Dr. Petrie rubbed his eyes. ‘This whole damned city is dying and we can’t do a thing about it.’
Adelaide said, ‘I had a priest in here a little while ago.’
‘What was he doing?’ asked Dr. Petrie. ‘Hiding from the vengeance of the Lord?’
‘No,’ said Adelaide, brushing her brunette curls away from her forehead. ‘He seemed to think that America was getting no more than it deserved. He really felt that we were getting our just desserts for everything. For mistreating the Indians, for inventing the motor car, for suppressing the blacks, for destroying the environment.’
Dr. Petrie sipped his coffee. ‘I don’t suppose he was willing to intercede with God, and get this whole thing stopped?’
Adelaide shook her head. ‘If you ask me, the Church will be delighted. If this doesn’t turn a few more millions into true believers, I don’t know what will.’
The office phone rang. Dr. Selmer answered it, then passed it over. ‘It’s for you, Leonard, Sister Maloney from the emergency ward.’
Sister Maloney spoke to Dr. Petrie in her careful Irish accent, ‘We have a patient down here who is asking for you by name, doctor.’
‘By name? Do you know who she is?’
‘I’m afraid not, sir. She’s very sick. I think you’d better come down quickly if you want to see her alive.’
‘I’ll be right there.’ He put down the phone, swallowed the rest of his coffee, and collected his green mask and gown.
‘Leonard,’ said Adelaide. ‘Is anything wrong?’
‘Sister Maloney says a woman is calling for me. She’s probably one of my regular patients. Why don’t you stay here and force Anton to drink another cup of coffee? At least it’ll keep him out of the ward for five more minutes.’
Dr. Selmer chuckled. ‘Alone at last, Adelaide! Now we can pursue that affair I keep meaning to have with you.’
Dr. Petrie closed the office door behind him and walked quickly down to the elevators. There was a strange bustling whisper throughout the hospital, a sound he had never heard before – like a thousand people murmuring their prayers under their breath. He was alone in the elevator, and he leaned tiredly against the wall as it sank downwards to the ground floor.
The elevator doors slid open, and he was back in hell. The corridors were crowded with moaning, crying people. There were people lying white-faced and shuddering against the walls; people coughing and weeping; people hunched silently on the floor.
The plague had taken both the rich and the poor. There were elderly widows, tanned by years of Florida sun, dying in their diamonds and their pearls, There were waitresses and mechanics, shop assistants and chauffeurs, hotel managers and wealthy executives. Anyone who had swum in the polluted ocean was dying; and anyone who had talked to them or touched them was dying, too.
Dr. Petrie, grim-faced, stepped carefully through the plague victims, and pushed open the door of the emergency ward. Sister Maloney, wearing a big white surgical gown and a surgical mask, was waiting for him.
‘Where is she? Is she still alive?’
‘Only just, doctor, I’m afraid. It won’t be many minutes now.’
Dr. Petrie put on his gown and mask, and followed Sister Maloney into the crowded ward. He had to squeeze his way past the bedside of a 24-year-old policeman called Herb Stone, who was now in the final stages of sickness. His face was gray, and he was muttering incoherently.
Sister Maloney, forging through the patients like a great white ship, brought Dr. Petrie at last to a bed in the corner. A woman was lying on it with dark circles under her eyes, clutching a soiled blanket and shaking with uncontrollable spasms.
Dr. Petrie leaned forward and looked at her closely. He felt a long, slow, dropping feeling in his stomach. The woman opened her eyes and blinked at him through the glare of the ward’s fluorescent light. ‘Leonard,’ she whispered. ‘I knew you’d come.’
‘Hallo, Margaret,’ he said quietly. ‘Are you feeling bad?’
She nodded, and tried to swallow. ‘I’d sure like a drink of water.’
‘Sister? Could you get me one please?’ Dr. Petrie asked.
Sister Maloney steamed off for him, and Dr. Petrie turned back to his former wife.
‘Where’s Prickles?’ he asked. ‘Is she safe?’
Margaret nodded again. ‘I left her with Mrs. Henschel, next door. She’s all right, Leonard. She didn’t catch anything.’
‘You can’t be sure.’
Margaret looked at him for a while. ‘No,’ she whispered. ‘I can’t be sure.’
‘Is there anything you want me to do? Are you comfortable?’
‘It hurts a little. Not much.’
He reached out and took her hand. He could hardly believe that, less than two years ago, he had lain side by side in bed with this same woman, that he had kissed her and argued with her, and that he had actually given her a child. He remembered her in court, in her severe black suit. He remembered her on the day that he had walked out, red-eyed and crying by the front door. He remembered how she had looked on the day they were married.
‘Leonard,’ she said, stroking the back of his hand.
‘Yes, Margaret?’
‘Did you ever love me?’
Dr. Petrie turned away and stared for a long time at the wall.
‘You can’t ask me that, Margaret. Not now.’
‘Why?’
‘Because I would probably lie. Or worse than that, I might even tell you the truth.’
‘That you did love me, or that you didn’t?’
He felt her pulse. She was fading fast. She was being taken away from him like a Polaroid photo in reverse, each detail gradually melting back to blank, unexposed, featureless film.
‘How do you feel now?’ he asked her.
‘You’re changing the subject.’
‘No, I’m not. I’m trying to treat you like a doctor treats a patient.’
‘Leonard, didn’t you ever love me? I mean – really, really love me?’
He didn’t answer. He looked at her dying, and held her hand, but he didn’t answer. He didn’t know at that moment what the
