As he warms up and starts spanking harder, I relax against his thighs. It feels good. It reminds me he cares. It reminds me who I belong to. It tells everyone else in the room the same things. When he’s done, he stands me up and marches me to the corner of the room.
I’m super familiar with this corner and the awkward shuffle toward it with my legs parted so that my panties don’t fall to my ankles. Without a word, I assume my position, nose to the corner, arms behind my back, nipples pressed against the cold walls, feet wide.
I’m soaking wet, and my arousal is running down my thighs. But I’m in my comfort zone. I don’t think I could explain it if I tried, but I like being punished. Perhaps just as much as I like being wrapped in Master Kellen’s strong arms while he makes love to me. I like both. And I realize I’m in control of which days they happen. I get to choose according to my behavior. Today is going to be a long day with a sore bottom and no release. Tomorrow maybe I’ll be better.
There is a certain comfort in this control I have.
I’ve also realized I like to be watched. I had the same experience at Abby’s house that night, but this was a challenge. I just misbehaved in front of strangers. Strangers to me at least. It was easier than the alternative at the moment.
Master Kellen apologizes for my rude behavior and then speaks to Master Grayson for a few minutes on the other side of the room. I hear the front door open and close. I purse my lips, knowing Josie is still in the room. Is she watching me? Does she think I’m naughty?
It’s going to take me a while to process how I feel about having another person in the house while I’m in my little space. I take a deep breath. I’m up to the task. I’m Master Kellen’s little, and he has proven once again that I can trust him to keep me in line even in front of strangers.
Epilogue
Two months later…
Sabine
I take a deep breath as Master Kellen unfastens my car seat and helps me out of the back of his SUV. This is a big night for me. We’re about to enter Surrender. I haven’t been here in over two months. Not since before I moved in with him. Before I decided to be his little.
I smooth the front of my dress down as he takes my hand and leads me to the entrance. Before we go inside he turns to me and cups my face. “You okay, little one?”
I nod. “Yes, Sir.” My heart is racing, but in a good way. “What if people stare at me?” I ask in a babyish voice. I’m four today. I’m usually four. It’s an age I’ve settled into. Some days I choose two. Some days I choose six. Rarely do I go higher than that. I prefer the structure and discipline required of the younger ages.
He smiles. “Then they’re rude. Surrender is supposed to be a place where everyone can be themselves. Anyone who can’t respect that doesn’t belong here.”
I know this. I’ve gone over it in my head many times, but this is still a big step. Lucy will be here. And Abby. And many other littles. Surrender is a popular club for age play. I won’t be alone for this coming out of sorts.
Master Kellen opens the front door and leads me inside. Cindy is at the front desk, and she smiles broadly when she sees me. “Sabine. I’m so glad you’re here. I haven’t seen you in a while. You look so pretty.”
I draw in a breath. “Thank you.” This is going to be hard. Facing people I haven’t seen since I made this decision to be a little.
There’s another man in the entryway I’ve never met. He’s leaning his elbows on the counter talking to Cindy when we enter, but now he turns and extends a hand to Master Kellen. “Good to see you.”
Master Kellen shakes his hand. “You too. Are you settling in okay?”
“Yes. Still learning my way around Seattle. I’m glad to have found a club to join.”
Master Kellen tugs me in front of him. “This is my little, Sabine. Sabine, this is Master Hudson.”
Master Hudson smiles at me. “Nice to meet you.”
“You too, Sir,” I respond, trying not to fidget in front of a stranger.
The door to the main room opens and Master Roman steps inside, Lucy at his side. She rushes over to me. “You’re here.”
“Manners, Lucy,” Master Roman admonishes.
“Yes, Sir.” She flushes. “I’m glad you’re here,” she continues. “Can I show her around?” She turns toward her Master again.
Master Roman frowns at her. “No. You can calm down. She’s been here before. She’s familiar with Surrender. Give her some space.”
I smile at her and then bring my thumbnail to my teeth.
Master Kellen grabs my wrist and gives a tug. “What have I said about sucking your thumb?”
I flush. He knows I’m not sucking my thumb. My nervous habit includes my teeth chewing on my nail. But he has started referring to it as sucking my thumb lately, which embarrasses me in front of other people. And it turns out, I enjoy being embarrassed, so my panties are now wet, and my breasts feel heavy.
I’m wearing a frilly party dress. It’s pink with white ruffles and puffy sleeves. I have on white patent leather shoes and ruffled socks, too. My hair is in pigtails that hang long over my shoulders. I haven’t cut my hair since I moved to Seattle. Master Kellen likes it long.
Master Kellen has surprises for me tonight. He wouldn’t tell me what they were, but he wanted me to be prepared.
We all enter the main room and I look around for Abby.
Lucy leans in to whisper in my ear. “Abby’s getting a spanking.” She giggles.
I follow her
