burned the set down and there’s not enough

stage-time left to save

the wretch you’re playing.

Don’t play the ending though the General’s here

for the one line he’s been practising, his mask

is pouting on the shelf, don’t play the fear,

don’t play the risk you take

don’t play what’s next

don’t play it, though the automatic crowds

who saw the light with one almighty click

are milling in the wings, don’t say the words

the dead have picked for Time

to learn by rote.

Go free, don’t play the ending, go free,

as if your final scene is where we meet

at last! with neither prompt nor point nor story,

beyond a greeting nothing

but the open road,

let’s not be fated to, or cursed or blessed

or hinted at, the plot has tried to part us

but the plot is chalked beneath our feet, and dust

has always let us by

without a word.

Let’s not be acted, let’s not be rehearsed,

some fool has tried to mean with us, let’s not

mean, let’s turn our backs and do the rest

out of earshot, eyeline,

out of mind,

Elizabethans then and now, the old crew

finished for the day, in silhouette

beside the river boozing, while the view

turns gold and lets us go

in our own sweet time.

Thinks It’s All There Is

As far as I can see that’s everyone.

So thanks for that but where else would you be.

Whatever came or went has come and gone

without you why would you not turn to me.

Look I too turned to me I’m just like you.

Stuff came and went but nothing really took.

So this became what else there was to do.

This became where else there was to look.

This became the language that is spoken

here and here became the only spot.

Here I sense I’m only silence broken.

Here I sing because I see what’s not

is almost back. It’s frightening, I had plans.

You might have warned me. Hold my hand, both hands –

One Gone Rogue

No one made me, nothing did. I do

get these faces sailing close a while

who seem to see a soul in me like you

and settle their old features to a smile

of all in this together I hate that.

No one made me, nothing did. You can’t

meet some stranger over me I’m what

tinder for you what I’m talking point

I’m no one’s. Clock me and I clock the fuck

right back at you I’ve never been begun.

I was never worked on why would I take work

and who would do it? you with the summer gone

and your book in the dead of night you want to try it?

Or me who knows me hasn’t it gone quiet.

Love Sonnet Left Behind

Brought to light they say I was by one

the maker wanted with him now. Not now

as in at once but when this work was done.

Which meant he had to pass through me somehow

to get to her was it a her? don’t know

my back was turned. The maker was a he

I know for sure though it’s so long ago.

A woman didn’t make me, look at me.

A woman would have lifted me from this

fixture I was nailed to on that day.

Borne me away and set me down in bliss

somewhere he’ll never find me somewhere grey

the many shades of mercy. Somewhere you

who I was made for will be hiding too.

ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

Some of these poems, or versions of them, first appeared in Ambit, Art & Letters, the Guardian, the New Yorker, Poetry London, Poetry Review, Sewanee Review, the Spectator and the Times Literary Supplement.

‘The White’ and ‘The Heyday’ were contributions to The Voice and The Echo, in homage to, respectively, George Herbert and John Donne, performed in 2015 in the Sam Wanamaker Theatre at Shakespeare’s Globe; ‘Pasolini’s Satan’ was a contribution to an evening of poems inspired by the films of Pier Paulo Pasolini, curated by Simon Barrowclough; ‘Song Of Until’ was set to music by David Bruce and performed by primary school choirs to celebrate the 25th anniversary of the Voices Foundation; ‘Page Of First Old Book He Read’ was a contribution to Off The Shelf: A Celebration of Bookshops in Verse, edited by Carol Ann Duffy (Picador, 2016); ‘Plainsong Of The Undiscovered’ arose from Connections, a Science and Poetry collaboration with Dr Amber Ruigrok, organized by Lucy Cavendish College, Cambridge.

How the hell are you

Glyn Maxwell has won several awards for his poetry, including the Somerset Maugham Prize, the E. M. Forster Prize from the American Academy of Arts and Letters and the Geoffrey Faber Memorial Prize. His work has been shortlisted for the Forward, Costa and T. S. Eliot Prizes. Many of his plays have been staged in the UK and USA, and he has written libretti for several major operas. He is the author of On Poetry, a general reader’s guide to the craft, and Drinks with Dead Poets, its fictional sequel.

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Poetry

The Boys At Twilight (Poems 1990–95)

The Breakage    Time’s Fool

The Nerve    The Sugar Mile    Hide Now

One Thousand Nights and Counting (Poems 1990–2010)

Pluto

Plays

PLAYS ONE: The Lifeblood, Wolfpit, The Only Girl In the World

PLAYS TWO: Broken Journey, Best Man Speech, The Last Valentine

PLAYS THREE: Alice In Wonderland, Wind in The Willows, Merlin and the Woods Of Time

THREE VERSE PLAYS: The Birthday Ball of Zelda Nein, Gnyss The Magnificent, Last Crossing Of Isolde

Cyrano De Bergerac    Dr Jekyll & Mr Hyde

The Forever Waltz    Liberty

Masters Are You Mad?    Mimi and the Stalker

Libretti

The Lion’s Face    Seven Angels

Travelogue

Moon Country (with Simon Armitage)

Fiction

Drinks With Dead Poets

Criticism

On Poetry

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The verse in ‘Bluebirds Over’ is an extract from ‘There’ll Be Bluebirds over the White Cliffs of Dover’ by Nat Burton / Walter Kent lyrics © Shapiro Bernstein & Co. Inc., Walter Kent Music Company.

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