I wrap my arms around his waist, burying my face into his shirtless chest and embracing him with a firm yet gentle hug. Of course, I'm shook over the events from last night and that we've come so close to having sex a few times without any luck. However, I thought for sure we would have accomplished it at the stage we were at this last time. He has way more patience then I do and a lot more self-control. If it were me, I would have never been able to stop myself last night or any of the times we've been together, even though I am the culprit to one of the stoppings.
IN THE CABIN, EVERYONE IS lying around the living room. Mindy, Nikki, and the guy who came up with them whose name I can never remember are getting ready to leave. Mindy and Nikki look like hell, and so does Ris, but she has an excuse at least. Did we party that hard, last night? Maybe they did, but I tried to take it easy since Luke wasn't drinking much.
It's nice to see Jason is finally over his embarrassment and is cuddled up to Ris on the couch. They truly make a cute couple, but I know Ris, and she won't settle down with anyone. In her words, she likes to play the field and keep her options open. She may bang Jason a few more times after this or never speak to him again. It depends on how she feels. She is a bit unpredictable that way. I don't know how she can just shut off an attraction to someone.
I do not have anywhere near the experience or numbers that she has, but I cannot shut it off after being intimate with someone. I always end up feeling something for that person. I've only been with one guy that turned me off so bad after we had sex that I could not bring myself to do it again. However, I still spoke to him, and we've become quite good friends. Ris can brush it off as if it never happened. She may call Jason just another one of her weekend flings. He does the same shit.
"Hey Jay, I think I'm gonna catch a ride with them unless you need some help down here," Austin says.
"You're good, man, see ya at home," Jason replies.
Austin puts his arm around Mindy right before heading out the door with the others. Mindy and Austin? I do remember them being quite this cozy last night. Good for them, hopefully, she was too preoccupied with him then to report Luke's every move yesterday to Bridget.
"Bye, Ali!" Nikki says before leaving.
"Bye, Nikki. Bye Mindy, Austin, and the other guy!" I yell as they walk out the door.
"His name is Chris," Luke whispers.
I snap my finger.
"That's right! I can never remember his name," I giggle.
I notice that Jason and Ris suddenly get up from the couch and head to his room. Other than maybe helping him make the bed and pack, I can only assume they will try and finish what they started last night minus all the face bashing and blood. Luke and I head up to the loft to make the beds and pick up any garbage left from last night. I am quite impressed to see the beds made, and only a single condom wrapper is littering the floor.
Luke and I make our way into my dad's room, and he makes the bed while I pack mine and Ris's stuff up. I stand up, and Luke wraps his arms around me from behind. I put my hands on his arms and smile back at him in the mirror. He rests his chin on top of my head and grins back.
"I had a fun weekend with you, and you look beautiful right now," Luke says as he continues to look at me in the mirror and smile.
"Thank you, and I did too," I reply, smiling.
I turn around in his arms and lift myself on my tiptoes to plant my lips firmly against his. We go past a simple peck into a sensual kiss, with a little tongue action but not quite enough to cause erotic electricity like last night. Luke grabs my bag and a few of Ris's and strolls out to the living room. I grab Ris's last bag and look around my dad's room to ensure that nothing is left behind before catching up with Luke.
You can easily hear Ris and Jason going at it from the living room, so Luke and I decide to give them some privacy by taking our stuff up to his truck.
Chapter Thirty-Seven
On our way back to Baronette, Ris is passed out cold in the back seat while Luke and I quietly jam out to some tunes on the radio. His hand is resting on my thigh, and I catch him glancing over at me here and there. I drift off in thought, thinking about the weekend and how much fun I had with everyone, especially Luke. I replay everything that had happened between us last night in my head.
I can still picture every detail, how he made me feel, as well as everything about his huge penis. He made me feel comfortable and beautiful, despite all my insecurities. I am sure the alcohol had a hand in that since I am not too keen on giving a guy head unless I've been dating him for a while. His penis is like, holy shit, it's enormous. I could barely touch my fingertips when I had my hands around it, and I struggled to fit it in my mouth.
I want to know what it feels like and if it will hurt when I have it inside me. Will I enjoy it, or will it be too much to handle? Everything about his dick
