“Oh my… fuck…”
His tongue rolled against my clit. I screamed and grasped the headboard as stars exploded across my vision. Heat flushed up my whole body, and my legs shook. Holy fuck, what was he doing to me?
He sucked again, and an orgasm exploded in a great rush of sensation through my center, and I cried out as Jasper licked down from my bud and plunged his tongue into my channel, thrusting in and out of me as a tide of pleasure pulled me under, and my vision blackened.
As I came to, I braced myself for the wave of shame that always used to hit after pleasure, but I just felt languid and tingly over every inch of my skin.
Jasper was trailing his lips up the length of my inner thigh, and I reached down and ran my fingers through his hair. “What did you just do to me.”
“Nothing compared to how much I want to do to you.” Jasper’s hungry gaze came up to meet mine. “Do you want to use a condom?”
I shook my head. “I have an IUD.”
Werewolves didn’t catch or transmit diseases to one another, so the only thing we ever had to worry about was babies, something I had made sure that wouldn’t happen.
Jasper moved up between my legs, covering me completely, and then he grabbed my hips and effortlessly flipped me on top.
My breath caught, and I leaned down over him. “You didn’t strike me as someone who likes being on the bottom.”
“I’m not,” he said, “But I think you need to be in charge right now.”
I wasn’t sure that I wanted to be in charge. Choosing to do this was so much more than just giving in to my lust with Jasper, this was also a declaration that I was never going to be captured again. I was declaring that I was free to be here, and no one could tell me otherwise.
My breath shuttered, and I slid back until the head of his cock pressed against my entrance. A shock wave of fear passed through me, and I locked up and froze in place. A chill crawled up my spine, and the room felt suddenly darker and colder. Closing my eyes, I laid my head down on Jasper’s warm chest.
So much of Kane’s control of me was psychological—and I knew that I needed to shatter the mental wall he jailed me in with, but that prison was all I knew. I wasn’t even sure who I’d be if the walls around me came crashing down.
“Sorry,” I whispered.
Jasper’s hands ran over my hair, brushing it over my shoulder. “We don’t have to do a damn thing, Teagan. We can just lay here all night if you want to.”
Fuck.
I wanted Jasper so much that tears were gathering in my eyes, and at the same time, that pulse of terror was gripping my heart.
Sniffing back my emotion, I raised my head and leaned over Jasper. “Will you kiss me through this?”
“Always.” His hands came up and cradled my head, and his lips pressed into mine. Our kiss was gentler this time, soft and warm, and a sweet feeling of contentment spread through me, like slipping into a warm bath on a cold day. I ran my fingers down his wide chest, feeling his soft and hard ridges.
I barely knew Jasper, but I couldn’t even remember a single time when I felt this cherished and tender with a man. Breaking our kiss, I slid down again, finding his hard length, still ready for me.
My breath shook as I positioned him at my entrance and met his gaze. My breath caught as I pushed down, and the head of Jasper’s thick cock slid into me.
He sucked in a breath, and his hands settled on my hips as I rocked back, taking him in deeper. We were well past the point of no return now, and the realization sent a sudden rush of power surging into me. This night belonged to Jasper and me, only. I chose to do this.
Looking straight into Jasper’s eyes, I slid down until his thick length filled me, stretching my inner walls. “I’m not used to being in control.”
He growled low, and he whispered, “Stay in control for as long as you need.”
I leaned down over him. “I don’t need to be in control anymore.”
Jasper gripped me, and he rolled me under him, all while deep inside of me. His lips crashed down on mine as he plunged deep inside and pulled out in long, slow thrusts.
“Teagan,” he growled onto my lips as he plunged deeper.
My eyes rolled back in my head as excruciating pleasure shook my core. I moaned over his mouth, as we came together and separated. My fingers gripped his sweat slick shoulder, as his hands slipped over my legs.
He broke off our kiss, and his gaze glowed as it met mine. He didn’t say a word, but I heard his message loud and clear in my head: my mate. Mine.
I opened my legs wider, and he pressed down on my knees rocking my hips into position for him to slide in to the hilt. Pleasure exploded through my center, and Jasper groaned long and low as his eyelids fluttered.
He collapsed down but immediately rolled me on top of him. His hands rubbed up and down my naked back. “You’re shaking.”
“In a very good way,” I breathed, because my legs were definitely shaking. “I honestly didn’t know sex could feel like that.”
I probably was being too open, but right at this second, my whole body felt like molten liquid, and I was ready to forget the existence of every other lover I’d ever had.
“This is
