“I think we should let Eric take care of her, Roman. She’s obviously disturbed and upset,” Raina whispered, then grabbed his hand and pulled him out of the room.
Realizing he faced his mother in his underwear, Roman snagged his jeans, which he’d left on the floor. He’d survive the embarrassment better than Alice. “You’re right. Let’s go downstairs, okay?” Roman led Raina out.
He quickly detoured into the bathroom to pull on his pants, then he returned to the kitchen in time to see his mother take a spoonful of antacid liquid.
“Would you make me some tea?” Raina asked. “All this excitement’s gotten to me.”
He glanced at her, concerned. “Are you sure it’s just heartburn? Nothing heart-related? I can get Eric—”
“No. I’m fine. Just some normal indigestion.” She patted her chest. “That girl needs Eric more than I do right now.”
“Just don’t neglect your health if something’s really wrong, okay?” He checked the teakettle for water, then turned on the burner beneath it.
“I think Alice could use a sedative and a good talking-to. What was she thinking?” Raina shook her head and settled herself into a chair.
“That reminds me. What were you thinking, leaving the house wide open?”
“May I remind you, in the lifetime I’ve been living in Yorkshire Falls there’s never been a reason to use a lock?”
“Five thefts over the last week isn’t enough of a reason for you?”
“I agree, and we’ll discuss that later.” Eric walked into the room. “Alice is waiting in the hall—fully dressed,” he said in a lower voice. “I’m going to drive her home. I promised her that word of this wouldn’t get out.” His gaze settled not on Roman, who had every reason to keep this incident quiet, but on Raina, who Roman figured would love to burn the phone wires and share her eventful night with friends.
“I’m sensitive enough to know when to keep quiet,” she said, hurt flashing in her eyes.
Roman placed his hand over hers. “I’m sure he didn’t mean to insult you, Mom. He’s just being cautious.”
“Exactly. Thank you, Roman. Raina, I’ll call you.” Eric’s voice softened. “I’m sorry our evening got cut short.”
“I appreciate you getting me out of the house. You know the boys feel better about my health when I’m with you.” She gave him a wary glance. “I’ll just enjoy tea with my son. You and I can always spend time together.”
“Tomorrow night works for me.”
“Let’s stay in tomorrow, okay?” Raina expelled a prolonged sigh.
Eric stepped forward, but she waved him away. “A cup of tea is all I need. Norman’s grease is just lying in my chest. Someone ought to break into his place and steal all the lard from his cabinets.”
Eric laughed, then turned to Roman. “I’m not sure whether to tell you to watch out for your mother or yourself.” He chuckled and before Raina could respond, Eric walked out, leaving her without the last word.
The teakettle began to sing and Roman stood up to get it. “You know, I think Dr. Fallon’s good for you.”
“You aren’t angry?” Her voice sounded soft and worried.
He glanced over his shoulder, surprised, then got back to work, steeping the tea bag in the water and adding her one teaspoon of sugar before rejoining her at the table. “Angry at what? The man obviously makes you happy. You’re getting out with him, smiling more than you have in years, and despite your health scare—”
“Maybe that’s because you’re home.”
“Or maybe it’s because a man’s finding you special and you like the attention.” He set a mug down in front of her.
“Don’t let your imagination run away with you. He’s a lonely widower and I’m keeping him company. That’s all.”
“You’ve been a lonely widow for the last twenty or so years. It’s about time you started living your life again.”
She glanced down, staring into the cup. “I never stopped living, Roman.”
“Yes, you did.” He didn’t want to have this deep conversation, yet he couldn’t deny the time had come. “In some ways you stopped living—and you changed how we lived as a result. Roman, Rick, and Chase, the bachelor brothers,” he said wryly.
“You’re saying it’s my fault you boys are still single?” His mother sounded outraged and hurt.
He steepled his fingers in thought. He wanted to tell her there was no blame involved, no fault, but he couldn’t lie. “You and Dad gave us a great family life.”
“And this is a bad thing? Bad enough to make you steer clear of marriage and family?”
He shook his head. “But you were devastated when he died. It was almost as if life stopped. You … you lived in pain—”
“That eventually dimmed,” she reminded him. “I wouldn’t have traded one minute with your father. Not even if it meant I wouldn’t have suffered or grieved. If you don’t feel pain, you haven’t really lived,” she said softly.
He’d already realized he hadn’t been living—when he’d connected with Charlotte this weekend. And as his mother spoke, he realized why. In an effort not to repeat the painful grieving process he’d seen his mother go through, Roman had opted to run, to travel, keeping his distance—from the town, his family, and Charlotte. Charlotte, the one woman who he’d always known, or at least sensed, could tie him to Yorkshire Falls and keep him here.
The one woman who had the power to hurt him, to make him feel the very pain he feared, should she die or leave him in any way. But his one night with her proved he couldn’t live without her either.
She was worth any risk.
“I’ve lived and I’ve loved. Not everyone can say the same. I’ve been lucky,” his mother said.
A wry smile twisted Roman’s lips. “You could have been luckier.”
A combination of sadness and happiness, of obvious memories, settled in her eyes. “I won’t lie. Of course I’d rather we’d have grown old and raised you boys together, but then I wouldn’t have this chance with Eric.” Her concerned gaze met his. “You’re sure you
