“I’m going to come,” he announces.
I don’t stop, so he pulls away. “I’ve missed you, and I want us to go all night.” He places his finger under my chin and guides me back to my knees.
Kissing down my neck, he plays with my breasts. He unhooks my bra and reaches for my nipple, squeezing and pulling before he takes it into his mouth and sucks.
I shudder with pleasure.
Slipping my thong over my hips, he leans me back to pull them off. Opening me wide, Jackson’s fingers caress my legs and explore.
“You’re so wet.” He circles my clit, and I moan his name. He sucks my clit deep into his mouth while his fingers pivot in and out of me, urgently. He’s watching me watch him, and I play with my own nipples, pulling and twisting. The overwhelming sensation brings me to my pinnacle quickly.
He continues to lap up my juices, and it sets me on a path to come again. “I need you inside me, baby, right now,” I moan as he continues his work on my clit.
He smiles and kisses me as he snakes himself up to my mouth. I can taste my own musk on his lips.
He lavishes my breasts. “You’re beautiful in every way, but these are my favorite part of your body.” I enjoy the sensation as he plays with my nipples. “It’s easy to get lost in them.”
“Do you have a condom?” I ask. I need him to fill me. I’m so close again to my second climax.
He gets up on his knees, opens the side table drawer, and pulls out two. “These are my last two. I’ll need to go get some when I pick up dinner later…much later.”
I watch him rip open the package and roll it over his cock. I marvel at his size and beauty. I know men aren’t supposed to be beautiful, but his hair is tousled, and there’s a slight sheen of sweat on his chest, which is perfectly sprinkled with hair.
Gripping my hips, he spreads me wide and rubs his cock up and down my slit. He pushes in slow, and I flinch as he stretches me. He stops. “Is that okay, baby?”
I’ve lost my ability to speak, so I nod as I try to adjust.
“We don’t have to do this.”
I shake my head and take a few deep breaths. “Keep going.” He rocks his hips slowly, moving in and out, each time diving deeper until he hits my cervix.
“Faster,” I groan.
He moves faster and harder, pushing me deep into the bed. My orgasm builds. “Fuck me, Jackson! Deeper! Make me come!” My breathing is deep as the head of his cock hits the right spot. “Oh, that feels so good.”
“Come for me, baby.”
As he ruts in and out, his finger diddles my clit, and it sends me over the edge. “Ohhhhhhh…Jaaaaaaaaacksssssoooooon.”
My entire body shudders as my orgasm overtakes me in waves. My toes curl as he finishes, and all the tension leaves my body.
His hips stop rocking, and he moans. “Arghhhhhhh.” He collapses next to me out of breath. “God, you’re amazing. You clamp down on my cock like a vice when you come, and it’s such a rush.”
His chest is still heaving, and I see his cock is still hard.
He smiles. “You’ll have to give me a minute. Don’t forget, we only have two condoms.”
I smile at him, but I’m sure I’ll be hungry soon.
***
Sometime later we break for dinner, and eventually we end the night just cuddled naked in bed together, dozing off.
Jackson’s grip on me is tight. “You’ve surprised me in so many ways.”
“I hope that’s a good thing.”
“I’m going to miss you while you’re gone.”
Reality hits. I’m leaving for several weeks. Jackson’s staying here. I’ll talk to him, but who knows what will happen. “You can always call or text me.”
“I want to come to visit you, too.”
“It’s your house. I’d never stop you.”
He lets go and rolls up on his arm to look at me. “I’ll only come to Maui if you ask me to, but please know I will be here waiting for your return. My hope is that when you come back to San Francisco, you’ll move into my apartment and be with me. If that means you need to find a different job, we’ll make it work. If you want to marry and have kids, I’m there. If you want to go slow, I’ll try to go slow. If you want to walk away, I will try to let you go. But please know you’ve affected me in a way I never thought possible. I want to know everything about you. I love spending time with you, and I want to be with you, always.”
I look at him, searching his eyes, and I believe he’s serious. It’s a lot to take in. He didn’t use the L-word, but the way he’s talking, it seems he wants to. I’m not sure where I am with my feelings. We’ve known each other for over a year, but he barely saw me as a human until three weeks ago, and I still can’t quite sort that out. I worry that those who fall in love quickly fall out just as fast.
All I can be is honest. “This is the second time today that you’ve left me speechless with a lot to think about.” I take a deep breath. “I have mixed feelings about the raise and stock options. It seems too much for what I did—which was my job, by the way. And, we’ve been out maybe four times and not really dated. We seemed to skip over that. Let’s get the renovations done and this crazy person who is after me gone, and then we can figure out if
