When the movie ended, I turned off the TV, and I waited for Henry to turn towards me. He was still sucking on his binky, and his hair was rumpled. His big blue eyes watched me, but he visibly relaxed once more when I smiled.
“It’s getting late.”
His shoulders dropped, and I could see around the binky that he was frowning. “I know, but I don’t want this evening to end.”
“Me either. But I have to head home. I have an early meeting in the morning.”
“Ok.” Henry pulled out his binky and dropped it into his lap so that he could sign. “But are you…you’re coming back on Saturday to spend the weekend?”
How could I say no, when he looked at me so hopeful and needy? Not that I intended to say no. Nothing would keep me from this weekend.
“Yes, Little Boy. I’m coming back on Saturday Morning.”
“What are we going to do?”
It was a good question, so I thought about what I’d learned about Henry tonight.
“How about I come around nine to make you breakfast. After breakfast, I’ll dress you up for the day. Then you can play or color. After lunch, I’ll lay you down for a nap, then more playtime or maybe cartoons. Dinner, a bath, and after that cuddle time with a story or a movie.”
“Would you read me a story when you bring me to bed?”
“Of course. How does that sound? Sunday, we can play it by ear.”
“I love it, Daddy.”
“Great.” I leaned forward and kissed him on his nose. Henry seemed to like it when I did it at the Rainbow Room. No, I knew he loved it because his eyes lit up, and he smiled at me with such adoration in his eyes. “There are a couple of important things we need to talk about, though. But I want you to think about it before you agree to anything.”
“Ok.”
“I already told you that I don’t mind that you have to wear diapers. I want you to think about how you’d feel about me changing you. You can say yes, and you can say no, you can change your mind about it at any time. I just want you to think about it.”
Henry was quiet for such a long time that I started to worry, but then he slowly raised his hands. “I always dreamed about a Daddy doing that, but…it’s weird. It seems strange. The last time someone changed it for me, it was my aunt.”
“I get that. I do, that’s why I said think about it, and you can change your mind at any time.” Even if I wished he wouldn’t. For Henry to let me take care of him like that would be a dream for me. Henry was so in need of a Daddy that would take care of him. I wanted to be the one doing it for him. “Just think about it, Henry.”
“Are you into…” Henry started to sign, but then he stopped and started to bite his lip while he blushed. Ok. That was an unusual reaction. I had to touch his chin to get him to look at me.
“Am I into what, sweetie?”
Instead of answering me, he just fidgeted with his fingers.
Hmm, interesting.
Suddenly I remembered Addy doing the same when she was too embarrassed to tell me something, so I switched back to signing. That way, he didn’t have to look at my face.
“Tell me, Henry.”
“I get that you like the caring part about the diapers, but what about…” Henry stopped and blushed before he pointed at my crotch. Ah, this was where his question was leading.
“Do you want to know if it gets me hard?” The blush turned into bright tomato red before Henry nodded. “Yes, Baby. I get sexually aroused by taking such intimate care of you. For you to submit and allow me to care for you is very arousing for me. What about you?” There were Littles who didn’t like things to turn sexual when they were in the Little headspace. Others liked it, so I wondered what Henry thought.
“I never had a Daddy, so I don’t know.”
“Fair enough. We’ll test the water as we go. If you like it, I’ll take care of that need as well. If you don’t, nothing sexual will happen when you’re Little.”
“When I’m Little?”
“Yes. Adult Henry can decide for himself how far he wants things to go. Deal?” That earned me another of his bright smiles and an eager nod. “Good Boy.”
“Ok, Daddy. I can’t wait for Saturday.”
“Me neither, sweet Boy.” I smiled at him and gave him another kiss on his cute nose. “Is there anything else you want to talk about, or you want to do before I leave?”
“Can I have a kiss?”
“Sure.” I knew what he meant, but Idecided to tease him and kissed his nose again. “There you go.” Henry stared at me open-mouthed, and then he took my face into his hands and pressed our lips together. Oh, my needy Little can be bossy, too. I let him take the lead and kissed him back, but I kept the kiss chaste, no matter how much Henry teased me with his tongue. As I pulled away, I smiled at him.
“Now, you got your kiss. Do you want me to tuck you into bed?”
“No, I have to set the alarm when you leave.”
Alarm? Right, yes. When we’d entered the apartment, Henry had not only opened a lot of locks, but he’d disarmed the security system as well. Henry paled, and his hands flew through the air as he realized what he just said.
“I mean. I would love that, but I have to set the alarm.”
“Don’t worry, sweetheart. I get it. You need to feel safe.” This time, I kissed him on his sweet lips and just hugged him for a moment before I pulled back again. While I waited for his eyes to focus on me, I pulled out my business card. “Here. You can write or text me
