He and Teagan had met in high school and had dated starting their junior year. Bright and sunny with yellow-blonde hair, Teagan had been his dream girl. She’d been a cheerleader, and he’d been shocked when she agreed to go out with him. Adam had always been the popular brother, not Gavin. Gavin was too awkward, too reticent, preferring to keep his nose in a book rather than talk to girls. But Teagan had seen something in him he hadn’t even realized was there, and he’d fallen in love with her by the time they were seniors.
They’d married soon after graduating from college, when they were both twenty-two. There’d been signs that Teagan was struggling: her moods would shift rapidly, high to low without any apparent trigger. Some days she’d spend all day in bed, barely eating or doing much of anything except staring at the wall, practically catatonic with despair. Then other days she’d be her bright, sunny self, and Gavin would hope that she’d remain that way. Everyone had bad days, he’d reasoned. Perhaps she had more bad days than others.
After Emma had been born, though, everything changed. Gavin had watched as his world—his family—had fallen apart, and there'd been nothing he could do to stop it. He’d tried—God knows he’d tried. But the life he thought he’d have with Teagan had slipped through his fingers like sand through a sieve.
That was all in the past, though. He moved down the line of the fence he was repairing, carrying tools and nails as he went. A hawk circled in the sky overhead, and the heat of the sun beat down on his neck and shoulders. It was the first time in a while that he’d felt truly alive.
Nothing like some physical labor to get a man’s blood stirring again.
The day waned on, and as Gavin was about to finish the north side of the fence, he saw Adam walking toward him. He and Adam looked much alike, with their similar height and dark hair. Anyone could tell they were brothers at a swift glance. Adam, though, seemed to radiate happiness lately, and that difference between him and Gavin was stark at times. Adam and his fiancée Joy were getting married around Christmas, and although he had seemed rather overwhelmed with Joy’s attention to various wedding details, he’d been undeniably happy. The love between them was obvious to anyone with eyes.
Gavin rather envied his brother at the moment. Hell, he’d envied—and not understood—Adam since they’d been kids.
“There you are,” Adam said as he approached. His face was creased in concern, which put Gavin on high alert. “Why the hell do you never answer your phone?”
“I didn’t bring it out here with me.”
Adam sighed. “Well, just as well. I got a call from the school. There’s been an incident with Emma.”
Gavin’s blood ran so cold he was certain icicles were dripping from his fingers. God, how many times had he heard those words in regards to Emma’s mother? There’s been an incident. Something’s happened. You need to come right away.
“Jesus Christ, why are you just standing there? I have to go.” Gavin dropped everything into the grass and jogged back to the main building of the vineyard, not caring if Adam followed or not. His mind raced with every possibility: Had Emma been injured? Had she hurt herself? Oh God, what if she’d done something like what Teagan had done…?
“Hey, Gavin.” Adam curled a hand around his arm to stop him before he entered the building. “You didn’t let me finish. She’s okay, but the nurse said she probably should go home.”
Gavin panted. Adam’s words helped the panic subside, but only slightly. He pulled his arm from his brother’s grip. It was stupid, but he wanted to rail at Adam, demand to know why he hadn’t cared when Gavin and his family had been splintering apart, with Teagan descending further into her bipolar disorder. But he kept his mouth shut, because it didn’t matter.
Emma was what mattered.
“I have to go,” he said gruffly, stalking off. He grabbed his things from inside and then drove to the school without even seeing where he was going, his heartbeat racing a mile a minute. He tried to get himself to climb off of the ledge, but it was almost impossible.
After Emma had discovered Teagan lying on the cold bathroom floor, having overdosed from too many painkillers, the young girl had struggled. Gavin had seen it, and his heart broke at how his daughter had retreated into herself. That had been the last straw. He’d told Teagan she needed to get help, and she’d finally broken down and realized the same, but not before insisting they get a divorce.
“You deserve to be free, find a new life for yourself,” she’d said, her face drawn and pained. “I haven’t been the wife or mother you both needed.”
He parked his truck and practically ran inside the school. The elementary wing was on the south side, and he barreled down the mostly deserted hallways. Adam had said something about the nurse, so he would go there first.
When he entered the nurse’s station, he didn’t see Emma at first. He saw a teenage boy icing his elbow and another young girl crying as a woman placed a bandage on her knee. Then he saw her, and his knees almost gave out underneath him.
“Emma,” he breathed. He kneeled in front of her, taking her hands, which were like ice. “Emma, what happened?”
The girl had wedged herself into a corner, like if she curled in on herself enough, she could disappear. Her big blue eyes stared at Gavin, and her gaze reminded him so much of Teagan his heart clenched. He rubbed her fingers. “Emma, sweetheart, talk to me.”
The nurse came over. “You’re Mr. Danvers, yes?”
He stood up. “Yes, I am. Do you know what happened? Is she all right?”
The nurse, a woman in her forties with
