My ex. Just thinking about him made my stomach hurt. The nasty words the flaming asshole drilled into me the day he called it off hurt deeply. I had cooked a great meal for our date night, planned on telling him my birthday surprise and then hoped for a little pre-birthday celebration and finally solidify our relationship. It would have been our first night together.
But, when Michael arrived, he didn’t bother coming in. That would have been too humane for him. Oh no, he dumped me standing on my doorstep a week ago for not being spontaneous or spunky enough. Not like all the other fabulous women he gave the pleasure of dating him. His words, hand to God. We only dated for three months, but from day one I wanted what Maddy had with her fiancé, so I mentally painted over his flaws and only saw the good. Which, looking back, wasn’t much of anything.
Renewed irritation flamed through me. Ironic how he considered me bland really when I had a wild night of all the spontaneous adventure either of us could handle lined up for his birthday, which happened to be tonight.
He didn’t want to hear what I had planned. Didn’t want to give me—or us—a chance. So now I had two expensive tickets to an exclusive club all of high society couldn’t stop gossiping about—II. Odd name if you asked me, but if you wanted to rub elbows with big names that was the place. Being seen in a place like that also landed more than one person in the spotlight for movie and sports agents looking for the next talent.
I didn’t care about any of that. I only wanted someone who saw me for me. Guess that was off the table.
I stared at the tickets tossed among the clutter of concealer tubes and powder brushes. The two slips of white paper lay alongside a shade of red lipstick labeled Slaying Diva. Now that made me laugh.
Maddy fluttered around and brushed, poked, and fluffed until I couldn't stand still any longer.
“Okay, you win if you’ll just stop fretting over me.” I batted her hand away from tweaking the cat-eye stroke of liner giving my hazel eyes a dramatic edge.
Maddy flashed a triumphant smile.
“I’ll go, have a couple of drinks, and then you can’t say I never tried. Then I can come home, return to my comfortable boring life and be done with all this.”
Maddy sighed, a hip against the vanity. “You don’t get it, babe, do you?”
Puzzled, I swept a lock of twisted hair to the side and tried not to wipe at the amount of lipstick she patted on my lips. “Get what?” I murmured between pats of the brush.
“Michael is the asshole. There’s nothing boring about you at all. You just failed to drop to your knees and worship the fucktard like he wanted. That’s all. You’re beautiful, smart, and when the right man finds you, he’ll be just as blown away by your beauty, inside and out, as the rest of the world is.”
Surprise at her words left me speechless.
Maddy shook her head, lipstick brush pointed at me. “Maybe it’s all a part of your charm. Not knowing just how gorgeous you are. If you tried half as hard as the rest of us, you could have any man you wanted from any direction.”
Maddy tsked and set back to work on my lipstick.
I blinked rapidly, utterly baffled by what my friend just said. I took one last look and then picked up the tickets. “You’re crazy, Maddy. And wrong.” I held up a hand and started ticking off everything I have stacked against me. “One, I'm a Texas transplant to Seattle with a twangy drawl. Might as well put overalls on me in a city like this. Two, I’m a twenty-three year old college dropout, and three, I am working two jobs. Michael was right. I’m boring, practical and in bed by ten.”
I waved the tickets under her nose, done with the whole messy dissection of my life. “There are two tickets. Join me. Please don't let me do this alone. I mean, if I can do this, why can’t you?”
“I’m not crazy and when you do find your man, I’m going to so tell you I told you so.” She pointed to the tickets. “To those, I have to say no. I just can’t. My significant other would feel left out, babe. I can’t do that to him. Besides, I still have a few finishing touches to put on the wedding details.”
Maddy’s cheeks turned a pretty pink when she mentioned her fiancé, which made her look stunning without a drop of makeup on. She was the true epitome of beauty, not me.
“That sounds so much better. Let’s do that ins—”
Maddy threw up a hand, cutting me off. Her brows in a tight row of determination, eyes fierce. “Not a chance. Tonight is about you. You need this.” She took both my hands in hers. “Go, have fun. Enjoy a few drinks and cut loose a little. With any luck that asshole will be there, see you and know what a mistake he made in treating you so bad. And then you can walk all over him.”
God, I hoped not. I never heard of him going. It’s why I spent all my savings on the VIP tickets in the first place. He wanted to rub elbows with sports agents. Get his name out there so he could do what they do. It was the common denominator between us. Once upon a time I wanted to be a sports rehab therapist, and though I had to come back home to help my parents with a failing pizzeria, I wanted to one day return. He wanted to be a sports agent and we both loved football. Returning to college was all I could talk about at one time. Now the only thing I could think about was
