“Open your eyes,” he demands.
I do and he licks his lips as his fingers find my clit. I hiss in a breath through clenched teeth. He moves his fingers in soft slow circles and I buck my hips.
“That’s right, love. I own this pussy now. No one else will ever see it,” he says, bending down to stick his tongue in my belly button. “No one else will touch it or taste it,” he says, his tongue traveling further south. “Your body is now mine to claim.”
His tongue dips inside my sex and I moan, arching my back. “Look how much my little slut loves her pussy licked.”
I moan louder. Fuck, why do I love it when he calls me a slut? I know I should hate it, and I know this is all wrong, but god damn does it feel like heaven. Whether it’s the cruel side of heaven or the nice side of hell, I’ll never know.
Liquid heat spreads in my veins, and pleasure curls deep in my belly, but Kai lets up. He crawls up my body and smashes his lips to mine. I scratch my nails down his back, squeezing him to me. The head of his cock brushes against my entrance.
“Kai, wait,” I say.
He stops.
“Please believe me. I’ve never done this before and it’s going to hurt. I’m not telling you no because I know it’s no good, but please, go slow.”
He grits his teeth and I see a muscle feather in his jaw. I see his eyes flash with something I can’t place and then he sighs. “Bring your knees up,” he rasps.
I do.
He moves further inside me, and his eyes squeeze shut. “Fuck!”
“I told you I wasn’t lying,” I breathe.
His expression doesn’t exactly change, but I swear I see a bit of softness in his eyes as he looks down at me. Then, ever so softly he tucks a stray piece of hair behind my ear. It's the gentlest he’s ever been with me. I close my eyes and lean into the touch, and as soon as I do, pain grips me.
Kai slammed himself into me, balls deep.
Tears spring to my eyes. “Fuck,” I yell. “That fucking hurts.”
“I felt it,” Kai rasps, his eyes fervent as they scan my face. “I felt myself take your virginity.”
“You’re an asshole,” I whisper, not trusting my voice.
“Good girl for not lying to me.” Kai’s voice is ragged, laced with so much desire I feel like he’s ready to ravage me. “Now I’m going to make you scream my name.”
His fingers rise to his lips and he sucks on them, his spit cascades down his hand, making sure it’s nice and wet. He gently circles my clit, making the same movements with his hips.
I feel so full and sore, but the pain is mostly gone.
“Touch yourself, Desiree,” Kai groans. “Pinch those pretty nipples for me.”
Hesitantly, I cup my breasts, feeling the hard pebbles of my nipples on my palms, and pleasure starts to build inside me. I clench my pussy, and Kai groans, biting down on his lip hard.
“Fuck you grip me so good,” Kai groans. “Does it still hurt?” he grits out.
“No,” I moan as I pinch my nipples.
The words are barely out of my mouth before Kai thrusts his hips in earnest.
We cry out together.
He slams against me. Again. And again. And again.
Our skin slaps together, echoing in the room, mixed with our moans and expletives.
“Come, Desiree,” Kai groans in my ear. “Let me feel your tight pussy take what it wants.”
I do. I clench around him as pleasure vibrates through my body. I scream Kai’s name as I hear him grunt while he thrusts violently, releasing inside me.
He groans, his warm breath fanning out my hair. Suddenly, he flips me over and I’m straddling him.
“I’m not finished with you yet,” he says. “Fuck me. Fuck me like the dirty little slut you are.”
My head falls back, my long hair tickling my waist. I arch my back, my breasts pushed further up into Kai’s face.
“Fuck yes,” he says, cupping them in his giant hands. He blows on each breast before bringing one into his mouth and biting it. My hips jerk as if on reflex.
“I’m gonna leave bite marks all over your fucking body,” he says.
I moan. “I think you’ve already marked your territory enough, haven’t you?”
He growls, his mouth letting out a loud “pop” as he releases one of my nipples. “Never.”
He bucks his hips up into me, and my breath hitches. “Fuck me, love. Fuck me like your goddamn life depends on it.”
My breathing quickens and my hips start rocking faster and faster against him. Kai’s hands come around to grip my ass. He squeezes hard before giving me a firm slap. My legs shake at the pleasure. It feels so good. The mix of pain and pleasure is something I’ve never known before.
Kai’s fingers find my clit and he presses hard, fucking me roughly with his cock and hand. The noises that leave my mouth are high and unintelligible. Now I feel like some sort of wild animal, like I’m the one that can’t be tamed.
“I told you I’d make you scream, baby,” Kai says.
“Yes,” I rasp, the only word I’m capable of as my hips start jerking violently.
Kai grits his teeth as he bucks his hips meeting me, thrust for thrust.
Then he does something I never thought I’d love, but do. His fingers reach around, pressing on my asshole. He doesn't go inside, but he adds some pressure there and it sends me over the edge.
I come. Hard.
Like, out-of-body experience, losing my vision type of climax. The orgasm just keeps moving through me. Again and again.
And when I finally come down from my high, Kai is staring at me in what I think the closest thing to awe is for him.
Then he lifts me off him. I gasp a bit at the loss of him inside me, feeling empty. I feel some of his semen leak out of me, and panic
