I pull away before I can get too distracted.
“Why did you look upset just now?” I ask softly.
“There’s just no update from Torch. He told Prez that he needed time, but when Prez tried to get a hold of him, he couldn’t reach him. Torch said that he would leave his phone on for emergencies, but he needs to be alone,” he says. I nod my head.
“It’s going to take one hell of a woman to get through to him,” he says, and he looks torn up that his brother is going through such a hard time.
I move to sit in his lap and put my arms around him.
He automatically brings his arms around me and hugs me tightly. Slowly, he relaxes in my arms.
I don’t know who starts kissing who, but we get lost in each other and all you can hear is the sound of us breathing heavily.
Declan shifts us so that I'm laying on my back on the couch and he is hovering over me.
I widen my legs so that he can fit in between them and slowly rock my hips into his while kissing him.
He lets out a groan.
“Ahh fuck, fuck...” he rasps, sounding like he’s in pain.
He moves his mouth to my neck and starts kissing my neck and shoulder.
Our hips are rocking together, and I can feel all of him. A moment later, I feel his hips lose their rhythm. He curses and then bites my shoulder. Not enough to hurt, but I'm broken out of my lust haze and look at him in disbelief.
Did he...
“D-did you just?” I ask without being able to finish the question.
“Fuck,” he says again.
“Declan?” I say, trying to move my head so that I can see his face, but so far all I see is the blush on his cheeks.
“I’m so sorry, baby,” he says quietly, sounding ashamed.
“Can you tell me what just happened?” I ask when he doesn’t say anything for awhile.
Reluctantly he lifts off me and sits on the end of the couch while rubbing his face with his hands.
“I didn’t mean for that shit to happen, baby. I swear that it has never happened before,” he says, looking over at me pleadingly with his eyes.
“Okay... I feel like there is more that you aren’t telling me,” I say, raising an eyebrow at him.
He clears his throat a couple times before he can talk. “Well, the thing is... After I got shot, I had a hard time with... fuck this is embarrassing,” he grumbles, looking away from me while the blush on his cheek grows.
I stare at him for a couple minutes when it dawns on me what he means. I look at him in disbelief.
“So you’re saying...” I trail off, barely able to finish that sentence.
Being a nurse, I know that this stuff happens, and I know better than to embarrass him or make a joke out of it.
He nods his head. “Yeah baby. It has been a long time since I could get hard, let alone come.”
I move so that I’m on his lap. He puts his hands on my hips. I’m smiling at him.
“Call it whatever you want, but I’m kind of glad that it happened with me. Now we can spend lots and LOTS of time making up for all the months you missed without pleasure,” I say with a wink and what I hope is a seductive look.
He gives me a laugh and makes me smile wider. “You’re so damn giving, baby.”
I let out a long sigh. “I know that sometimes we just need to make sacrifices in life.”
I let out a laugh when he unexpectedly tickles me.
“Okay, stop!” I say through laughter.
He stops and kisses me hard. “Now it’s time for me to return the favour. “
He moves us until he’s back on top of me kissing his way down my body. I can’t help but gasp when I feel him slightly bite me through my shirt and bra. It only turns me on more, making me want to rip off my shirt and bra and have his mouth on me without a thing in the way.
It feels like he can read my mind when he immediately removes my top and bra. He takes his time with each breast before moving down my body.
I’m lost in the sensation. The only thing that matters in this moment is Declan and his hands and mouth on my body.
His hands unzip my jeans and pull them down leaving me in a baby-blue lacy panty. He groans when he sees what I’m wearing.
“Fucking perfect. Spread out before me in nothing but your underwear, fuck."
I can’t help but moan at his words. “Declan.”
He slowly removes my panties and tosses them to the side.
I expect him to go slow and continue teasing me, but he doesn’t. He fastens his mouth on my clit and sucks. I can’t help it when my hips buck in the air.
He moves one of his hands to hold me down and uses his tongue in ways that has me moaning for more. He swirls his tongue around my clit a couple times and then moves lower until he’s at my entrance, and he starts to fuck me with his tongue.
I swear it’s the best thing that I have ever felt in my life.
I grab his hair with my hands and it only spurs him on more.
It honestly doesn’t take long before I feel my core clenching and my orgasm shoots through me. I don’t remember coming so fast in my life. Usually when I try to get myself off, it takes a while to work myself up, but with Declan it’s like he knows exactly what to do
