It’s over sooner than I want it to be, but Trigger rests his forehead against mine and we are both breathing hard like we just ran a marathon.
“Fuck baby, you taste better than I thought you would,” he says in a low husky voice.
I can’t help the smile that comes to my face. I have no words that can express how that kiss made me feel.
“Fuck, I want to make you smile like that every fucking day,” he says before he pulls away.
“Come on babe, we should head out there. Finish your girls’ night and we will talk later,” he says, and I nod my head. I can still feel my lips tingling from his kiss. I can’t help but bring my hand up to touch them and smile shyly at him.
He chuckles as we head out of the room.
When everyone looks at us as we walk into the room, I can’t help but blush. I know that they know something happened. When Stacey winks at me and gives me a knowing look, I can’t help but look away. I’m not used to all this attention.
When I sit down, I look at the men sitting at the table where Trigger now is and see a look of longing on one guys’ face. When I turn my head to see where he’s looking, I see him staring at Krista. She glances back at him out of the corner of her eye, but I can see her put on a fake smile and talk with Olivia.
When I look at Stacey and Ella, they both shake their heads and shrug. It seems like they don’t know what’s going on either with those two, but I really want to find out.
When I look back at Krista, she’s staring at him now so I’m guessing he isn’t looking at her because she doesn’t seem like she wants to be caught.
I see a look of wanting something you can’t have in her eyes. I recognize that look as I have had it in my eyes for many years. I would look at other teenagers being normal with dating, partying, and basically having friends that they chose for themselves. I spent so long wishing for a life that I never had.
When she must feel like someone is watching her, she looks over at me and gives me the saddest smile I have ever seen. She shakes her head at me and looks around the room. I have a feeling that no one knows what’s going on with her and the biker, if there is anything going on at all.
I sit with the women for a few hours talking about anything and everything. They were really curious about me, but also told me plenty about their lives and how they came to the club.
To say I was shocked at some of their stories is an understatement, but I could tell not one of them regretted what they had been through and loved their men with everything they had. I can’t help but hope that it will turn out that way for me too.
Chapter Six
Trigger ‘Colton’
Bear shows up before everyone leaves, so I know that I can’t talk to Sophie until tomorrow.
I wanted a chance to be alone with her to talk about us before I talked to Bear. I want to make sure that we are on the same page.
I give him a nod when he walks into the room. Sasha takes a seat in the living room with the rest of the women. Bear grabs a beer from the fridge and sits down.
We all start bullshitting with each other since we know better than to talk about club business with all the women here.
The next thing I know, Crash and Pyro go out to pick up some beer since there’s pretty much an unofficial party happening right now.
It doesn’t take long for Damien, Torch, and Steal to join since their women are here. A few minutes later, Prez and Lily are here.
The house has become loud but, since Bear lives far enough from the city, we aren’t really bugging anyone.
At least I know that this party will be tame. Sometimes at the club when there is no Lily, Ella, and Stacey, there are brothers there getting pleasured by the club whores.
I haven’t felt the need to be with any one of them since Sophie walked into my life. She’s the only woman who I want to be with anymore.
I already know that I want her for the long haul. She’s a forever kind of girl and it feels like I finally found my other half.
It has been a long time since I had been with anyone for more than a few hours or a night. I spent so much time with meaningless fucks that I didn’t care who I was with.
I was in a serious relationship once, but that burned out when my best friend was fucking her behind my back. They took the time when I was at work to fool around.
When two people you trust betray you like that it makes it hard to want to be with anyone for anything other than sex.
Then that damn fine ass woman walks into my life and makes me want to be in a relationship. I want to be a man that deserves her, but then I also hope that she can accept this life and what we are all about. I’m nothing without my club and, although I haven’t been a member for that long, I would lay down my life for anyone in this club.
I knew that I had proven myself time and time again.
Throughout the night, everyone merged together and now it doesn’t look like the women don’t
