happen. Who it will be with. You’re nervous about it. There’s a sort of dread that you’ll do it wrong. But then … you just do it and get it over with. After that, it gets easier.”

Again my father stuns me silent. But it’s not really his fault—I was the dope who asked.

My father says, “We should head in. Your mother’s no doubt been up all night.”

“How did you get to me so fast to begin with?”

“When that first call came in, I was already on the base with my team. We had the helicopters in the air a minute later.”

“Now what’s going to happen?”

“I’m going to tell your mother that my orders have changed and I’m no longer needed on the island. We’ll head back to Washington in the next day or two.”

“Are you even in the Army?”

My father shrugs. “It’s complicated. Now, are you ready?”

We get out of the car. We head toward the condo entrance. I’m already dreading the fuss my mother will make over me. Inspecting all my bumps and bruises. Telling me I need to be more careful. It helps take my mind off what my father just told me. About what a first kill feels like. For an instant, I had wondered if I’ll ever experience something like it, but I know better.

That’s my father’s life. Not mine.

So in that moment the reality of my first kill is entirely nonexistent. The dry Iraqi desert. The stuffiness of a porta potty. A soldier standing just outside, waiting to do me harm.

Two years, seven months, three weeks to go.

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Robert Swartwood is the USA Today bestselling author of The Serial Killer’s Wife, No Shelter, Man of Wax, and several other novels. He created the term “hint fiction” and is the editor of Hint Fiction: An Anthology of Stories in 25 Words or Fewer. He lives with his wife in Pennsylvania. Visit him online at www.robertswartwood.com.

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Also by Robert Swartwood

NOVELS

Holly Lin Series

No Shelter

Bullet Rain

First Kill

The Devil You Know

Hollow Point

Man of Wax Series

Legion

Man of Wax

The Inner Circle

Stand-alones

The Calling

Land of the Dead

The Serial Killer’s Wife

New Avalon

Abducted

Temple

Walk the Sky (with David B. Silva)

COLLECTIONS

Real Illusions: Stories

Phantom Energy: [Very Short] Stories

NOVELLAS & SHORT STORIES

Muse

Giotto’s Circle

The Man on the Bench

Spooky Nook

In Solemn Shades of Endless Night

In the Land of the Blind: A Zombie Story

Wayward Pines: Nomad

At the Meade Bed & Breakfast (with David B. Silva)

AS EDITOR

Hint Fiction: An Anthology of Stories in 25 Words or Fewer

Copyright © 2016 Robert Swartwood

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This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are either products of the author’s imagination or used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental. All rights reserved. No part of this publication can be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, without permission in writing from Robert Swartwood.

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