“I love you too, Cass. So much.” I walked back and laid down on the bed, careful not to move my neck and shoulder too much.
“Darlin’ come over here,” I patted the bed beside me, and she sat down. Fingertips trailed lightly over my hair covered chest. I laid motionless, letting her examine every inch of my skin, lighting me on fire with want from the inside out. I forced myself to just feel her. Feel her skin touching mine. Her breath against me. Her hair as it fell over her shoulders and dragged along my chest as she pressed tender kisses on a path from my abs, up my chest, and nibbled on my neck.
She paused and looked up at me, worry filling her eyes. “I just don’t want to hurt you.”
“Cass, I’m a big boy. Please, I want you.”
She looked down at my neck bandage again, “Beau, I-”
“Darlin’ I need to be in you like my next breath. Please don’t deny me the pleasure of feeling you on me.”
“I just love you so much. I was so bound and determined to not let you in, Beau Montgomery. One look at you and I knew that you’d be my downfall into love again. You’ve shown me time and time again what it means to love. What it means to be loved. Truly loved and I could never thank you enough.”
A tear slipped down her cheek and I reached up to wipe it off. Fire sparked inside her eyes as she slid down onto me. My gaze locked with hers, and I felt every inch, every breath, as I entered her.
“Shit,” I said.
“What, did I hurt you?” She asked, starting to lift off me.
“No, I did it again. Condom?”
She shook her head and lifted her palm to my cheek. “I don’t want anything separating us anymore, cowboy. I want to feel you. All of you. I think it’s about damn time.”
I leaned up to kiss her. “You’re so damn beautiful, and I can’t believe you’re mine.”
“Always and forever, written in the stars.”
She slid back down onto me and this time I reveled in the feeling of her warm body cradling mine. I grabbed onto the sheets as she sunk to the hilt. I needed to slow this down, because I needed her to come before I did. A country boy didn’t accept anything less. In this position, that may just prove to be the hardest thing I’ve ever done with how her hips feel each time she rotates them over me. My hand slipped between us, finding her bundle of nerves and I worked it lightly. My neck was starting to hurt something fierce, but I pushed away the pain. I wanted her more than I cared about the pain and I wasn’t about to ask her to stop.
She clenched around me and I couldn’t stop the wave crashing inside me. I placed my hands on her waist and moved her back and forth as I pumped into her chasing the wave. The way pleasure seeped through her into the room had me falling more in love with her, moment by moment. Second by second. I was becoming hers all over again and I never wanted to stop.
“Beau! Beau! I’m coming,” she cried out and moisture flooded over my cock.
The pain in my neck was almost unbearable, but I pushed through again. I wanted this release so bad it hurt. I needed it. Needed her. We were raw passion and love wrapped up in each other so far that I couldn’t take it any longer. I shouted her name as I found my release inside of her, stars forming behind my eyes.
We rode out the aftershocks of our pleasure. I didn’t move from her body, but enjoyed the feel of her still wrapped around me. After a few moments our breathing calmed, she climbed off me, and I watched her fine ass walk into the bathroom. She returned with a warm washcloth to wipe me down. I could feel how much she cared for me. This was love. I’d never felt an emotion so strong in my life. Her eyes trailed up and down my body, landing on my neck yet again.
“Are you doing okay?”
I nodded, breathing in and out slowly. Reveling in the memories of what had just happened. Making love to my fiancée. “I couldn’t be better. I’ve got you.”
“Charmer, do you need pain meds? I saw you wince a couple times. You’ve got to be in pain, cowboy. You can tell me. I won’t expose your secrets.” She winked at me.
“My secrets about how I make you come and squirt like the hottest thing I’ve ever seen in my damn life? I would never share those secrets with anyone, babe. Those are purely for me to be used up here,” I said, pointing to my head.
“Naughty…”
“You love it.”
“I love you and a painkiller would be amazing right now.”
She pulled my shirt on over her head and left the room in search of pain meds. As I laid there, I still couldn’t believe how much my life had changed in these last few months. I had my dream girl, in my life, in my bed, and most importantly in my heart. A feeling of warmth spread over my body, and I knew it was love. Her love.
It felt good to be up and moving around, doing chores on the farm again. It’d been a month since I got out of the hospital. I was going stir crazy since Reagan and Cassidy Mae hadn’t let me do anything productive and I was losing my mind. I couldn’t sit in the house anymore and twiddle my thumbs while everyone else went on with their lives.
Cass had been working with Zeus every day since I came home. They were bonded now. He’d follow her around in the field, whinny when she walked in the barn, searching her pockets for the sugar cubes he knew she always carried. Watching the
