“Here goes nothing.” I mumbled to myself. I sat down on the ledge in front of him and slowly started to slide in. Surprisingly, Jude was encouraging me that I could do it. It felt good to have my old Jude back even if it’s just for now.
When I got half way in, the panic started to set in. “I can’t do this!” I shouted and started to pull my body back up, but Jude kept hold of my hips. He started slowing moving his fingers in his circles while telling me, “We all have fears, but there are types of people who face them and there are people who will run away. What type of person are you going to be?”
I nodded my head and slid myself completely in the water. “Good girl.” Jude whispers in my ear and for a moment I forget I am in the water. My body goes relax and so does his, resulting in us letting go of each other. When he pulls me back up, I feel my arms are in a tight lock around his neck and my legs are squeezing his waist. When I looked down at him, his eyes are squeezed shut.
“Oh my god! Why in the hell are your eyes closed? I already drowned once and almost drown just seconds ago, I am not going for a third time tonight.”
“Relax! I didn’t really think this through.” When I started to think what he meant by that, I slid down just a little more and realized what he was talking about.
“You need to relax, obviously.” I couldn’t help, but let a little giggle out. He may hate me, but his body definitely doesn’t hate me.
He cleared his throat and said, “Ok let’s get started. I am first going to teach you the basics from floating to finally swimming.”
He first started with teaching me how to float. He held me in his arms while I stretched my whole body out. I could feel him staring at my naked breasts and before I knew it, he had his mouth on them. His tongue swirled around my right nipple, making it hard. When I thought he would move on to my next, he surprised me with a bite. I felt myself get wet even though we were in the water. He played with them for a few minutes and I was ready to say fuck the swimming lessons for tonight, but the next thing I knew he snapped out of it. I cleared my throat to get rid of any trace of a lust sound.
He shook his head and let go of me and surprisingly I was floating on my own. “I’m doing it!” I said excitingly.
From there he kept things completely professional with teaching me from the embarrassingly doggy paddle to basic strokes. After an hour I was finally able to swim. I started to shout, “I can swim!” Jude started to chuckle giving me a thumbs up. I swam across the pool and met him under the dive board.
“I know you’re dying to ask me, but for tonight can it not be about what you saw?” I wanted to ask if he meant the tattoo that was about us or the scars all over his back, but obviously that’s what he meant. As much as I wanted to know, I respected him for asking me not too. I know all to well about not wanting to talk about your secrets because of the pain it brings along with it.
“Are you still drawing?” It was a simple yet common question that I could have asked any other time, but it was something so important to him that I hoped he never gave it up.
“That’s your question?” He asked shocked while I nodded my head yes. He then continued to say, “Yeah I never stopped.”
I put my hand on the side of his face and said, “I’m happy that’s one thing that was never ruined for you.” The Montgomery’s tore us down on a daily basis, but especially Mr. Montgomery on Jude’s art.
The next thing I know, he has his fingers tangled in my hair and his mouth pressed against mine. His tongue was inside my mouth like he couldn’t get enough of me. I felt the same way and pulled him in tighter. He broke the kiss and said, “Hold on tight.” I squeeze my legs around his waist and I felt how hard he was getting.
I was lost in our kiss and I didn’t realize he sat me up on the ledge of the pool until his mouth wasn’t on mine anymore. Jude started to leave a trail of kisses from my ankle until he reached my thighs. I was leaning back on my arms breathing heavy when he opened my legs up and pressed another kiss inside my thigh. I was lost in him and I hope he wouldn’t stop this time. When his mouth met my core, my heart stopped. I never got this intimate before not even with Knox. The idea of a guy having his mouth down there always made me nervous. With Jude though, it just felt right. He was a man who knew what he was doing and thank god for that. I haven’t had an orgasm by someone other than my vibrator in god knows how long.
I felt my heart starting to speed with every swirling lick, blow of air, and nibble that before I knew it, I felt myself coming in his mouth. I thought he would remove his
