I let my head rollback, forcing myself to relax into his thrusts, and managed to findsome level of enjoyment. I felt his hands trace up the sides of mybody and eventually palm my breasts, circling my nipples with histhumbs and sending little jolts of electricity to my clit. Mybreath came in and out as sharp little gasps while he pounded intome and I leaned back to accommodate more of his dick, resting mystill cuffed hands behind my head for support. The heat in my bodywas rising, my core tightening around his cock, and before Irealized what was happening, Darren had me flipped over on my backand had pressed all of himself slowlyintome.
“Look at me, Jaden,” he groaned againstme.
I was breathingheavy now, but I forced my eyes to meet his only to close them ashe dipped low to press his lips to mine. The kiss was hard andall-consuming as our lips moved together, our tongues intertwiningwith the other as he brought his hands to my neck and face. Hiskisses trailed from my mouth, alongmy jawline, and down my neck, all thewhile still lightly pulling out and slamming backintome. His kisses were soft and gentle, andthey made my skin come alive under his lips.
After so muchviolence, hopelessness, and rage, all I wanted at this very momentwas to feel good. I wanted to forget where I was, who I was, andwhat I was, and all I had to do was allow myself. If I wanted tomake it through this, some connections needed severing, even if itwas only temporary. No matter the damage, bridges could always berebuilt.
I could feel myblood rushing through my veins as the promise of release started torise, and I really needed a release. A moan slipped past my lips asDarren increased his speed and I found my hands itching to hold onto something. He then moved his elbows and rested themjust above my shoulders,still locking me in, but now, all I could see was his ripplingchest bobbing back and forth.
“Mine,” he growled into my ear as he nipped at my earlobe withhis teeth, and it caused my heart to flutter accompanied withslight traces of fear.
Being possessed bysomeone of his stature was not something to be taken lightly and mypride would have to find someone else tobitchto because there was noway it could compete with him. If I wanted my pride to remainintact, I would have to keep ithidden.Otherwise, Darren wouldchew it up and spit it out.
Moments later, Icould feel the sensation of my impending orgasm building as my coretightened around his cock and another moan of pleasure slipped frommy lips. Darren then grabbed my cuffed wrists and pinned them abovemy head.
“Not yet, Jaden. Don’t you darecome.Not until I tell youto.”
What? He had nevermade me hold off an orgasm like that before. He was really going togo that deep with his control issues? I wasn’t even sure if I knewhow to fight against an orgasm, but I tried my hardest. And then Iwondered what he would do if I did come without him telling me.Would he really punish me that badly?
My questions onlymasked the feeling for a second, and I found my ability to holdback my orgasm diminish.
“Ah! Darren! I can’t!”
Darren’s otherhand came around my throat and squeezed, cutting off my air supplyand effectively slowing the buildup between mylegs.
“I told you to wait,” he growled. “Don’t you dare defyme.”
A twinge of fearcame over me as Darren pounded into my core, his thrusts almost becoming painful as the firebetween my legs licked at my tender flesh. He released my throat,but my anxious orgasm was relentless, and I couldn’t hold it backany longer. The dam finally burst as the orgasm rippled through mybody, and I did my best to stifle the cries of slight pain andpleasure as Darren continued to drill into me. My body blossomedthrough the rush that fell over me, and seconds later, Darren foundhis release as he roared into my ear until he wasfinished.
As my body beganto calm after the waves of pleasure left me, I looked up atDarren’s face hoping for mercy for not beingableto control my impulses.But as he raised his face to mine, he did not look happy, and Isank into the pillow to bring as much distance from him as Icould.
“Oh, Jaden,” he tsked. “I told you to wait, and you didn’t listen.” His voice wasa low snarl filled with a devious danger I didn’t want toexperience.
“Darren, I’m sorry,” I said between breaths. “I couldn’t holdit ba-”
Before I knew whatwas happening, Darren, still holding on to my wrists, had me up andstrung across his lap, my bare assfrontand center … again. My legs and upperbody were still lying onthe bed, but Darren kept a firm hand between my shoulder blades ashe pressed me down onto thebed.
“I don’t want your fucking excuses, Jaden. I gave you an orderand you disobeyed. And now, you’re going to pay forit.”
“Oh, come on, Darren! This isbull-”
Darren’s handquickly found its way into my hair and yanked hard, effectivelyshutting me up.
“You want to keep arguing with me and make it worse?” he askedmenacingly.
“No,” I breathed.
“Then learn to shut your mouth.”
I sniffed back myangry tears as I sank my teeth into my tongue, biting down untilthe thought of telling him to eat shit and die diminished. I didn’tthink it was possible to hate this man any more than I already did,but apparently, you learn something new everyday.
His hand gentlybegan to caress the cheeks of my ass and then without warning camecrashing down hard on my already bruised and tender skin. I criedout and tried to scurry away to no avail. Twice within twelvehours? This was bullshit.
“Count,” he demanded.
“Darren, come on!This isn’t fair!” I pleaded. How the fuck could he expect me tocontrol something like that? There
