I push my fingers under the straps of her lace bra and push them down her arms. Her cheeks are red, and a small smile teases my lips. She’s shy.
“You’re so beautiful, Everly. The most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen.” I lean forward and take her mouth again, plummeting my tongue between her lips as I take her bra off. Once it’s off, I settle against the seat again and take in the goddess sitting on top of me.
Her breasts are the perfect handful, with small, pink nipples that are begging for attention. I run my hands over her shoulders and chest, cupping her soft mounds. Everly tosses her head back and rocks against my straining cock as a luscious moan escapes her throat.
The reality of what we are doing hits me hard. She has no idea that I’m a virgin, too. I hope I can make this good for her because I don’t have a clue about what to do. I just let my instincts take over. I pull her closer to me, pushing her breast into my mouth, and she rocks against me faster. I can feel how wet she is through the flimsy pair of panties. Her juices soak my jeans, and if she keeps it up, she is going to make me come before I can get inside her.
And that just won’t do for me.
I flip her over until she is lying across the seat, long hair fanned around her. Her nails rake down my chest, and the sting makes me gasp.
“I’ve wanted you for so long, Rowan,” she whispers as her shaky hands go to the button on my jeans. She swallows when the button comes undone and lowers the zipper.
I’m not wearing underwear, never do, and my cock bobs free, leaking a stream of pre-come until it drips onto her stomach. Her cheeks blaze a bright cherry red, but she pushes her nerves aside and wraps her small hand around my aching flesh.
“Everly,” I whisper and push my pants the rest of the way down. I kick them off, and they fall to the floorboard. I want to do so much with her. I want to feast on her entire body. I want to feel her lips around my shaft, but maybe next time. There is too much tension, too much build up. I have to have her now.
I reach for the glove compartment and search for the box of condoms I threw in there the other day. I don’t know why I got them, but it’s better to be safe, and I’m so glad I did because the dream is literally laying underneath me.
Finally. The box. I take it out and open it, pouring the three condoms out onto the floor. I grab one and tear it from the rest. Let me see if I remember how to do this correctly. God, what if I fuck up like a fool? I take a deep breath, calm and collected, and sheath my cock in latex.
“Rowan, I’ve never done this before,” she says. “And you’re really big.”
I curl myself over her, arms bracing her head. I run my fingers through her hair and take her lips in a soft kiss. I try and pour everything I feel into it. How much I care, love, and adore her. When we break free, she is breathless again, and I lay my palms on her cheeks and stare into her eyes.
“If you don’t want to do this, we won’t, but I’ll try and make it the best I can for you. If you want to stop, tell me. And we will.”
“I’ve only wanted you, Rowan. Just go slow, okay?”
“Like I’d ever rush this with you,” I smile in a soft, admiring tone.
She wraps her arms around me and spreads her legs to the side. I look down and grab the base of my cock with my fist, guiding it to her virgin entrance. The heat from her pussy sears the tip of my cock. I snap my head back up when I’m finally situated against her hole. Sweat drips down my temples, from nerves and anticipation, and I wait for her to tell me it’s okay.
She gives a small, nervous nod.
My heart thumps against my chest. I hope she can’t hear it, but it’s all I can hear as I push my way inside her virgin heat. My eyes nearly cross, and the edges of my vision fade to black with how amazing she feels. I never thought it could be like this. And with anyone else, I don’t think it would.
I hit the barrier. That thin wall is the only thing keeping me from being as deep and as close as I can ever be. And I don’t want to be rough. I don’t want to cause her pain. I bring my lips to hers again, hoping it will take her mind off of the next second. I push my tongue between her lips at the same time I thrust forward, ripping past the one thing in this world that is now forever mine.
I groan into her mouth when I’m fully seated within her. She is whimpering beneath me. I pull back from our kiss and see her eyes watering. I hurt her. I did something wrong. I try and pull away, but she wraps her legs around me, keeping me inside her tight channel.
“Stay. It stings, but it’ll fade. I know it’s hard to tell, but this is the best feeling in the world—being close to you.” Her hand lays flat against my heart, and there’s no more hiding how hard my heart is thumping.
I place my hand over hers covering my heart. “It’s the only feeling that matters.”
The smile she gives me melts any worries I have that say this doesn’t feel good.
“Move,” she says.
I gulp, and for the first time in
