“About a year after the Eric situation. I met Matthew. He was a track star. The big man on campus. There was even talk of him going to the Olympics. Everybody loved him on campus, which was why when he took an interest in me, I couldn’t believe it.”
I shake my head. It’s crazy to me that she doesn’t see herself clearly as the beautiful, sexy woman that she is.
“He approached me and asked me out. At first, I was apprehensive but then I decided to give it a shot. We dated for two months, exclusively, or at least I thought we were exclusive.” A self-deprecating laugh leaves her lips. She breaks eye contact looking down at her hands in her lap.
“One weekend he planned an away trip for us. He said his parents had a cabin about an hour away from campus that was empty for the weekend, so he took me up there. I’d convinced myself that I was in love with him and ready to take our relationship to the next level. We spent the weekend at his cabin and had sex. He dropped me off back at my dorm on Sunday night and I didn’t hear from him for a few days afterwards. I started to get concerned so I went to the training center that he works out at on campus and he was in there…um.”
“He was what?” I’m wound up so tight that I’m barely breathing. I know whatever she’s about to say is going to be bad.
“H-he was in their gloating to the other guys in the room about how he bagged a virgin and won the bet he’d apparently made with some other guys. For a few weeks after that anytime one of his friends would see me on campus, I would see them pointing and laughing and staring at me. I was humiliated. I never spoke to him again.”
I can’t even form words right now. If I thought I was angry before, it’s nothing compared to how I feel now. My palms are sweating. My heartbeat feels like its doubled in rate since this conversation started. All my protective instincts are roaring around inside me, telling me I need to find these two douchebags and hurt them for hurting her.
I’ve never felt this level of possessiveness over a woman outside of my family before.
“Anyways, I didn’t tell you all of that for nothing. After those two incidents I stopped dating entirely. I figured I would never trust another man to get close to me. And then I met you, and for some inexplicable reason I trust you. I’ve tried to talk myself out of it a million times, but I can’t. So if I get a little spacey sometimes or unsure you know why.”
This girl. This beautiful, amazing girl just opened herself up to me. I thought I was falling in love with her before but it’s at this moment that I realize I’m in love with her. Fuck I’m in so deep I don’t think there’ll ever be a way out and I don’t want one.
Shoving my chair back I go around the desk. My eyes remain locked on her as I pull her up out of her chair.
“Thank you.” I say simply before kissing her. Its long and deep and I don’t pull away until we’re both out of breath.
When she looks up at me, I see the emotions I’m feeling reflected back at me.
“Let’s finish eating.”
“Okay.”
While we eat, we keep the conversation light.
“Do you want to go down to the dance floor for a little while?” she asks, once we’ve finished.
“If you want to.”
Usually I don’t dance at my clubs but for her I will.
She gives me one of those half smiles, that dimple in her cheek winking at me.
“I think it could be fun.”
I can’t lie the thought of her grinding up against me on the dance floor has my dick perking up.
“Let’s go.”
We make our way down to the floor. It’s packed as usual. Beyoncé’s Rocket is playing as I find us a spot and pull her into my arms.
We immediately begin swaying to the beat. She spins around and her ass fits so snugly against my front that I’m hard in seconds. Wrapping my arms around her waist, I move us to the beat of the song. She tilts her head back to look at me and I see the desire reflected in her eyes.
My lips meet her neck near her pulse point, and I feel a shiver go through her. Fuck. My arms tighten instinctively before moving down over her thighs.
I can feel the heat of her pussy through the fabric of her skirt. Her arm tightens around mines before she shocks the shit out me by grinding her ass back into my dick. The thin shred of control I was hanging onto snap like a thread.
I take her hand in mind and wind my way through the crowd and around the corner. The music quiets until I can barely hear it.
“Where are we going?” she asks breathlessly but I don’t answer. I’m too keyed up to speak right now.
I pass a few doors until I get to the one, I’m looking for. Punching in the code, the lock unclicks. I tug her inside, closing it with a thud before backing her up against it.
Her skin is flushed and her amber eyes blaze with desire. My lips instinctively seek hers out. Her arms come up around my neck as we go at each other. When she pulls away to suck in some oxygen my lips attach themselves to her neck.
A moan leaves her lips as she tilts her neck to give me better access. My hands go around her
