Even now, being kidnapped, tied up, helpless, at his mercy, I wanted him. The fact that I was naked and he could take me with an ease as if I were throwing myself at him seemed to leave him completely cold. It unsettled me.
“Why did you do that?” he asked me.
He didn’t sound like he was blaming me but sincerely wanted to know what had driven me to inflict injury on myself.
“To feel something,” I answered, without hesitation. “And to feel less. If that makes sense.”
“That’s why you don’t drink,” Hiroshi said, and it sounded more like a statement than a question.
Had he been watching me?
Had he been aware of me following him?
“I just don’t like being drunk,” I replied flippantly. “That’s why I don’t drink.”
Even before I finished the sentence, I was already afraid of being punished for my tone. The look Hiroshi gave me, with a raised eyebrow, was only a confirmation to me. For some reason, this one was even more terrifying.
Would he just take me if I didn’t behave? Would he use me? The thought alone broke my mind.
But I kept silent, doing my best to hide the filthy fantasies of my imagination.
Hiro
Even though I could tell she was terrified of her own reaction, it reassured me a little because it said so much about her. Kate Smith wasn’t living because it was what you did. Despite everything, she hadn’t given up on herself.
I turned away from her not because I wanted to punish her, but because now was not the time to allow her to see me smile.
So I left the room and locked the door behind me.
Actually, I had intended to start the questioning, but those many small scars had distracted me. I hadn’t even had them for a day, and already they were messing with my head.
I had left Kate alone in her room without putting the gag back on her. If she was loud enough, that would possibly draw attention to us. We were at my house, but it wasn’t out in the sticks by itself.
As I prepared this room to bring her here, I already knew it would be a mistake. But I didn’t want to waste time traveling back and forth between my home and her prison, as I usually did. No, I wanted her close to me. Watching her through the screens wasn’t the same when I knew she was just a few doors away.
Hell, I was already obsessing over her a lot now. I would love to turn around right now, storm into that room and sink my cock deep into her.
I had never had these thoughts before.
Until now, I had been amused by these guys who fell for a woman’s skin and hair. Now, I was in the position myself. At the same time, all I had been doing was watching her, getting to know her at a distance. That brief exchange of words between us already had me softening for her. That was unacceptable.
I would be her master and not the other way around.
Chapter Four
Kate
Hiroshi made me wait, and although I was sure that hours had passed, the lighting did not change. It did not get brighter or darker. It had to be a lamp. I wonder what time it was now?
Was it nighttime? Or already tomorrow?
How long would he keep me here?
What was he going to do with me?
When Hiroshi finally returned, he had a bottle of water in his hand. Again he did something with the ropes, and my weight shifted. At first, I was relieved, until I realized I was in some kind of sitting position, but with my legs spread so that my most intimate part was exposed.
However, he didn’t seem to mind.
“Who do you work for?” asked Hiroshi, confusing me.
I immediately told him the name of the firm, but he repeated the question.
“For Rory James,” I replied, and he approached me to gently place the bottle to my lips.
Instinctively, I opened my mouth, and he poured a sip of water into it. Only at that moment did I realize how thirsty I was.
Was this how it was going to be now? Would he reward me for every correct answer?
I wanted to ask Hiroshi what this meant. All he had to do was tell me what he wanted from me. I would give him whatever he asked for.
“I...” It tumbled out of my mouth even before I could stop myself.
Hard and unexpectedly, his hand landed on my pussy. The pain coursed through my body and yet was arousing at the same time. My clit pulsed on top of the pain, an incredibly pleasurable rush following its wake.
Immediately heat rose to my face as I realized I wanted more.
Quickly, I bit down on my lips.
Hiro
Spanking her pussy had not been part of the plan, at least not yet.
Initially, I had wanted to introduce her to this feeling, slowly. But I had not known that she had hurt herself earlier.
I needed to know how she reacted to it, and, more importantly, something more likely to cause her harm.
Kate’s reaction was the one I had hoped for. Blushes rose to her face, and the sight of her biting her lower lip made me want to give her another slap.
“I thought you already understood that you are not allowed to speak unless I ask you to,” I said in a clipped voice, but she didn’t seem to notice.
Kate nodded quickly and exhaled through her mouth in a controlled manner.
How much more had that spank done than she was showing me?
My imagination began to run wild. All the things I wanted to do to Kate while I masturbated returned to my mind. I had hoped that pain would give her pleasure.
But first, I had to get her to make a more significant mistake.
Kate already had to know that my family belonged to the Yakuza, and with it, so did I. Now I had to make her not care.
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