“You’ll be on the road, aren’t you afraid of being tied down?” She looked down at my chest, avoiding eye contact.
Tipping her chin up with my finger, I caught her gaze again, hoping she could see what she meant to me. “After everything I told you today, do you really think I want to be with someone else?”
“I hope not.” Zoey ran her hands up and down my arms nervously. “But, you always pull away from me when we start to do more than kiss. I wish I knew why you were so anxious to get the job done with the band room girl and don’t want to be with me?”
“Shit. Don’t think like that. It’s the opposite. I want to be with you more than anyone in the world.” If she only knew that I’d rubbed one or two out every day since I’d met her. Or maybe not.
“You’ve never even tried to get to second base.” Zoey’s anguish seeped into her voice.
“I’ve never had a girlfriend,” I confessed. “The only sex I’ve ever had was meaningless and empty. Like Zane described. Straight to home-run with nothing in between. It’s meant nothing to me.”
Zoey buried her face in my shoulder. “All your bandmates assume I’ve seen you naked, and I felt so stupid out there because I haven’t. I mean, we’ve not even talked about it.”
“You deserve for your first time to be special, butterfly. Not in the band practice room, trust me on this.” I held her to me, stroking her soft hair.
Zoey pulled away and doubled down. “I heard Carter talking, he doesn’t think it’s a good idea for us to be serious.”
“Zoey, Carter has his own baggage that doesn’t apply to me. To us. I’m a grown man, and I’m not going to fuck around like he did. I rarely drink, I don’t mess with drugs. I’m serious about my music. My career.” I scratched my head and took a deep breath. “I’m serious about you.”
“I’m serious about you too Ty, but you’re going to meet so many beautiful women and have so many experiences without me.” Zoey sighed dramatically. “Carter is just looking out for you.”
“I have the same worries, you know. You’re hot. You’re fun. You’re the smartest person I’ve ever met. I’ve never had anyone look at me the way you do. You’re everything I’ve ever wanted. When you’re at college you’ll have your pick of any dude you want. Someone who you’ll have a lot more in common with than a wannabe rock musician. Maybe you’d be better off—” I felt sick at thinking of her with some preppy guy.
“You’re an intelligent, ambitious guy. And, you’re the one I want.”
“Ahh, fuck. Okay. I’m just going to say it. I love you, Zoey.” I couldn’t have stopped my feelings from spilling out of my mouth if I tried. “I’m so fucking in love with you, I can barely think of anything else. I’m trying so hard to do the right thing by you. You are four years younger than me. I feel like a pervert sometimes for having the thoughts I have about you. What I want to do with you. To you. But I can’t help it. I’ve never felt this way about anyone. Ever.”
“Oh, God. Ohmygod, Ty. I love you too. I’m having all of the same emotions and feelings. I’ve never felt like this, I can’t imagine feeling like this about anyone else. Ever.” Zoey held her hand out to me. “I want to do all of those things with you.”
Reaching to take her offered hand, I moved back over to her and sat next to her on the amp. My other hand stroked through her hair and I nuzzled her neck before our lips met, smashing together furiously. Sucking her lower lip into my mouth, I couldn’t stop from placing soft kisses all over her entire face, her eyelids, her temple, her cheeks before going back to taste her again.
Zoey caressed my neck, her lips swollen from our passion. “Ty, you’ve got to know that you’re the only one I’m ever going to want.”
“Oh, butterfly.” I nuzzled her ear; her words were the most precious I’d ever heard spoken to me.
“We’re both leaving in a few weeks and we won’t see each other for months.” Zoey reached down and once again tentatively caressed the bulge in my shorts. I gulped, watching her hand stroking me as I grew harder and bigger. “We don’t have many days left to be together and I want to do everything with you. I want to be with you.”
“Look at what you do to me.” I dragged my hand through my hair, barely able to hold it together, afraid I’d come from just her touch.
“I don’t want to wait,” Zoey pleaded. “I love you so much, Ty. I’ve never wanted anything more.”
“Oh, Z. Me too.” I cupped her hand over the bulge in my pants. “I want you to be sure about us. You should have a chance to follow your own dreams without me holding you back, so you don’t regret anything.”
“Don’t be ridiculous, Ty.” She kissed me, keeping her grip firm on my cock. “My only regret would be if we waste any more time.”
“I’m not sure what I’m doing, Z. I mean, you’re a virgin. I’m afraid that I won’t know how to make it good for you.” My mind whirled, I was overcome with so many emotions.
“I’m fairly certain we will be able to figure it out, together,” she assured me. “I know it will be good, there’s no way it won’t be.”
I couldn’t help but sigh with relief. “Do you really love me?”
“So much! From the moment I met you.”
“Me too.” I moved her so that she was straddling me, then gripped her ass and pulled her core flush against my hard cock. Her heat surrounded me like a warm glove.
“Ohhh.” Zoey braced herself with her hands on my shoulders, her
