“Don’t let him in,” Owen grunts, clipping his knife in the holster. “I say let the woods take him since he thinks coming to visit us means he’s camping.”
“I heard that, Owen. I’ll remember that when I’m standing over your grave, deciding if I want to kiss it or spit on it.”
“I already have a headache,” Heaven groans, rubbing his temples in small circles.
“I think it’s best to see what he wants, guys.” Jaxon does the one thing we don’t want him to do.
He presses the button to allow Zeke in.
I need a vacation from them.
Maybe I can go see Finley one day.
Chapter Four
FINLEY
“You’re talking to a guy you’ve never met?” my friend Alicia asks as we walk out of math class.
I readjust the book in my hand as we maneuver in and out of the busy hallway filled with all the other students, ranging from freshmen to seniors. The conversations are loud since everyone is talking to one another on the way to their next class. The lockers line either side of the hallway. The school colors are navy blue and purple, and the lockers are painted to match.
“Yeah, so? Who cares? He’s just nice to talk to. We don’t know what each other look like, and we don’t have each other’s addresses. What’s the big deal?”
Alicia grabs my arm and spins me around. “The big deal? Are you kidding me right now? The big deal is you’re seventeen, and who knows how old this guy is. It’s creepy. You need to stop talking to him. What if he’s a serial killer?” She pins me with her eyes, and I roll my own from her hysterics.
“He isn’t a serial killer.” The chances of that are slim to none.
“Oh, because you know him so well? Tell me, does he know you’re seventeen?” She flashes a smug smile, thinking she’s right.
I give her my back and twist the black knob to my locker as I chant the code in my head. It opens with a click, and I shove my book inside. “No, he doesn’t know. I lied about my age, okay? And he might have to. Doesn’t everyone online?”
“Will you think about this seriously for one second? How selfish do you need to be to ruin this guy’s life? What if someone finds out he has been talking to you? What if they research and see you are seventeen? Do you know what that can mean for him?”
I frown and open my mouth to defend myself, but nothing comes out. To be honest, I have been selfish. When I signed up for this app, I knew being seventeen was frowned upon, but I didn’t think about the implications if whoever I spoke to got into trouble.
“Of course, you didn’t think about that.” Alicia’s green eyes judge me with disappointment. “You could wait another week, you know. You’ll be eighteen. An adult.”
“We haven’t talked about anything bad or crossed the line. It’s just been as friends, Alicia.”
“And what are you going to do when he asks you for a picture? Because he will, eventually. He’ll want to make sure he isn’t talking to an old man jacking himself off behind a computer!”
“Alicia!”
“It’s true. I can’t believe you’d do this—”
“You can’t believe it, Alicia? You have a perfect life. You have a mom and dad who love each other and wait on you hand and foot. You don’t have to be afraid to go home after school every day. You don’t know what it’s like to need a break from it all. So excuse the hell out of me for needing something other than what life has given me!” I scream at Alicia, and it causes her to flinch. My loud-mouth has a few people staring at me, and I hurriedly walk away, almost smashing against Alicia’s shoulder as I do.
I’m only mad because she’s right. Alicia does have a good life, but that doesn’t give me the right to throw it in her face. My misfortune doesn’t give me the right to talk to someone I don’t know, possibly setting them up for failure because of my age, or lack thereof. The contempt I have for my life doesn’t warrant me to be immature, naïve, and selfish.
I want to be.
But Alicia is right—I need to think about others around me. If Isaac ever found out he was talking to a seventeen-year-old, he’d freak.
I don’t care that he’s thirty-two, but it’s different for men; especially when the law is involved. And right now, he’s breaking the law and he has no idea.
Is he, though? The voice in the back of my mind says, almost having me tripping over my own two feet as I hurry out the double doors of the school.
It doesn’t matter if anything inappropriate hasn’t been said yet; it will lead up to that. I can’t continue to lead him on. It isn’t fair. It’s best if I don’t answer back, or maybe I can give a weak excuse like I’m going camping and won’t have service for a few days.
My phone dings, and it’s the sound I set for the dating app notification. Guilt eats away at me when I see it’s Isaac messaging me.
IsaacGray88: I’m thinking we should call one another at some point. I want to get to know you more.
Oh, no. This is a bad idea. This is what Alicia was trying to warn me about. I shove my phone in my pocket again, ignoring his message.
I’m so damn stupid. How else did I think this little idea of mine was going to go?
My phone vibrates again as I walk down the street, and I pull it out of my pocket and press the button to turn it off.
The summer heat has beads of sweat dripping down my neck, and I stop under a nearby tree to take my backpack off and sling it to the ground. I take off my shirt, unzip my bag, stuff
