Soap.
I poured a dollop of shower gel into the palm of my hand and gripped my cock again. I imagined Ella’s plump lips wrapped around my cock, my hand at the back of her head, keeping her in place. I rocked my hips as my hand worked my cock, stroking faster and faster.
I imagined Ella’s tongue teasing the tip of my cock and licking off the pre-cum. Her dazzling green eyes, looking up at me as she took all of my big cock into her mouth. Her whimpers as I pumped into her mouth.
Her voice, begging me to take her. To drive my big cock into her sweet tight pussy. Fuck. I pumped into my hand harder. I could feel a climax building up. Relief only a few seconds away.
Visions of Ella crying out as I drove my cock into her over and over again filled my head. I muffed the roar rising in my belly as cum burst from my dick, mingling with the water.
When it was over, humiliation washed over me. The last time I had jerked off over a woman had been when I was a kid. I had just now jerked off to fantasies of the nanny. It might be a good thing she was leaving. I’d allowed myself to get consumed with the thought of fucking her.
I finished showering and toweled off. The sooner I dealt with Ella the better. After dressing, I left my bedroom, feeling angry and disappointed with myself at the thought of losing her before she had even begun working for us. Molly would lose out on having a nanny who understood her for the first time and all because of my selfish behavior.
I’d made a huge mistake and I would be paying for it. I found Ella and Molly in the dining room, having breakfast and chatting. Or rather, Ella was doing the all talking and Molly was licking the jam off her toast.
Ella looked up when I walked in. Her face immediately flushed and her lips parted.
That was all it took for my cock to roar to life. Panic came over me. What am I going to do? I wanted this woman with an uncontrollable, yet primal need. I had become a fucking caveman. “Good morning,” I growled, angry with myself.
Ella smiled sweetly. Then her gaze dropped to the bulge in front of my pants before rising up to my face again. She knew how much I wanted her and she liked it.
I’d been sure she would be handing in her resignation, but it suddenly dawned on me she had no intention of leaving. Relief made my knees weak. I walked over to the coffee machine and flicked on the switch.
“Morning,” Ella said. “Molly and I are just about to finish our breakfast. We’re planning to go swimming later.”
Images of Ella in a wicked bikini‒that left nothing to the imagination‒filled my head. I imagined her curvy ass cheeks pushing out at the sides of a thong. My hands palming her ass and slightly spanking it, so it would shake and bounce.
“Can I get you something to eat?” Ella offered.
“Thanks, but no need. Chef will bring in my usual.” I turned to Molly.
She wore her usual leave-me-alone expression. The one that made me want to wrap her in my arms and protect her from the world. “Would you like to swim, Molly?”
She turned to me with her sad eyes and nodded solemnly.
“Okay, we’re done here,” Ella announced and got to her feet.
Molly stood up too.
I kissed her cheek before they left the dining room. When they were gone, I let out the breath I hadn’t realized I’d been holding. After my breakfast was brought, I wolfed it down, and retreated to the library to work. I needed something to get my mind off Ella’s hot body.
But no—I had lost control of my thoughts. I stared at my laptop unseeing. I forced myself to recall my ex-wife’s betrayal. The image of the man fucking her hard was fading. In her place, I saw Ella.
And the man pumping into her was me.
Ella
Molly’s sweet laugh danced around me. It was obvious she loved swimming. It seemed to be the only place where she truly became a child. At first, she’d been her usual reserved self, but when she realized there were no rules and we could just have fun, she had relaxed. She had already learned how to swim like a champion at five years old and it made me wonder what kind of education and training she’d had.
She swam after the colored ball we were playing with and when she got it, she turned and threw it to me.
I saw it coming straight for me. I could have ducked, but I didn't. Instead, I let it hit me smack on the head, and gasped out with a mock sound of surprise.
At first, Molly looked frightened, but when she saw me burst out laughing, she started laughing too.
A deep chuckle sounded. I turned to look and saw Luke standing by the pool watching us. My insides trembled. I’d never wanted a man as much as I wanted Luke Meyers.
I wanted, no—I needed to feel him inside me. I didn’t even care if he was my boss. As long as I kept my emotions out of it, I should be okay. Sex without feelings. Women all over the world did it all the time. Why not me?
Boss and employee with benefits.
“Hi ladies, I’m the one who’s been sent to spoil the fun. The chef said that Molly’s snack is ready.”
“That’s fine. We’ve swum enough, haven’t we Molly?”
Molly swam to the edge of the pool where Luke lifted
