, I no longer cared. Seeing her standing there in my room with her blonde hair a mess around her face and her blue eyes glinting in the low light had my heart thumping wildly against my chest and my cock standing at full mast.
“I don’t want to say the safe word, Ror.”
I almost growled in response, but I stopped myself. She wasn’t going to come out of tonight unscathed. I hadn’t been lying when I told her what I wanted to do. It was only one of the ways I’d imagined using her little body. There were so many other things I wished for and perhaps I’d indulge myself this evening. Perhaps when I let the beast take over completely, he’d do exactly what he wanted without any apologies at all.
“Then you understand from here on out, you’re going to do everything I say.”
“I do.”
“Strip down to your underwear.”
My eyes feasted on her as she carefully took off each piece of her clothing leaving a little pile at her feet. What she was wearing underneath made my mouth go dry. White see-through lace hugged her figure, making her look like an innocent sacrificial lamb.
“Little star,” I breathed. “You have no idea what I’m going to do to you.”
I watched her throat muscles work as she swallowed. I couldn’t wait any longer. My hands needed to be on her body. My mouth needed to be latched onto her skin. I had no patience left with myself. None at all.
I stalked towards her, watching her breathing accelerate and her blue eyes darken with heat and a little of fear showed through. She should be scared. Ash would have a lesson in how unprepared she was to be with me. To see all of my darkness. And how much I’d take from her before we were done.
My hand came up and wrapped around her throat, tipping her face up towards me as I stopped in front of her. Her pulse thudded against my palm like she was a scared little rabbit about to bolt. Leaning down, I ran my nose up her cheek, inhaling her sweet scent.
“You’re terrified,” I murmured. “I can feel you trembling.”
“Ror…”
“You should be scared.”
Her little pant made my cock throb. The anticipation of what I was going to do had me wanting to skip everything so I could be nestled deep inside her like I’d imagined so many times.
Pulling back, I stared down into her blue eyes which were wide like saucers.
“You look so innocent in white… but you’re not innocent at all, are you?”
Her lips parted by no sound came out.
“No, you’re a bad girl desperate for cock.” I backed her towards my bed, letting all pretence I wasn’t a depraved fucked up bastard fall away. “That’s exactly what you’re going to get.” When we reached the edge of the bed, I shoved her down on her knees. “Put your hands behind your back.”
She did as I asked without any hesitation.
“Look at you, obeying straight away. You really are desperate for my cock, aren’t you, my little toy?”
She nodded, her eyes burning with need. I stroked her face before hooking my fingers into her mouth and pulling her jaw open.
“You’re going to keep your mouth open and your hands behind your back, do you understand? If you move them, I’ll have to tie you up and punish you.”
Her eyes told me she did without words. My hands went to my jeans, unbuttoning them and relieving their pressure against my cock. Perhaps I should’ve started out slow with Ash, but all my pent up need had me discarding all my concerns about how she’d cope with this.
“Is this what you want?” I asked as I stroked a hand across where my cock was straining against my boxers.
She gave me a nod, keeping her mouth wide open in anticipation of me sticking my cock down her throat. I’d make her gag hard around it so ropes of her saliva coated my length and dribbled down her chin.
“Say it. Tell me how much you fucking want it.”
“I want your cock, Ror, please give it to me.”
“Look at you asking so nicely, so polite.” I leant down, gripping her face in an iron hold. “No fucking need for niceties in this room, little star. You’re on your knees for me. I bet your panties are soaked through already. You’re a dirty girl so I expect to hear all sorts of depravity spilling out of that pretty little mouth of yours, you hear me? You’re going to be screaming before I’m done with you.”
She let out a little whimper and it was fucking everything.
“Show me you can do better than that.”
“I want you to fuck my face hard and make me choke on your cock.”
I had to hold back from outright groaning at her words. She was more than I could’ve ever imagined. Her mouth fell back open again and I was done taunting the both of us. Done waiting. Just fucking done. I shut down all of my worries and doubts and focused on me and her. I let the beast
