I stared at him for a few seconds more as my stomach clenched in anxiety and anticipation. Maybe this was just what I needed; my husband to replace the memories I had of Blue with ones involving him. Maybe that's why Blue told Trevor about it; he was trying to help us both. The least I could do was give it a try.
I held Trevor's gaze as I reached back with my hands. His whole body shook violently as I eased myself open, and I blinked at that in surprise. I hadn't expected him to enjoy this so much. But then again, he was an alpha wolf and dominance was an alpha trait. Maybe I'd been neglecting one of his needs. Was it too much to ask that I let him have his way in the bedroom every now and then? No; it wasn't.
Trevor moved slowly behind me, and I heard his breathing grow labored. He yanked my panties down; pulling my legs together a little as he tore them from me. Then he shoved my knees apart wider than before. I was completely bare to him and all he was doing was staring at me. It was revving up my excitement unexpectedly. I was anticipating his touch so much that when his heavy breath tickled my sex, I came in a shivering, thigh-clenching jolt. Then Trevor's tongue flicked over me, and I came again. He growled—a surprised and deeply aroused sound—and shoved his tongue inside me.
I screamed as I pressed back into him and ground myself on his face. But Trevor drew away; shaking violently. He growled something beneath his breath, but I couldn't focus on it; I was too deep into my desire and one ear was pressed into the mattress. Trevor came back to me after a few minutes. I was still lying there, holding myself open for him.
“Roll onto your back,” he commanded.
I let go of myself with some relief, rolled over, and then slid up the bed. I positioned myself on the pillows and waited for him eagerly. I was wet and he'd barely touched me. This was proving to be a good idea after all. I was dying to see what he did next. Or what he asked me to do. But Trevor didn't climb onto the mattress with me. He stayed at the foot of the bed; watching me with burning eyes and trembling hands.
“Bend your knees and spread your legs,” he finally said with a labored voice. “Show me how you pleasure yourself.”
My face heated as I lowered my hand and started rubbing. Trevor stalked closer as he undid his shirt. He tossed it aside while he kept his stare on me; on my sex and my hands. He undid his pants with a violent tug and his boxers down with them; all without looking away. He was naked in a few seconds, and I groaned with desire. Now, I couldn't look away.
Trevor's a big man; nearly as big as Thor. His chest is wide and rippled with muscles that a human man would have to spend hours in the gym each day to build. But Trevor wasn't too bulky; nothing unnatural looking. His golden-tanned skin smoothed over the perfect amount of planes and dips that all led my eyes down to his thick manhood; hard and ready for me. His movements were a little jerky as he crawled up onto the bed—he really was fighting the urge to ravage me—and it made me shiver once more. Trevor wasn't just doing this to erase Blue; he was doing it for me—because he thought I wanted this.
Damn, if I didn't.
“You're so wet that I can hear your fingers slipping against your pussy.” Trevor licked his lips. “Tell me what you want; do you want me to lick it or fuck it?”
My blush spread down my chest.
“Say it,” he growled. “Choose.”
“Lick it,” I whispered.
“Lick what?” He grinned wolfishly as he lowered himself between my legs. “Tell me you want me; that you want this.”
“I want you to lick my pussy,” I said. “I want you badly.”
Trevor shuddered and then lowered his face to me. I moved my hands to his head and held him there; pressing myself into his eager tongue.
“Gods, you taste so good,” he growled into me. “I can't wait to fuck you.”
Trevor rubbed his whole face against me, and I cried out. His finger slipped inside and started pumping steadily; a promise of more to come. And that's when my lust magic burst into life. A red haze spread out to include Trevor; sinking into his skin sensuously. He growled against me and trembled again as his eyes widened. My Lust hadn't come out unbidden for awhile, and it could be a bit of a shock when it did. Even I writhed within its erotic embrace.
Trevor's finger slipped from my sex and went lower. But not even Lust could make me want that. I jerked back and scowled at him.
“You know I don't like it there,” I said.
Trevor's eyebrow lifted. “I think it's time you tried it.”
“I don't want to try it,” I said tersely.
“Lay back down,” he growled.
I flinched in shock.
“Don't you trust me?” His tone gentled, and I realized it was part of the game.
I sighed and nodded as I laid back. Lust had withdrawn with his unwanted action, but as Trevor began another round of ardent licking, it started to rise again. His finger was pumping inside me again, and then he slowly drew it downward and rubbed it gently against that other place. I stiffened. He flicked his tongue over my clit rapidly. I shivered, and as I came, he slipped his fingertip inside me down there. It wasn't awful; I could deal with it if it aroused him. But then he started rotating his finger
