I don’t know how long we eat, but no one is without a mouthful of food long enough to make conversation.
I’m left to my thoughts. Could I really share Krista with another man? I look at Pyro and he is looking at Krista like she’s everything. Yeah, I really fucking could. I can’t take away what he gives as her. She’s in love with him. I’d be selfish to make her choose between me and someone else that clearly makes her happy. It’s also likely that I could lose out on her completely if I forced her to make that choice. I’m lucky that Pyro even offered this opportunity for me to be with Krista.
Hell, I told Krista if my shot came I would take it, and I’m a man of my word.
When I’m certain that I can’t eat another bite, I look up and see Krista staring at us with wide eyes.
“I take it you guys like it,” she says with a laugh. Fuck, her laugh is music to my ears.
“Damn, baby, you might be better than Sophie, but don’t tell her I said that,” Pyro rushes out.
“She can’t possibly be that scary,” I say in disbelief.
They both laugh at my comment.
I shrug not getting it.
“Well, I think that it’s time to talk about how you guys want to share me,” Krista says, causing me to spit out the water I just drank.
Wow. I was not expecting that.
Krista
I can’t help but laugh at the looks on their faces. Did they really think that I couldn't hear what they were talking about? I’m guessing that Pyro doesn’t know how thin his walls are.
I had no idea that Pyro noticed anything.
I tried not to let it show, thinking that Bullet had already had his chance; but while they were eating, I tried to see a future without Bullet. Then, I thought about what it would be like with the three of us.
There is no question as to whether I would be open to it. They both make me feel things that no one ever has. With them, I know that I’m safe, protected, and loved.
Some people may think that I’m rushing this, or crazy taking a chance on these men after they left me hanging for so long. The way I see it is that life is short. If Stacey’s death taught me anything, it was that. What if I only had them in my life for a few more years, months, or weeks? I would want to make the best of it and give them everything I have. I don’t want to look back and have any regrets.
I’m crazy about these men. It also helps that they are both so sexy.
I wasn’t sure that I wanted to come back here. I knew how much I loved living here and I have so many friends, but I was worried how I would be treated now that they knew that I was a club princess.
I liked it here because my identity wasn’t formed around being the club princess. I built a life without it. Luckily, during these last few days, I could tell that no one was bothered by who I was. It didn’t change how they felt about me, and they haven’t treated me any differently than they did before they knew who I was.
I feel at home here. The Vicious Snakes have become my family.
I’m not sure what that would mean for Bullet. The club is everything to him. I couldn’t be the one to take him away from everything he knows, or his life.
As much as it shocks me to say it, my life is here with Pyro.
“You heard,” Declan states.
I nod my head with a snort. “Of course I heard.”
They both slowly nod.
“Okay, so what are your thoughts on it?” Bullet asks lowly.
I clear my throat, “Well, I think it all sounds great; but as interesting as it is, you both are from different clubs. Not only that, but the Wicked Dragons clubhouse is eight hours away from here. I can’t see myself going back. I love it here with my friends and new family, and Declan. I couldn’t be the one to ask Bullet to leave everything behind to see where this goes,” I say looking down.
“Babe, first off, call me Blake. Second, there’s no “seeing where this goes.” You would be our woman. We aren’t High School boys who want to date you. You would be ours and we would be yours. If this works out, I can talk to Prez and see what my options are, but there’s nothing that could make me walk away from you if you said ‘yes,’” Bullet says surprising me.
Pyro nods his head in approval. “He’s right. I know that there could be something great here, and we would be stupid to let this feeling pass us by. Let’s deal with those details later, but tell us now if you are in or out. Because baby, I’m all in.”
“I’m all in too,” Blake says, looking more serious and determined than I have ever seen him. It’s almost like he would find a way to change my mind if I said “no.”
Who am I kidding? There is no way in hell that I would say “no.”
“I’m in. Let’s give it a shot.”
Chapter Five
Krista
As soon as the words leave my mouth, I’m pulled up from my chair and Blake’s lips claim mine.
The kiss is hot and demanding. I have no objections to giving him what he
