to see for myself.

VICTOR

See?

REX

What it’s like. Nothing beats the old one-on-one.

VICTOR

Afraid I’m pretty boring.

REX

Yeah, right. I know how to read between the lines. You laid it out right here in your letter.

SOUND

REX TAKES THE LETTER OUT OF HIS COAT POCKET AND UNFOLDS THE PAGES.

VICTOR

You carried it with you?

REX

Sure did.

VICTOR

I figured you’d just toss it.

REX

How could I? It’s part of my job.

VICTOR

I thought you’d be – a very private person. Being a celebrity and all.

REX

Oh, I am. Except when it comes to my fans. They’re the raw material. I like

REX (cont’d)

to go to the source of the Nile, if you know what I mean.

VICTOR

Even someplace like this?

REX

Especially someplace like this.

VICTOR

But it’s so far out of the way. . .

REX

It’s perfect.

VICTOR

(reasoning it out) So. . . you really do care. About the people who read your books.

REX

You don’t know the half of it.

VICTOR

That’s the reason you have so many fans. ’Cause you care. And because you always tell the truth.

REX

I do my best.

VICTOR

(enthusiasm growing) The real truth. What it’s like – at least the way it should be.

REX

Should?

VICTOR

I mean – in your stories, people get what they deserve. No matter what.

REX

You better believe it.

VICTOR

I do!

REX

Good, that’s good.

VICTOR

It’s what gives me hope. That there’s

VICTOR (cont’d)

gonna be justice, sooner or later. For the ones who have it coming.

REX

I couldn’t put it better myself. And what do you deserve, Vic?

VICTOR

Me?

REX

Who else are we talking about?

VICTOR

Hm. That’s a hard question.

REX

Why?

VICTOR

I don’t have much of a life now. In case you couldn’t tell.

REX

Don’t sell yourself short.

VICTOR

I didn’t used to be this way. I was a people-person. But that didn’t work out.

REX

Gotcha.

VICTOR

I’m gonna be more of a project-type person from now on.

REX

I think that’s great.

VICTOR

You do?

REX

Because it just so happens. . . there’s a little project you could help me with. That is, if you’re interested.

VICTOR

What is it? A new book?

REX

Bingo.

VICTOR

Oh, man, would I like to hear about that.

VICTOR (cont’d)

If you can talk about it, I mean.

REX

Of course I can – with you. In fact, I can’t think of anybody I’d rather work with.

VICTOR

What’s the plot?

REX

An epidemic. I’m still roughing it out, but I can see where it’s going.

VICTOR

What kind of epidemic?

REX

That’s where the research comes in.

VICTOR

(quickly) I’m good at research. Just tell me what you need. There’s a library in town. I can look things up, make copies –

REX

No good.

VICTOR

They even have a computer. I could go on the Internet –

REX

Too much trouble.

VICTOR

I’m a quick learner.

REX

I’m sure you are. But that’s the long way around.

VICTOR

You wouldn’t have to pay me or anything. It would be an honor.

REX

I want to make this as easy as possible for you, Vic.

VICTOR

Tell me what to do, and I’ll start tomorrow morning.

REX

I’m afraid that’s too late.

VICTOR

This is a holiday. Everything closed early. If you want to start right away. . .

REX

We’ve already started.

VICTOR

We have?

REX

You better believe it.

VICTOR

Well, then. . . what do you need?

REX

Your feelings.

VICTOR

My feelings?

REX

In your own words.

VICTOR

Who’d care about that?

REX

You’d be surprised. Here we go. Ready, set –

VICTOR

I don’t know how.

REX

Come on. You can do it.

VICTOR

What do you want me to say?

REX

The truth. That’s all.

VICTOR

I don’t even know what that is anymore.

REX

Sure, you do. I believe in you. And you can take that to the bank. Now go.

MUSIC

FADE IN EPISODE SCORE.

VICTOR

The truth? The real, honest-to-God truth?

VICTOR (cont’d)

Well, the truth. . . the truth is. . .

REX

Yes?

VICTOR

I’ve been kind of. . . mixed up lately.

SOUND

REX LEAFS THRU THE PAGES OF THE LETTER.

REX

Nothing to be ashamed of. You wrote about it in your letter. Let me see. Oh, yes. Here’s the page. (reading) “What I know isn’t enough. I thought it would be but it isn’t. Because all the things we learned, the really important things, when it came time to live them, they didn’t work. The system couldn’t help us. And we’re dying. But don’t worry, I’m a fighter. I know one thing that is true: never give up.” (putting the letter aside) Tell me something, Vic. Did you mean that?

VICTOR

Yeah, but. . . it’s hard.

REX

(compassionate) I know.

VICTOR

(emotions building) I try. I do. I get out of bed. But sometimes. . . I can’t. I just can’t.

REX

(gently) Because of the past?

VICTOR

(softly) Yes.

Well, that’s your mistake.

VICTOR

It is?

REX

None of that matters now.

VICTOR

But I can’t get it out of my head. . .

REX

Forget it.

VICTOR

I wish I could. . .

REX

Listen to me, Vic. Let go.

VICTOR

I can’t just –

REX

Yes, you can. What’s holding you back?

VICTOR

I don’t know, I swear! I told you everything. . .

SOUND

REX UNFOLDS THE LETTER AGAIN.

REX

(sighing). . . in the letter. Let’s see. Yes. You said there’s something you want to ask me. Something very, very important. So – this is your chance.

VICTOR

You’ll think it’s stupid.

REX

No, I won’t. I give you my word.

VICTOR

Well. . .

REX

(calmly) I’m listening.

VICTOR

It’s just –

REX

Go on.

VICTOR

(with difficulty) Well. . . I decided I want to be – a writer.

REX

Did you.

VICTOR

I know I have a lot to learn before I’m ready. But the trouble is. . .

REX

Say it.

VICTOR

I – don’t know what to write about.

REX

Then why do you want to do it?

VICTOR

Because there’s nobody to talk to. Nobody who’d understand.

REX

Don’t be so sure about that. What would you tell them, if you could?

VICTOR

I don’t know.

REX

Tell me, Vic. I’ll put it down exactly the way you say it.

VICTOR

I’m afraid.

REX

Go ahead. Let it out. Do that and you’ll never be afraid, ever again.

VICTOR

I want to. . .

REX

Nobody’s listening, are they? We’re completely alone. How pefect is that? Like this house. A great setting. I could tell you were exactly what I need. Your kind always are. The ones who live in out-of-the-way places, the quiet ones, with no ties. That’s the way it has to be. Otherwise I couldn’t use you.

VICTOR

For what?

REX

I told you. Research.

VICTOR

But – why do you care what I feel?

REX

It makes my work different. Tell me what’s inside you – right now, this minute, this second. I don’t care what happened before.

VICTOR

If I wrote that, I couldn’t sell it to my grandmother – for a nickel.

REX

Maybe you couldn’t.

VICTOR

But the people you write about – they’re so real. . .

REX

I’ll let you in on a little secret. Books aren’t real.

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