Just as I start to break every rule I’ve been taught, his left hand reaches out, connecting with the underside of my breast. Seeing his identical band to mine, I suck in a breath, as his touch begins to register. It’s gentle, as if he’s teasing me or testing me. Honestly, it’s probably a bit of both.
“Just so we’re clear,” he states, as his hand cups my breast. “It is my job to push your limits.” Sucking in a harsh breath, he takes my nipple in-between his fingertips, pinching and twisting it. “It’s my job, as your Dom, to make you high on lust. I’m the one who will make your pussy wet with need, so much so, that you’ll beg me to let you come.” His words register, but the pleasure he’s giving me, over shadows what he’s actually saying. He must know, because suddenly, his touch is gone, and he harshly claims, “I will play with you however I want, so I can fully please us both.”
Fuck. Me.
He heard the conversation between Kendra and I at the wedding. It’s the only explanation, as to why he’s telling me this. A wave of guilt flows through me, not only because at that moment, I was confused, but I thought he was playing me. How was I to know that it would lead to this right now? How did I know what he wanted?
Jerking my gaze up, I know I might regret this decision later. However, he needs to know keeping me in the dark is not going to work. His eyes narrow, as if he’s daring me to disobey the unspoken command.
Clenching my jaw, I lick my lips, before stating, “For the record, sir.” I sarcastically spit out. “I didn’t know eavesdropping on a private conversation was going to be thrown back in my face.” Sucking in a deep breath, I finish my peace, “And just so you know, I did think you were toying with me. I’ve been waiting for this moment for so long, and yes, I was confused about the hot and cold act. So, I think for future mishaps, we should communicate more.”
My heart pounds rapidly in my chest, as I notice his jaw clenching. Fuck. Did I just over step my boundaries? Have I pushed too far to fast? The air in my apartment turns tense as hell, and I fear I’ve pissed him off. I probably should’ve kept my mouth shut, but I had to say something. I’ve never been the type to just leave things alone, and I worry this will be the one time I wish I had.
But all my worries and doubts turn to liquid, as he demands, “Bedroom. Now.”
I do as ordered without any hesitation whatsoever, feeling as if I’ve pushed him too far, and now, I’m about to suffer the consequences. Opening the door to my bedroom, I sense him right on my heels. A part of me wants to put on the brakes, so we can calmly talk about this, but then, there is the other part.
The part that really, and I mean really, wants to find out what’s about to happen.
Not knowing what he’s about to do is so thrilling, so I push out the rational side of my brain. Plus, there will be plenty of other times to talk about things.
Jumping, as he slams the door shut, I realize maybe we won’t make it past this one night. It’ll be a shame to miss out, but I stand by my choice to speak without permission. I have to hold onto some sort of defiance, or I risk losing myself to him completely. Standing face first towards the end of my bed, I wait for what’s to come next. I refuse to back down or apologize.
“Face me,” he barks out loudly, and I do so, making sure to drop my gaze. “Look up at me, Trixie.”
Swallowing hard, I slowly do, afraid of what I might see. As our gaze locks, I lose my breath. Those intense, green eyes hold me captive, as I work through what he’s showing me. Surprise, lust, hunger, and appreciation shine back at me. Just as I realize what’s going on here, he takes one step towards me.
He’s utterly magnificent, as I notice pride and lust in his gaze, but before I can even think my next thought, his hand wraps around my neck, bringing me to his lips.
His kiss is so hard and demanding, but yet, his tongue is gentle, as it caresses mine. All I can do is let him lead, because there is no other option. I want him to lead, and I want his control. As he tilts my head how he wants, his tongue dives deeper into my mouth, instantly bringing my body alive.
Using his other hand, I moan, as he places it on my lower back, pulling me closer to him. I feel his hard cock against my stomach, and it clenches with a sudden urge to come. I’ve never wanted anyone as much as I want him. I’ve never needed a release as much as I do right this very moment.
Just as I’m about to wrap my arms around him, he breaks our kiss. The hand around my neck slowly let’s go, as it moves to my swollen lips. Our panting is the only sound in the room, before he finally claims, “Even though you were right to disobey me, I have to punish you now.” I can’t hide my excitement, and of course, Sebastian notices. As he uses his thumb to trace over my bottom lip, his eyes seem to light up, as he says, “You want that, don’t you?”
“Yes, sir. Please,” I groan out. Just thinking about it,