I don’t like to be that kind of Daddy, though. I prefer my littles to behave themselves most of the time. I’d rather have the pleasure of watching her come undone from my fingers and my mouth. Hell, I’d rather have her in my bed at night with my cock buried in her pussy.
Is it possible she acts out because she doesn’t want me to touch her so intimately? Perhaps she sabotages that possibility by acting up at least once each day. The way she responds to my touch and the look in her eyes tell me otherwise. I know she was close to begging after I stroked her pussy and tapped her clit tonight before pulling her nightgown over her and tucking her in.
She was gasping for air, pleading with her eyes, her cheeks flushed that gorgeous shade of pink she so easily succumbs to several times a day.
My phone rings in my pocket, and I pull it out. It’s Julius. I answer. “Hey.”
“Hey yourself. What’s it like having a full-time submissive under your roof again?”
“Exhausting,” I answer honestly. “I forgot how much work it is. Especially with a little. I can’t leave her alone. If I do, she’ll get into mischief.”
He chuckles. “Don’t kid yourself. Abby gets into all sorts of mischief when we leave her alone, too. And there are three of us. She might not live as a young girl in our home, but she’s every bit our full-time submissive with rules and responsibilities.”
“I hear you.” He’s right. I know it. I’ve seen their dynamic. I also know all three of them adore her and worship the ground she walks on.
“Anyway, I was calling to see if you want to come over tomorrow night. Abby’s itching to touch base with Sabine and make sure she’s okay.”
“Sure. It’s a good idea. Lucy and Roman came over today. I think it was good for Sabine. Enlightening for all of us, too.”
“I’ll bet.”
“I should probably ask Sabine first. A playdate with Lucy is totally different from dinner with a long-time friend while exploring a side of herself her friend has never seen. She might not be ready for something like that. I’ll let her think about it. I’ll talk to her in the morning.”
“Sounds like a plan. Don’t worry. If she’s not ready, we can let the two of them talk on the phone for a while.”
“Good idea. I do want her to have people to talk things out with. She’s not an introvert. She’s going to need reassurance from others. Especially because she’s so new to the lifestyle. She questions everything, if not out loud at least in her mind.”
“And that’s normal, of course. Hell, when Abby moved in with us, she didn’t know the first thing about BDSM.”
I smile as I recall those days two years ago. “I remember. I was worried she wouldn’t decide to stay in Seattle and you three would mourn her loss.”
“Beck, Levi, and I were just as concerned. I couldn’t sleep for fear she would leave us. Hell, I even hid from her to avoid facing the fact that I had fallen for her and wouldn’t admit it. I still have to pinch myself to remember she chose us. She stayed. She’s ours. When we finally established that she was not going to leave us, I still would’ve moved heaven and earth so she could get her law degree from Harvard. I’m not sure I’ll ever stop worrying about her insistence that she wanted to stay in Seattle and attend school here. She gave up a lot to be ours. I’ll never take it for granted.”
It’s been a while since Julius and I have had such a deep conversation. I’m filled with emotion as he finishes. “You know Abby doesn’t regret her decision and never will. She loves you three with her entire being. It’s written on her face. It’s in her eyes. She does not for one moment regret attending school here in Seattle.”
Julius sighs. “I know. You’re right. Hey, I didn’t call so you could reassure me about my submissive. This call was to check on you.” He chuckles.
“I’m doing okay. Thanks for asking. It’s tough. It’s taking some adjustment. But Sabine is doing better than I expected, to be honest. She surprises me sometimes. Shocks me other times.”
“Well, I hope she’s willing to come here for dinner. I’d love to see your dynamic firsthand.”
“I’ll text you in the morning.”
“Perfect. Later.”
After ending the call, I set my phone on my chest and breathe deeply. Am I in over my head? I’m not sure. Maybe a night at Julius’s house will help. Unless Sabine isn’t ready to fully slide into her little space in front of Abby. I need to gauge her reaction closely and respect her opinion on this.
But first, I need to make my way to the shower where I can take care of my permanent hard-on and hopefully get some sleep. Tossing all night wishing the sweet girl one room away was in my arms will make me cranky if I keep that up.
Chapter 12
Sabine
Master Kellen has pulled me between his legs. His hands are on my waist. His gaze is locked on mine. I’ve learned in the last few days that he does this when he has something important to say. I imagine it’s so that he can fully judge my reaction.
“Julius has invited us over for dinner tonight. I told him I would have to check with you first.”
I frown. He’s asking my opinion on something? This is new.
After a few seconds, he continues. “I know Abby is your best friend, and I want you to be able to talk to her. Work things out. Discuss your feelings and weigh the
