She blushes. “You mean that?”
“I’d never lie to you,” I growl. “Now, all I want is to have you. Right here, right now.”
“Then take me. Make me your,” she breathes.
“Don’t worry, baby. I’m going to make sure that your first time is amazing.”
I press my cock against her entrance and she gasps. I know I’m going to be a lot to handle her first time, but I’d never hurt her. I’m going to give her the best night of her life.
Entering her pussy for the first time feels like heaven. She’s so tight, and wet and warm. She gasps as she takes me deep inside her, but she doesn’t look in pain. She grabs the back of my neck to pull me close and I kiss her ferociously, her lips feverish with pleasure as I begin to work up a rhythm.
I push deeper and deeper inside her each time. She cries out with each thrust, and it’s like music to my ears. It feels so good being inside her, knowing I’m her first. I know I won’t last long, she’s so tight. I kiss her breasts, running my tongue over her nipples as I plunge inside her faster, harder. Our hands entwine against the pillow like I’m pinning her down, but she’s exactly where she wants to be.
“God you’re so sexy,” I growl. I can’t help myself. I’ve never felt so overwhelmed with attraction for someone. She’s a goddess and she’s mine. Our eyes meet as I fuck her and I feel this intense connection that’s so strong it makes me want to come. But hold off, wanting the moment to last a little longer.
Our lips meet once again and I manage to push even deeper inside her pussy. She gasps against my lips, her eyes closed in ecstasy.
“Jaxson,” she moans and that’s the last straw. Hearing her moan my name has me reaching my peak, and with a grunt, I come, spilling my seed inside her. She gasps one last time and clamps down on my cock, coming with me, taking my seed deep inside her womb. Wave after wave of white hot heat washing over us. We’re both hot and sweaty, but I don’t care. I know something magical has happened.
“I love you,” I growl in her ear. “Did you feel that?”
“I love you, Jaxson,” she whispers. “Do you think...do you think I might be pregnant?”
It just goes to show we’re on the exact same wavelength. As I spilled my seed inside her, I had this sense that now she’s carrying a piece of both of us. The hope for our future. The baby that will unite our lives forever.
“Yes,” I growl in her ear. “And I can’t wait to raise our baby together. No matter what happens you’re mine now. We’re going to be a family. And I’m going to take care of you.”
Tears of happiness shine in her eyes. I roll to the side and pull her close. I’m nowhere near done with her body for the night. But for now, as we come down from our first joint high, I want to savor this moment. The moment we made love for the first time. Our first declarations of how we feel. Our first child growing inside her…
This is everything I’ve ever wanted.
CHAPTER EIGHT
Stella
Waking up this morning feels like I’m still in a dream. The sun streaming in through the window, warm and inviting just like Jaxson’s sleeping body. I snuggle in close to him. Waking up next to him makes this the best morning of my life.
But my mind still has doubts. Last night, after we made love, I spent a long time awake, planning out our future together. I closed my eyes and thought about the years ahead of us; raising children together, growing old in one another’s arms, overcoming obstacles hand in hand. It’s the life I always knew I wanted, but I was never sure who I’d plan this future with. Now, I know, I want it to be Jaxson.
I know it’s a stupid thing to do, getting my hopes up like this. Even though he told me he loves me, what does that mean for us? Nothing has changed regarding my dad, and he will never allow this to happen. Plus, Jaxson has a life of his own back home. He’s got a business to run. He doesn’t need some young student getting in his way, right?
I know in my own mind that I’ll do anything to keep him. He’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me. But my relationship with my dad is important to me too. What will he think when he finds out I’m pregnant with Jaxson’s baby, if my gut feeling is right? What will he think if Jaxson decides to go his separate way from me? I feel a stab of pain at the thought. Would Jaxson ever abandon me like that?
“What’s on your mind, baby?”
I’m startled to see Jaxson awake, watching me. He pulls me closer, protectively, and I sigh.
“I’m just...I’m thinking about the future...what it holds for us?”
He tucks a strand of hair behind my ear gently. “Well, what do you want it to hold?”
I take a deep breath. “Well...more of...this.”
“Expensive holidays in Thailand?”
I laugh. “No...well, maybe. But I just mean...more of you and me. Lying next to each other like it’s the most natural thing in the world. Because to me...it is. I was scared about losing my virginity...but with you, I’ve never felt so safe. And now that I know you love me. I guess I just want to know what that means for us. Because I don’t want to let this go. I don’t want to let you go. I want to have a future with you, not just what we have right now.”
Jaxson caresses my cheek. “Stella, you’re the brightest star in my life. You’re everything I want,” he growls. “Anything you want, you name it, and I’ll give it
