long ago, Nancy was alone. A forty-five beside her head, an open telephone. We told her she was beautiful. We told her she was free. But none of us would meet her in the House of Mystery. The House of Mystery.

And now you look around you. See her everywhere. Many use her body. Many comb her hair. And in the hollow of the night when you are cold and numb, you hear her talking freely then. She’s happy that you’ve come. She’s happy that you’ve come.

BIRD ON THE WIRE

Like a bird on the wire

Like a drunk in a midnight choir

I have tried in my way to be free

Like a worm on a hook

Like a knight from some old-fashioned book

I have saved all my ribbons for thee

     If I have been unkind

     I hope that you can just let it go by

     If I have been untrue

     I hope you know it was never to you

Like a baby stillborn

Like a beast with his horn

I have torn everyone who reached out for me

But I swear by this song

And by all that I have done wrong

I will make it all up to thee

     I saw a beggar leaning on his wooden crutch

     He said to me “You must not ask for so much”

     And a pretty woman leaning in her darkened door

     She cried to me “Hey, why not ask for more”

Like a bird on the wire

Like a drunk in a midnight choir

I have tried in my way to be free

SONGS OF LOVE AND HATE

JOAN OF ARC

Now the flames they followed Joan of Arc

as she came riding through the dark,

no moon to keep her armour bright,

no man to get her through this smoky night

She said, “I’m tired of the war,

I want the kind of work I had before:

a wedding dress or something white

to wear upon my swollen appetite.”

“I’m glad to hear you talk this way

I’ve watched you riding every day,

and something in me yearns to win

such a cold and very lonesome heroine.”

“And who are you?” she sternly spoke,

to the one beneath the smoke.

“Why, I’m fire,” he replied,

“and I love your solitude, I love your pride.”

“Then fire make your body cold,

I’m going to give you mine to hold.”

And saying this she climbed inside

to be his one, to be his only bride.

And deep into his fiery heart

he took the dust of Joan of Arc,

and high above the wedding guests

he hung the ashes of her wedding dress.

It was deep into his fiery heart

he took the dust of Joan of Arc,

and then she clearly understood

if he was fire, oh, then she was wood.

I saw her wince, I saw her cry

I saw the glory in her eye

Myself, I long for love and light,

but must it come so cruel, must it be so bright!

AVALANCHE

I stepped into an avalanche

it covered up my soul

When I am not this hunchback

I sleep beneath a golden hill

You who wish to conquer pain

you must learn to serve me well

You strike my side by accident

as you go down for gold

The cripple that you clothe and feed

is neither starved nor cold

He does not ask for company

not at the centre of the world

When I am on this pedestal

you did not raise me there

Your laws do not compel me

to kneel grotesque and bare

I myself am the pedestal

for this hump at which you stare

You who wish to conquer pain

you must learn what makes me kind

The crumbs of love that you offer me

are the crumbs I’ve left behind

Your cross is no credential here

it’s just the shadow of my wound

I have begun to long for you

I who have no need

I have begun to wait for you

I who have no greed

You say you’ve gone away from me

but I can feel you when you breathe

Do not dress in rags for me

I know you are not poor

And don’t love me quite so fiercely

when you know you are not sure

It is your world beloved

it is your flesh that I wear

DIAMONDS IN THE MINE

The woman in blue

she’s asking for revenge

The man in white (that’s you)

says he has no friends

The river is swollen up

with dirty rusty cans

and the trees are burning

in your promised land

And there are no letters

in the mailbox

there are no grapes

upon the vine

there are no chocolates

in your boxes any more

and there are no diamonds

in the mine

You tell me that your lover

has a broken limb

You say you’re restless now

and it’s on account of him

I saw the man in question

it was just the other night

He was eating up a lady

where the lions and Christians fight

And there are no letters

There is no comfort

in the covens of the witch

Some very clever doctor went

and sterilized the bitch

And the only man of energy

(the revolution’s pride)

showed a million women

how to kill an unborn child

And there are no letters

in the mailbox

there are no grapes

upon the vine

there are no chocolates

in your boxes any more

and there are no diamonds

in the mine

FAMOUS BLUE RAINCOAT

It’s four in the morning, the end of December. I’m writing you now just to see if you’re better. New York is cold but I like where I’m living. There’s music on Clinton Street all though the evening. I hear that you’re building your little house deep in the desert. You’re living for nothing now. I hope you’re keeping some kind of record. Yes, and Jane came by with a lock of your hair. She said that you gave it to her the night that you planned to go clear. Did you ever go clear?

The last time we saw you you looked so much older. Your famous blue raincoat was torn at the shoulder. You’d been to the station to meet every train but then you came home without Lili Marlene. And you treated my woman to a flake of your life. And when she came back she was nobody’s wife. I see you there with a rose in your teeth, one more thin gypsy thief. Well, I see Jane’s awake. She sends her regards.

And what can I tell you my brother my killer? What can I possibly say? I guess that I miss you. I guess I forgive you. I’m glad that you

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