“Because I need you,” I say simply, and she blinks a few times at me. After a moment she nods and lifts her hips for me to take it the rest of the way off.
We’ve both still got on our underwear as I get in the bed and pull her to me. I close my eyes and breathe her in for a long moment, wanting to feel her skin against mine.
“Are you sorry you married me?” she asks, her voice startling me. I thought she’d fallen asleep.
“What?” I’m so shocked by her question that I turn her over to face me. “Why would you ask that?”
“I don’t know.” She shrugs and worries her bottom lip, and I can see tears forming in her eyes.
“Kitty, no.” I cup her face and shake my head. “Don’t you ever think that I’m sorry for one second to have you in my life.” I close my eyes and take a breath. “I’m so damn scared.” I let out a long sigh because it’s almost painful for me to admit it. “I can’t lose you.”
“But you didn’t want to see me tonight, and then I found you asleep in your office—”
I rub my thumb across her lip to cut her off. “I’m so damn sorry I made you think for even one second that I didn’t want you.” I lean in close and kiss her softly before I look into her eyes. “I love you, Kitty. I know that it may take time for you to feel the same about me, but I fucking love you.” I roll her over so she’s pinned under me, and she can’t miss the meaning behind my words.
“Kitty, you have always been the one for me, and I’ve been biding my time for the moment I could have you.” As I move between her legs, her thighs wrap around me, and I touch her cheek. “There’s nothing I want more than you being a pain in my ass for the rest of my life.”
She smiles a little when I tell her this, and I lean down and kiss her softly once more. This time her body relaxes, and I feel her hands on my chest.
“You don’t have to say it back, or say anything, but let me show you just how much I need you.” I rock against her so she can feel my hard length against her pussy. “You’re my wife, beautiful girl, and you’re mine forever.”
Kissing her again feels like I’m sealing my words with a promise, and I intend to keep every promise I make to her. “You are perfect exactly like you are, Kitty. I don’t want to change you, and I don’t wish you were different. I want you to be exactly whoever you choose to be, and I want to love you until the end of forever.”
“Stop it, you’re going to make me cry,” she laughs, a tear escaping, and I wipe it away. “I love you too, Judge.”
I’ve longed to hear her say those words for so long, and as soon she says them it’s like something finally settles in my heart. Kitty has always been a woman with a free spirit and a strong will. That’s not something I ever want to change or am looking to tame.
“Who you are is who I fell in love with.” I kiss her again, and this time I don’t stop.
When her mouth opens and I taste her, there’s a need there that matches my own. Her hips rise, and she moans as my hands grab her ass. I hold her still, rubbing my cock between her legs, and now we’re both groaning for relief.
My lips move down her neck and to her bare breasts as I kiss between them and then underneath. They’re so soft and heavy in my hands, and I pinch her tight peaks and suck on each one. Her body is moving in time with mine, and although I want to go fast, I keep telling myself to slow down.
I kiss lower down her belly and then place a kiss on each hip. I take my time removing her panties and rubbing the inside of her thighs. I press my nose to the small patch of curls and inhale her scent. I want to possess all of her body inside of me, and I want to be inside of her too.
My mouth waters when I use my thumbs to spread her lips and then lick her soft, pink clit. She cries out and tries to move away, but I lock her down against the mattress. I trace small circles around the tight bud and then press my lips to it and hum appreciatively. Her scent reminds me of spring on the farm when all the flowers are blooming. I bury my face in the wet heat and lap at her desire.
She’s so fucking wet and needy, but I’m right here to give her what she wants. I slide two fingers inside of her, and she cries out as I suck on her clit at the same time. She’s so fucking sweet, like honeysuckle fresh off the vine, and I can’t stop.
“Oh god, Judge, I’m close.” She grips the sheets tightly on either side of her, and I smile against her pussy.
“You think I don’t know?” I growl as I lick her faster. “This pussy is mine.”
“O-oh, don’t stop.” She bears down on my face, and it’s pure fucking heaven when she cums.
Her body is tight, and she calls out my name as I get her pussy ready to take my cock. While she’s lost in the climax, I push my boxer briefs off and move up her body. While her pussy is still gripping my fingers, I use my other hand to rub my cock through her wetness.
Her eyes widen as she stares down at me, dick in my hand, ready to fuck her. “Just relax, Kitty, we’ll make it fit.”
I take my fingers out of her