“Name is Kist,” she says, sitting next to me on my cot. Her closeness makes the hairs on my arms raise with alarm. I don’t like people touching me or being this close, not since the whole sex trafficking thing. I just… don’t touch me.
“Why do you think they want us to wear these?” she asks, holding hers up to her chest.
I shake my head. “I dunno.”
They’re trying to doll us up. God, I hope it’s not because we’re being bought or traded for sex. My stomach turns upside down thinking about a greasy fat man’s fingers prying at my body. I cover my mouth in an attempt to stifle a burp, could be puke. I’m not sure.
The lights go out, and I know it’s them telling us to go to bed.
“Ah, damn,” Kist mutters. “I hate when they do this shit.”
“Yeah, I know what you mean,” I reply, trying to be friendly.
“They ain’t even gonna fill our bottles tonight? What’s with that shit?” she sneers, standing with a hand on her hip. She’s thicker than me, tougher too judging by her attitude. I could use her as a friend.
“Well, see ya tomorrow, Cinderella.” She salutes me before walking away. Folding my dress, I place it on the wooden stand and go use the bucket in the corner to pee before bed. I keep my eyes wide open, even though it’s pitch black. I pee with trembling legs, hoping nobody tries to kill me for that stupid dress or my cot. Everything that’s bad, happens at night.
When I climb into my cot, the smell of my own body making me turn up my nose, I pray to God that somewhere along the line of tomorrow’s trip, a fairy godmother appears and I’m finally saved from this world. She’d have a wand, there will be glitter, and smiles, and light of the most beautiful kind. In fact, there’d never be darkness again. She steals me from this dark, bleak world that lives right in front of everyone’s eyes. People in the public see one of us women every day, but nobody ever thinks anything is out of the ordinary. Even though we look the way we do, our eyes staring just a second longer than necessary in the hopes someone will ask if we’re okay. But it never happens, and at the end of the day, we’re brought back to the pit. Here.
When I was a kid, I used to watch Disney movies and kiss the TV just when Prince Charming would come in and save the day. It’s a crock of shit setting you up for disappointment at a very young age. There’s no such thing as Prince Charming, and the sooner little girls accept that, they’ll stop focusing on love and being independent. My kids will never watch those movies.
Shifting to my side, I know it’s just a wish though. People like me don’t get happy endings. I’ve always been a prisoner.
I don’t know anything different.
Thursday
Romeo
Stepping out of my house, the chill from the night tries to break through the jacket of my Armani suit, I straighten my arms and adjust my tie. Seeing as this is the first official meeting with me being the underboss, I thought I’d dress for the occasion. Really, I just don’t want to listen to how my father is disappointed I wore jeans. Reaching for the door handle of my Navigator, I notice a slight shake to my hand. Jerking it back to my chest, I grit my teeth and hold it tightly with my other hand. I hate that I’m so nervous, why am I so nervous. I know why, it’s because I don’t know what I’m walking into tonight. Cracking my neck to the side, I exhale sharply and get in. My father offered to have a car pick me up, but I’d rather drive myself. Ever since we were kids, I’ve been the one who preferred things to be… simple, I suppose. My parents and brother like expensive name brands, and are always trying to make an entrance wherever they go, I stay in the back and under the radar. I always have.
As soon as I pull into the driveway of the Shady Tail, a slick black town car is sitting in front with its lights on, a plume of muffler smoke clouding the entrance. The back window rolls down, so I roll mine down. My dad looks back at me from the back seat, his hair slicked back and face freshly shaven; menacing eyes staring right at me.
“Follow us,” he grumbles before rolling the window back up.
The car slowly pulls away, I tuck up behind it and follow. We pass tall skyscrapers, people crowding the streets, and head away from town and toward Brooklyn. Down a seedy street, away from more lights and people, and down the rabbit hole where criminals and the most-wanted of thieves do their hustling.
My Navigator rocks back and forth as we turn off the road and onto gravel, darkness crawling all around us and eating any light the street lamps may offer. Driving under a bridge with spray-painted symbols all over it, the hair on the back of my neck stands on full alert. Headlights just up ahead of a van and a small car I can’t make out seem to be where my father’s town car is heading. Our headlights dancing through the ominous night, offering pieces of light momentarily before being taken away and given back, the town car’s brake lights light up the underpass, and we stop.
Tony and Leo get out first, both in suits, and their hands cupped in front of them, Gio
