Eli fell on me like a ravenous animal. His mouth moved along my skin leaving nips and suck marks in its wake. Several minutes were spent teasing my nipples until I was bucking up against him and uttering moaned nonsense.
That was when Eli began to press kisses down between my breasts, going even lower until his hot breath fanned over my mons. My clit throbbed with each second he waited and it became more difficult not to bring my hands down to dig into his soft, dark curls or to force him to press his tongue exactly where I wanted it.
Eli's kisses had become like a drug to me. I knew how skilled his tongue and lips were… and I wanted them on my aching pussy.
"Please," I begged without shame, "Please."
Eli didn’t make me wait he slipped lower and ran his tongue up the inside of my thigh. He hummed in contentment — he had to be tasting my arousal because I knew it had coated my thighs thanks to his teasing.
“A fucking Christmas miracle,” Eli mumbled into my pussy before he began feasting on me.
That’s exactly what it felt like as his tongue speared me before it began to stroke against every inch of sensitized skin. His lips tugged at my opening and pressed kisses against the crease of my thigh, my mound… everywhere but where I wanted Eli to go. I wanted him to tug and nip at my clit. I wanted the tip of his tongue to stroke, his breath to heat, and his voice to vibrate… my body was wound tight and I fought against Eli’s grip as he held me down. I needed to grind my pussy against his mouth. It wouldn’t take much.
“More!” I screamed and growled in frustration.
My hands started to release the headboard. I’d had enough and would force him to do what I wanted. At least that was the thought in my head in the split second before Eli’s head lifted and his burning gaze met my own.
“Put them back, Sunshine” — Eli waited but continued when I laid there like a deer in the headlights — “I’ll stop.”
His words shocked me and I immediately gripped the rung on the headboard and held tighter than I ever had to anything.
“Please,” I whimpered.
“Good girl. Such a good girl,” Eli mumbled against my pussy as he sucked my clit into his mouth.
It didn’t take much — a tug, a suck, a nip — and I was shattering. Everything inside of me went liquid and broke apart like glass in the same instant. I couldn’t catch my breath, my heart was pounding against my rib cage, and every single muscle was clenching then releasing.
“Gorgeous,” Eli breathed out as he stroked his fingers over my skin — gently bringing me back to earth and to him. “You ready for me, Sunshine?”
Something about Eli seemed off; he appeared to be almost… nervous. I watched him as he moved up my body. He braced himself on his arms and stared into my eyes for several minutes.
“I’ve dreamed of this my entire life,” he whispered as he pressed kisses to my lips and along my jaw to my ear. “I never thought I’d find you, Sunshine.”
Pure emotion showed in his eyes and for the first time it filled me. I felt whole. I felt loved. It was terrifying and exhilarating and all I wanted was more.
“Eli,” I rasped while lifting my head. “Kiss me.”
This time when our mouths met, there was something more… it was hotter and my need spiraled out of control. Eli was claiming me one piece at a time. I pushed away everything but the man who was currently moving back enough to fit his hand between us. He stroked his cock a few times and then placed the tip at my entrance.
As I watched, I knew there was no going back. This was what I wanted. This man, in this moment, was everything I could have dreamed.
Eli’s teeth were clenched as if he was in pain, his eyes were squeezed tight, and I swore I heard him mumbling about baseball, numbers, and his grandma. It was weird and I almost called it off. But, then he began to make shallow movements. Pulling back and then pushing inward as he worked his cock into me.
“So… tight…” Eli gritted the words out through his teeth and I almost laughed at the absurdity of it all.
“Eli,” I called out as my fears rose and I squirmed to put distance between us. “I’m not sure th—”
Before I could finish my thought, Eli pulled back and thrust in with enough force to… break my hymen. I screamed out and cursed flamboyantly.
“Fuck! Shit! Damn it!” Eli was cursing up a storm of his own as he froze on top of me.
Neither of us moved for what seemed like forever.
“Clara… Sunshine… are you alright?” Eli asked cautiously.
“Yeah… it won’t kill me” — I laughed sarcastically — “can I let go of the headboard?” I asked as a distraction for both of us.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” Eli’s question was spoken softly as he braced his arms beside my head.
Sarcasm still filled me and I waved my hand in the air as I lowered them from where he’d placed them earlier. I groaned as the muscles protested the change of position.
“I’m sorry, Clara.” Eli shifted himself and massaged my right arm from my shoulder to the tips of my fingers before giving the same treatment to the left. “I’ve never done it before either,” he mumbled as he turned his head away.
“Haven’t done what?”
“It,” Eli emphasized the word as his gaze dropped to look anywhere but my face.
“Are you saying you’re a virgin?”
“Yeah,” he grumbled.
“You’re fucking kidding me.” I busted out in laughter but when Eli didn’t join me it died in my throat. “You’re not joking are you?”
Eli shook his head and stroked his fingers over my skin. “My brother and I made a pact