“What did you just say?” Alex demands gruffly, one of his hands moves to grip my hair at the back of my head in order to hold me still when I realize what I said.
“I, um . . .”
“You love me?” he asks as he notices my necklace for the first time with my wedding rings. Alex releases my hair and reaches for them to exam them in his hand. His cock deep inside me, he lifts his gaze from the necklace to meet mine. “You love me.”
Staring into Alex’s eyes, his emotions pour through his gaze showing me what he hopes my answer will be, so I give him the truth. “I never stopped loving you. Why do you think I named our son Alec? Gave him a picture of you to say good night to. Wear these rings? You’re my soul and I promised you forever when I said, ‘I do’.”
“Fuck,” Alex mutters before his mouth slams down onto mine and he begins moving. His cock thrust into my pussy with a fast and quick uncontrollable pace as if his control snapped. My orgasm hits me with a force I never knew. Alex’s mouth captures my cries of pleasure as I come around him. His own groans follow mine mere seconds later when he stills deep inside me. The entire time he does this braced on one arm his other hand still holding my necklace between us.
Yeah, he lost control and I love the fact he did. Means he still feels for me what I feel for him.
“Shit, baby, I missed being inside your pussy,” he murmurs when he lifts his head from mine. Rolling us until Alex is on his back with me straddling him, his cock still deep inside me. “Give me a minute and I’ll continue to show you just how much I fuckin’ missed you, ma fée.”
“Hmm, I like the sound of that,” I purr, leaning in to kiss his jaw, his neck, his shoulder. Everywhere I can reach without losing his cock from within my pussy.
A moment later, Alex does just as he says and begins showing me his words were true. In fact, he did this until the wee hours of the morning. When I finally fall asleep, it’s with Alex’s cock still connecting us. One of his hands cupping my breast, the other at my pelvis.
Just as he used to sleep with me in his arms only this time it’s different and I don’t know exactly what it is for him but for me it’s my dreams are coming true.
“Ma fée, you gotta get up. I gotta get to the shop and you need to get to school,” Alex murmurs against the shell of my ear.
Groaning, I peek through my eyelids to find Alex grinning at me with his smirk that always causes my stomach to do summersaults. “I don’t wanna get up,” I mutter.
“It’s the last week of school, baby. You gotta go. Just think of it this way, you walk across that stage Friday night and then you’re mine forever. I’m marrying your sexy ass, making you mine in every way possible,” Alex proclaims, his eyes soft as he runs them along my naked body.
“Promise?” I ask, already knowing his answer. It’s the same every time I ask this question.
“Promise, ma fée, you’re my fuckin’ world and I wouldn’t be the same man I am without you in it to shine your brightness on my darkened soul. I’d die for you, baby, but I’ll fight to stay alive for you. Doesn’t matter what happens between us in the future, my heart is yours, my promise to you is to keep you safe at all costs. I love you, Faith,” he whispers, fading away as I reach for him.
“Alex, don’t leave me. Not again,” I cry, reaching out for him.
“Not leaving you again, ma fée, I’m right here for you. Just open your eyes and you’ll see for yourself. Love you, baby, remember I promised I’d keep you safe at all costs. That means giving you up if need be,” Alex’s voice filters through my mind as his body vanishes into thin air.
Jerking up into a sitting position, my breath lodged in my throat as tears fill my eyes, blurring my vision.
“Ma fée, what’s wrong?” Alex asks groggily.
At the sound of his voice, I whirl on him wrapping myself around him letting out the sob choking me as I clutch Alex to me.
“Shh, baby, it’s okay, I’ve got you,” he murmurs quietly. One arm holding me to him the other running through the strands of my hair.
“Don’t leave me, please don’t ever leave me again,” I sob into his neck.
“Ma fée, I’m not leaving you again. I’ll die before I do and even then, I’ll fight through the inferno of hell to get back to you. Lived the last four years, without you, not doing it again. This I promise you,” he murmurs, causing me to tighten my hold on him.
Love you, baby, remember I promised I’d keep you safe at all costs. That means giving you up if need be. Dream Alex’s words filter through my head once again. He drove me away because he wanted to keep me safe not because he didn’t love me anymore.
God, why didn’t I think of this before now? I could have fought to keep us together a long time ago. This time I won’t let him leave me even if he tried.
He’s mine as much as I’m his.
Chapter Ten
Axel
Over the past week, you could say things have been somewhat interesting. After Faith’s meltdown that nearly gutted me knowing it was my fuckin’ fault yet again for hurting her the way I did. I held her to me as she sobbed into my chest clutching me to her.
I could feel the pain radiating off my woman and I knew even more than I did
