“I told you she probably did. Hell, she probably wasn’t even a virgin.”
“Oh, nah, she was definitely a virgin.” He said, and again I could picture the smirk on his face.
“Her pussy is not better than mine.”
“Uhhhh….I don’t know about that. She might have you beat there.” He joked.
“Oh yeah? Let me change your mind about that.”
“Get a condom.”
“For what? You didn’t mind fucking that bitch raw.”
“And for that, she got my ass for eighteen years.”
“You could’ve put something in her food and drink periodically. It’s not too late for you to push her ass down the stairs.” She joked.
“I tried when we went to that party back in January. You know when I had to meet up with bitch ass Dwayne to buy some work from me. She was coming out of the bathroom, headed for the stairs, I tried to push her ass, but she grabbed the rail.”
“Damn. You really don’t care about her, huh?”
“I did, but she got pregnant. I’ve never really wanted kids or at least not now.”
“Have you ever told her that?”
“I thought after all of the hints of me not wanting a baby or how I treated her would’ve told her.”
“I may not care for the bitch, but you could’ve at least told her. Maybe she was under the impression that you did since you moved her in, bought the baby stuff, and took care of her.”
“I may sound like the bad guy, but I’m really not. That shit with her mom hit a soft spot with me. I couldn’t do her like that.”
“So, what are you going to do?”
“I don’t know. I haven’t reached out since she left. She texted and said she was coming to get her stuff. I was just going to let her get her shit, let her have the baby stuff, and let her go. I’ll contribute financially, but I don’t really want to be in the kid’s life. I’m not really good father material. And I don’t think I can co-parent with somebody I hate.”
“Well, the feeling is mutual!!!” I yelled when I pushed his bedroom door open. I couldn’t believe what he was saying or what I was hearing. Jemar was pure evil, and I can’t believe he just nonchalantly admitted to wanting to kill my child.
“Bre, what the fuck?” He screamed as he jumped up from the bed. His little bitch got up to throw a robe on. My robe at that!
“I can’t believe what I just heard. You’re so disgusting. I can’t believe I felt for you, gave myself to you, and even loved you. I fucking hate you.” I said as I walked over to him and socked him right in the mouth. I looked at his hoe and saw her punk ass backing away to a wall. She was just talking all that shit but was afraid to say something now.
“Fuck you doing listening to me outside of my bedroom?” He said as blood spilled from his mouth.
“I came to get my stuff like I told you. I wasn’t waiting around for your response, I came and was planning on leaving for good. I didn’t expect you to stop me since I now know how you really feel. I can’t believe I ruined my life for you. You’re the reason I had to drop out of school, leave my mother’s house, and why I won’t be able to live out my plans and dreams.”
“I didn’t do shit. I told you I didn’t want a child!”
“Yeah, you said that, but your actions proved something different.” I threw another punch, but he caught it and got up off the bed. He pushed me so hard I fell and slid to the wall in the hallway.
“Bitch, you don’t think you ain’t ruin my life! I gotta deal with you for eighteen years for a child I never wanted.”
“You don’t have to deal with shit. I don’t want you around my child or your money. Live your fucking life, and let us be.” I said, getting up off the floor. My back was in so much pain.
“Good, now get your shit and leave!” He said in my face with spit hitting me. He backed off me and started walking back to his room.
“I see why your mother didn’t want you,” I mumbled. I honestly shouldn’t have said that, but I was pissed.
“What did you say?” He stopped walking then faced me. I didn’t say anything. He walked back up to me.
“Jemar, just let her go.” His hoe said behind him. She finally made her way away from the wall.
“Shut the fuck up, Tia.” He growled. He looked at me then gave me that stupid ass smirk.
“You and my mother are about to have something in common.”
“What’s that-” I said, right as I punched me in my stomach.
“My wrath, bitch.” I slid down the wall and onto the floor.
“Jemar! What the fuck,” Tia shouted at him. He didn’t say anything. He had the sickest look in his eyes as if he was pleased watching me in pain. “Let’s go!” Tia said to him, somehow, she quickly threw some clothes on. She pulled Jemar back into the room so he could put some clothes on too. I was in so much pain all over. My legs felt weak, back felt like it was burning, and my baby was moving around in my stomach.
“I’m so sorry,” I said to myself but meant for my daughter. She didn’t deserve this at all. I should’ve just left. “Hold in there, baby girl, please. We came so far, please don’t leave me. I need you.” I cried. My eyes started to get heavy, but I was able to see when Jemar and Tia ran out of the room. Jemar stopped and ran to the second bedroom.
“What are you doing? We have to go!” Tia said I could hear the tremble in her voice. She looked
