My hands glide behind him to his firm ass and I bring him deeper inside me.
“Fucking hell,” Kai croaks.
I go faster, adding pressure with the base of my tongue and taking in as much of his length as I can.
“Desiree,” he whispers my name hoarsely.
His hips start moving faster and he grabs on to the back of my head to keep me in place.
I moan, turned on by the fact that he’s enjoying this so much.
When he comes inside my mouth, tears spring to my eyes because of how deep I take him. I lick up every bit of it, though. Not even a drop falls.
Kai’s rough hands are suddenly on me as he lifts me and sets me on the sink. He fits perfectly between my legs as his lips find mine. I squeeze him to me for dear life as if I want him to fucking absorb me. As if I want to fucking live inside of him.
I feel his length getting hard again against my thigh while he teases my mouth with his tongue. Chills erupt over me once more as he thrusts inside of me.
“So fucking wet and ready for me,” he says.
And it’s like something has possessed me because I blurt out the first thing that pops into my mind.
“Always.”
His eyes meet mine in a lazy, sexy smile before he bites his lips and completely rails me.
I scream out with every thrust of his hips. With every slap of our skin. I arch my chest and he swoops down taking a nipple in his mouth, his tongue lapping greedily.
Then his hand moves up my body, fingers wrapping tightly around my throat. He’s blocking my airway a bit, but it’s not unbearable and for some reason, makes this so much hotter. It’s like my brain is going haywire and my legs shake as I come apart against him. My teeth sink into his shoulder at the intense pleasure as the last few tremors wrack through my body.
“Who knew you’d have such a sexual appetite?” Kai asks.
I give him a shaky grin but for some reason, I want to cry. This is too much. And there’s still a mess of dead bodies outside the house. My dad is still on the loose.
And my mother is still dead.
He grabs my chin, a quizzical look in his eye. “Chad’s gone,” he says low. “You don't have to fear him anymore.” His jaw clenches.
“You think he was my biggest worry?” I shake my head. “My father is still out there, Kai. He’s way more dangerous than Chad.”
His eyes never leave mine. “I’ll fucking kill him too,” Kai says, voice strong and confident.
He starts pulling his clothes on and I do the same. I feel the tension in the air, and that breaks my heart because I know Kai well enough now to know he’s going to pull away again.
It’s like whiplash and now I’m the one who feels like a star getting sucked into Kai’s black hole. Is it inevitable?
I think back to things with Chad. He acted just like my father. Tough as nails. Never let anyone get in his way, and if they did, he’d push them down and they’d never get back up.
Have I been pushed down too much already? Am I permanently stuck down here or am I in the process of getting back up? Standing on my own two feet again.
Kai opens the bathroom door and storms back out into the mess. “Killian?” He calls out.
He and Ava come around the corner, smeared blood on parts of their bodies as if they just got out of a war zone. And I guess we all pretty much did.
Ava walks up to me and gives me a hug. I instantly sag against her offered comfort and relief.
I squeeze my eyes shut tightly trying to hold back the tears that are dying to fall.
She pulls me off to the side for a moment. I feel the guys’ eyes on us, but then they lead their heads in talking low about something. Probably all the fuckery we’re in the middle of in this very moment.
“You okay? Did you get hurt?” She asks, her voice soft and eyes sincere.
“Define ‘okay’,” I say. “I mean, I’m not dead. So there’s that.”
She snorts, but her lashes flutter as if she, too, is trying to hold herself together.
“You good?” I ask.
She nods, shrugging. “I guess I’m not dead either.”
“Glad neither of us are dead. We will be soon though if we don’t do something about my father,” I tell her, clenching my shaking fist.
“I know,” she says, breathing in deeply. “I know.”
I pat her on the arm. “Also, thanks for earlier. You saved everyone’s asses.” I grin at her, but I’m still processing. It’s been a long fucking day.
“You’re welcome, but hopefully that’ll be the last time we ever have to do that.” She grins tiredly.
I nod. “Is Killian hurt?” I ask even though he’s an asshole.
She rolls her eyes. “Of course he is. He won’t let me bandage him up.”
“He will,” I say nodding. “He’s an asshole, but you seem to be the only thing he can’t resist.”
This makes her blush and a little smile blooms on her lips.
“Desiree,” Kai says, and his voice is dominant and formal. Like a king leading a fucking peasant.
“Yes?”
“You’re not to leave my fucking side, and you will have several of my guys walk with you wherever you go if I’m not here.”
“That’s not gonna stop my dad, Kai,” I say sadly.
“I’ll stop your fucking dad if it’s the last thing I do. Now come here,” he says beckoning me with his fucking finger.
I cross my arms angrily. “Or what?”
Red hot rage tears through him, making him straighten his spine. “Or you’ll be punished.”
“As if I’m not already punished enough?” I huff.
He stalks over to me furiously
