“Kiss me.” It was a simple request. One I could definitely remedy. I leaned up, my lips meeting hers. We were two ships crashing into a rocky shore. I nibbled on her bottom lip and she whimpered into my mouth. I had one hand on her clit, rubbing. I moved the other to her nipple and twisted it between my fingers. She threw her hands around my neck and slid down my back.
“You ready to come for me, sweetheart? I want you to ride my cock and then come all over it.”
“Yes… yes… right there, Beau. Yes. Oh my God, I’m going to…”
“Come for me, now.”
Almost as if my words had commanded her to, she clenched down on my cock so hard I didn’t think about anything other than my own release. I let myself go and warm bursts shot from me into the heat of her. It felt so good being inside her that I hadn’t realized I’d completely forgotten protection. I hadn’t worn a condom and now I had to tell her that too.
“Shit,” I said looking down at my unsheathed cock.
“What, what is it, Beau?” Cassidy looked over at me nervously biting her bottom lip.
“We didn’t use any protection. It felt so good that I didn’t even think about it and…shit. I’m so sorry, Cassidy Mae.”
“Oh, that’s what the ‘shit’ was for?”
“Yeah…”
“I’m on birth control, Beau. We’re covered.”
“Okay good, but I’m clean. I’ve been tested in the last couple of months and since you came back, I haven’t been with anyone else.”
“Me too. I saw a doctor for a checkup after I left him, I wanted to make sure that bastard hadn’t given me anything after putting his dick in that whore.”
“Woah.”
“I’m sorry, Beau. Pulling you into my life drama again.”
“Stop it, Cass. If you want to share things with me, do it. Just maybe not while my cock is still inside you… I may get angry, but it’s never at you. I just can’t believe someone would treat you so cruelly and still call himself a man afterwards.”
“Okay. From here on out, let’s just leave the past behind us. I don’t need to talk about him anymore and I’m sure you don’t want to hear about him either.”
“It’s not like that, Cass. You can share whatever you want to with me. You’re letting me in and giving me a little more of yourself. I’ll take what I can get. We all come with pasts. Some are not as terrible as yours, but we’re all fighting some sort of battle.”
“And what kind of battle are you fighting, Beau Montgomery?” She whispered.
“I’m fighting for love. For your love. Fighting to keep this farm and the memory of my father alive. Fighting to keep a roof over people’s heads and food in their mouths. Fighting for every single horse that comes in here as a rescue. Fighting so they have the chance to make a fresh start in life, no matter what kind of shit they’ve been through.”
“You’re carrying a lot of weight on those shoulders, Beau.”
“You’re sure you aren’t mad because I was such an idiot for forgetting the condom?”
“Beau, I’m not mad at all. We were in the throes of passion… were you really going to stop and ask if I wanted one on?”
She shrugged at me as if to say, it is what it is. “Good, it’s settled then.”
The night before was a game-changer for us. It was the closest we’d ever been and I never wanted to return to the ‘before us’. It’s how I pictured two people in love should act together. Never before had I felt such strong emotions toward a man. Not even the man I’d married and loved for three long years. It was a more mature love, an adult love. Today was the day. I decided from that moment forward that I’d stop thinking about Andrew, although I still wondered what was going to happen with Devin.
I needed to move on and live my own life without fearing what came next. Beau showed me that it was possible and now I just needed to do it. Starting with tonight. It was the first night of barrel racing and getting through the preliminary runs tonight meant that I’d be slotted into the semi-finals tomorrow night.
I looked over at Beau as he stood naked in the bathroom brushing his teeth. His firm ass standing tall and proud. Muscular thighs and built calves. Veins that bulged from his biceps told me he’d been working on this farm for years. He was so fit. My eyes trailed up every single muscle of his back and I couldn’t help but pinch myself. I still couldn’t believe that I was naked and in Beau’s bed.
“You got a good view over there, darlin’?”
He turned around and I couldn’t help the desire that burned between my legs looking at him and thinking about all the sinfully dirty things he’d done to me last night. His cock twitched and I could tell by the smirk on his face that he knew what I’d been thinking about just now. My cheeks flushed and I couldn’t help the blush that crossed them.
“Beau, Cass, anyone?” Her voice was faint and I didn’t pay her any mind. I was too focused on him until all of a sudden the door flew open and Reagan stormed inside.
Her eyes grew in shock. She looked at Beau and then over at me as I covered myself up with a sheet.
“Oh GOD! Beau, why am I looking at your dick? Cover it up, quickly. Gross… why didn’t you guys answer when I hollered?”
Beau let out a hearty laugh and I couldn’t help but laugh with him.
“BEAU, SERIOUSLY?!?!?!?! I don’t need to see that thing. I can never undo it. God, it’s burned into my eyes forever. They’re on fire. I think I’m blind.” She covered her eyes with her hand.
Beau stopped laughing just briefly. “Reagan, why the hell did you barge in here?”
“I told you, I came
