I raised my eyebrows, but I was certainly game to try.
Ed, still close behind me, tensed. "Maybe I'll just watch," he said quietly.
Twisting around, I faced the werewolf. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing. I just…" He clenched his fists. "Later." He hopped off the bed and stalked out of the yurt.
"Fuck." I flopped back on the bed. I was still the only one without clothing, but I couldn't feel self-conscious in front of my guys. Ed, apparently, did. Which was fair. I just wished he felt more comfortable about saying he wasn't.
"I'll talk to him," Allan offered.
"Nope. I'll fix it," I replied and got off the bed. "You three entertain yourselves. I'm all about trying this group sex thing but I'll need a raincheck."
Nikolai nodded agreement and smacked me on the ass when I was in range. "Enjoy your wolf," he said.
I yelped in mock anger before I followed Ed out of the yurt, not bothering with clothing and relying on a spell to keep me warm and prevent my feet from damage on the ground. With the wards in place, either myself or Nikolai would know if someone else was on the property and it was dark anyway. My demon enhanced eyes could see well enough, and I followed my sense of Ed through the pack bond until I found him standing near my grove, looking out over the valley.
"Hey."
"Hey," he replied and glanced at me before he looked back over the valley. Then he did a double take and looked back at me. "Aren't you cold?" His eyes roamed over my body.
"No."
"I'm sorry. I just, well, chickened out." Ed dropped his eyes to the ground.
I walked over to him and pushed against his front, wrapping my arms around him.
His warm hands cupped my bare ass and he held me tightly to him.
"That's okay, Ed. I should have realized you might not be comfortable with that yet. I'm willing to try anything, because I trust you all, but if I'd never actually had sex, I'd be way more nervous, too."
"Yeah, that's part of it. I just feel, I don't know, nervous. None of them would say anything, but…" He shrugged.
"You know," I whispered. "They're perfectly capable of entertaining each other for a little while." I leaned back so I could meet his eyes and grinned. "Let's head to my grove."
He let me take his hand and tug him toward the entrance to the grove.
"I can't believe you're walking around naked."
"No one else is on the property. Who's going to see? You and the other guys have seen me completely naked how many times?" I grinned.
"True." His eyes twinkled.
I sealed up the grove behind me and pulled him to the center. He was still shirtless, and shoeless. His skin shivered as I trailed my hands down his muscled chest. He put his hands on my hips and I leaned forward, tilting my head so he could kiss me. Ed took the hint and met my lips with his.
We explored each other's mouths for a while and his hands roamed up and down my back. Like Doc, the wolves healed so quickly that they never built up callouses, and their hands were smooth. I continued to trace my fingers along his muscular torso for a while before I moved down to his jeans. Running my fingers along the inside of the waistband, I teased him. Ed sucked in a breath and his hands tightened on my back.
"You good?"
"Yes," he answered.
I popped the button on his jeans and slid down the zipper. He wasn't actually wearing boxers at the moment. Kneeling, I slid his jeans down, running my hands along his firm thighs, feeling him shiver under my touch.
On my way back up, I ran my tongue along his firm length. He gasped, clutching my shoulders as I rose.
"What would you like?" I asked when I was standing again, pressing my stomach into his erection.
He groaned and tightened his arms around me. "I want you however you'll have me, Sofia."
"Do you have a position you'd like to try first?"
Ed kissed the curve of my shoulder. "Maybe we can try a few?" He hesitated, blushing. "We have a little time."
"Mmmm, sounds good." I tugged his hand until we were down on the ground.
He gently laid me back until I was cradled on the soft mossy ground. "I love you, Sofia."
"I love you, Ed. So very much." My stomach fluttered at the strength of my emotion. His eyes shone in the low light, wolf-like and I shivered at the naked passion on his face.
He kissed my throat before nibbling down my collarbone and then taking one of my breasts into his mouth and sucking it gently.
I moaned encouragement and he dragged his fingers down my sides. I threaded my hands into his shaggy hair. He still hadn't gotten it cut and I kept my hands in his hair as he worked his way lower, nipping softly as he worked over my belly. I opened my legs as he found his way between them.
"That's good," I managed to say as he licked my folds and rubbed my sensitive nub. Before long I was soaking wet and thrusting against him, small, urgent moans escaping my lips as he pleasured me.
"Ready?"
"For you, always," I replied.
Ed moved, but stopped just short of touching. I wanted to cry out in frustration, but that wouldn't help his confidence. Instead, I met his eyes, slid my hands along his ribs and tugged gently.
"You're sure?"
"Yes. More than sure."
Ed finally moved forward, guiding his hard length to my opening. I tilted my hips and he pushed against me.
Groaning, I pushed back as he slowly entered me.
"So good," I moaned as he filled me completely.
"Yeah?"
"Yeah." I pulled him to me and pressed his lips to mine. I hooked
