I took a pause before telling her one last piece, "She told me she loves me and felt jealous of you, which led to her mean remarks, for which she was apologetic. I shut her out totally and told her that you are the only one for me, that I love you and not her."
"What?" Emma suddenly turned around.
"Yes, I love you and only you Emma. I thought I would tell you under better circumstances. But I think love can never sustain without trust, and clearly you don't trust me."
She was still and dumbfounded. I gave her a minute or so, but she didn't say it back. My heart ached when she just stood there and didn't say it back.
"I am sorry for the mess today, but now I should really take my leave." I struggled; my words were choking in my throat. Without looking back, I just left her apartment.
They say, love always hurts, it was a first for me today. I left her apartment's building and walked towards my car, I saw Brett standing in the corner of the street and gave him a quick nod. Disheartened, I was ready to go home.
Suddenly, I heard her from behind.
"Jake, wait please wait." Emma came running towards me and before I could register, she jumped straight in my arms. Tears still rolling down her cheeks.
"I love you too Jake! I love you very much." She was panting and huffing, calming her breathe in between her sobs. She was so loud and clear, in the middle of her street. She didn't care tad bit about that and neither did I. The moment she looked at me, I was relieved to see it in her eyes.
She.loved.me.
"I am sorry Jake. I love you. I do," and with that she crashed her lips on mine. We both kissed vigorously for several minutes.
I felt chills and realized Emma was shivering too. It was windy today, and the temperature had dropped significantly. She was outside in her same lower and crop top.
I quickly removed my coat and wrapped it around her, and in one swift motion, I picked her up in my arms, taking her back inside. We kissed the whole time up. As soon as we entered her apartment, I put her down. I cupped her face and slowly kissed all her tears away.
She wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me closer towards her. She kissed my lips passionately, again, and after a while, I could feel her hands running up and down my chest.
I started trailing down my kisses to her neck, and she arched back giving me all access. I slid my hand below her crop top and was feeling every inch of her sexy body beneath. She let out a small moan, and started unbuttoning my shirt.
I removed her top exposing her perfect upper body, her milky white skin and her sensual curves. Within seconds, she made me lose my shirt. I picked her up again and headed to her bedroom.
I carefully put her down on her bed.
"Are you sure you want this, Emma?" I whispered in her ear while giving her soft kisses on her lobe.
"Yes, I do." She whispered back; her eyes still shut as she soaked the effect of my touch on her skin.
"If you want to back out, now is the time Emm. Because you have no idea what all I want to do to you right now."
"I want you too, Jake." She muttered.
"You know you are the most beautiful woman I have ever come across". I planted several kisses on her soft pink lips, while my hand caressed her bare back.
If I say I was addicted to her smell, then her taste was intoxicating. I could read her nervousness, and it showed how her experience in this was far less than mine. But then, that just added to my untamed desire for her. She deserved to be loved, she deserved to feel good, today it was going to be all about her.
I had been with several women before, but never did I feel so powerless as I felt around her. She had me captivated with her innocence and pure eyes, I was going to claim her, I was going to make her mine today.
How much I loved her.
I leaned down on her, making her lie on her back, while my body pressed against hers. We slowly got rid of every last shred of cloth on us, my fingers and kisses made her whimper which eventually turned into deep moans.
I loved how her body reacted under my touch, how she burnt in desire for me. While I was lost in the pleasures of devouring her body, I heard her whisper, "Jake, umm be gentle, it's my first."
The moment I heard her words, I stopped in my tracks. I looked up to see in her eyes. She was shy and nervous, and dodging eye contact. Nervously, she bit her lower lip.
"Emma? Are you sure? We can take it slow."
"I am positive, I want this". She persisted and kissed my lips roughly as she demanded me to complete what we started today.
If I was deeply turned on before, her confession heightened my longing for her. I kissed every single inch of her flawless frame, worshiped her body for the seductress she was. She had no idea how desirable she looked, how her perfect figure made me hard just by looking at her. I took her innumerable times that night, and never did I feel I had enough of her.
She had become my personal drug. Tonight, we became one. She was mine. I was hers. Period.
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Emma
I woke up the next morning with a very sore body, the events of last night came rushing to my head. My cheeks were
