Loss Or At A Very Small Profit. The Most

Successful Was The _Phoenix_,  Which Had Been Put On The Guano Trade. She

Still Continued To Be A Favourite,  And Her Voyages Were Followed With

Great Interest In The Newspapers. The Poet Of The Town Had Written Some

Verses In Her Honour:--

     "Rock Proud,  Thou Fire'S Daughter,

     Thy Flame-Enshrouded Helm!"

It Was Doubtless This Allusion To The Helm,  Which Had Been Most In

Danger At The Time Of The Fire,  Which Caused The Success Of The Poem,

And Insured It A Permanent Position In all The Concerts.

In Accordance With The Express Wishes Of The Deceased,  Jacob Worse Had

Been Chosen As Guardian For Rachel And Gabriel. Mrs. Garman Was Still To

Remain In The Position Of Partner,  With Morten As Manager Of The

Business. For Each Of The Younger Children A Considerable Sum Was Set

Apart; A Sum,  In Fact,  Which Was Just About Equal To That With Which

Morten Had Entered The Firm.

Rachel Had Thus To Go To Jacob Worse For An Explanation Of Her Affairs,

For She Wanted To Have A Clear Idea Of What She Really Possessed,  And

What Her Exact Position Was. Worse Answered Her In a Calm And Measured

Business Tone.

"Well,  Then,  This Money," Said She,  One Day,  In Worse'S Office,  "Is My

Own,  And Is Entirely Under My Own Control?"

"Yes,  In addition To Your Share In The Business," Added Worse,  In

Explanation; "And If Your Mother Should Die,  Your Part Of Her Property

Will Come To You At The Division Which Will Follow. It Will Then Depend

Upon You Or Your Future Husband--"

Chapter 24 Pg 152

"My Future Husband Will Surely Allow Me To Manage My Own Property," Said

Rachel.

"It Is To Be Hoped He Will; But,  As You Perhaps Know,  In The Event Of

Your Marrying,  You Will Lose The Entire Control."

"Then I Will Never Marry!"

"I Am Of Opinion Myself That You Might Do Something Better Than

Marriage," Said Jacob Worse.

Rachel Observed Him Closely,  But Failed To Fathom His Thoughts.

"How I Envy You Your Clear Intelligent Head!" Said She,  Somewhat

Scornfully. "You Lay Out For Yourself Some Plan Or Another In Life,  And

Then Your Object Is Forthwith Accomplished. You Quietly Follow Your

Plans,  And In The Same Way You Expect That Those To Whom You Give Your

Advice,  Will Follow It Without Wavering. You Are Just Like Father. You

Really Are Too Precise."

"I Regard That As The Greatest Compliment I Have Ever Received,"

Answered Worse,  Smiling.

"But Father Was In Many Respects An Old-Fashioned And Somewhat

Prejudiced Man. It Was Just These Very Modern Ideas That You Find So

Attractive,  Which Were To Him Strange Or Even Positively Distasteful."

She Made This Remark More For The Purpose Of Drawing Out Worse Than

Because She Wished To Disparage Her Father.

"Consul Garman," Said Worse,  Rising From His Chair,  "Was A Dissatisfied

Man. His Whole Life Was An Ill-Concealed Struggle Between The Old And

The New. He Placed Extraordinary Confidence In Me,  And I Found In Him

Ideas,  Which No One Would Have Expected To Meet With In Such A Precise

And Old-Fashioned Man Of Business. But To Reconcile The Two Incongruous

Currents Was Beyond His Power; The Immature And Impetuous Want Of

Exactitude Of Modern Times Was Repugnant To His Nature; And When His

Great Sense Of Justice Forced Him To Recognize Certain Fundamental

Truths,  It Was Still Always A Source Of Annoyance To Him To Be Obliged

To Do So. It Appears To Me That He Sought A Counteracting Influence To

All This,  In His Boundless Admiration For Old Consul Garman."

"But Was Not My Grandfather A Remarkable Man? Don'T You Think So?" Asked

Rachel,  With Interest.

"I Will Tell You My Opinion,  Miss Garman. He Was A Man Who Lived In a

Time To Which He Was Suited,  And In Which,  On The Whole,  Existence Was

Far More Easy."

"You Mean To Say,  Then,  That Existence Was Easier In Those Times Than In

The Present?"

"Yes,  I Am Sure Of It," Continued Worse,  Pacing Hurriedly Up And Down

The Room,  As Was His Custom When He Was Excited. "Do You Not See How

Existence Becomes More Difficult With Each Year As It Passes? New

Discoveries And Experiences Are Springing Up Every Hour,  And Doubts And

Inquiry Are Burrowing Under,  And Undermining The Whole Fabric. Revered

And Well-Grounded Truths Are Falling To The Ground,  And Those Who Are

Chapter 24 Pg 153

Too Timid To Advance With The Times,  Are Gathering Confusedly About The

Rotten Framework,  Supporting,  Preserving,  And Terrified,  Denouncing

Youth,  And Predicting The Destruction Of Society. Your Grandfather Stood

On The Very Summit Of The Cultivation Of His Day,  Living As He Did In a

State Of Society Which Was Peaceful And Conscious Of Its Security,  With

Aristocratic Intelligence Above And Aristocratic Ignorance Below. Your

Father,  On The Other Hand,  Had Grown To Manhood When The Movement

Reached Us,  And He Had Already A Fixed Understanding As To His Own Line

In Life,  When The New Ideas Came Streaming In Upon Him. Then Followed

The Long And Painful Struggle. But We Who Are A Generation Younger,  And

Who Enter Upon Life From School,  With The Old Maxims Only Half Rooted In

Our Minds,  Feel The Whole Fabric Tottering. Doubt And Uncertainty Reign

On Every Side,  And We Find Ourselves Now In a State Of Eager

Expectation,  And Now Plunged In Gloomy Apprehension. Wheresoever We

Place Our Foot,  The Ground Gives Way Beneath Us,  And If We Wish To Sit

Down And Rest Awhile,  The Chair Is Drawn From Under Us By Some Invisible

Hand. Thus Are We Whirled To And Fro In a Struggle For Which We Were

Never Prepared,  And In Which Numbers Of Us Miserably Perish. Fathers

Scold And Threaten,  While Mothers Weep Because We Have Forsaken The

Traditions Of Our Childhood. Bitter Words And Party Names Are Caught Up

In The Continuous Strife,  And Find Their Way Into Family Life; The One

No Longer Understands The Motives Of The Other; We Stand Railing At Each

Other In The Pitchy Darkness; No Distinction Is Made Between Sincere

Conviction And Restless Love Of Change. All Strive Blindly Together,

Whilst Society Becomes Interwoven With A Tissue Of Hostility,  Mistrust,

Falsehood,  And Hypocrisy."

Rachel Looked At Him With Open Eyes,  And At Length She Exclaimed,  "I

Cannot Imagine How You Can Be Content With Your Present Existence,  So

Silent And So Reserved,  When Such A Tumult Of Thought Is Passing Through

Your Brain."

Jacob Worse Stopped,  And His Face Grew

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