I ran until I could no longer run and then I walked and finally I fell panting beside a tree, my body given out, unable to propel myself further even a single inch even if a vampire was right behind me. I collapsed on the ground, chest heaving as I panted drinking in the air. The world faded away too little more than a blur and when I finally came out of my stupor a warm humid southern night was upon me. The forest was alive with the sounds of the night; crickets, owls, tree frogs and unidentified rustlings which I assumed were not vampires. I got to my feet, my stomach growling. Even at that age my mother had insisted I carry a small pack and I pulled from it a can of spaghetti o’s and a can opener. I drained the can as I started to walk aimlessly unsure of which direction I should go. Once I’d finished and tossed the can to the ground with a clatter I felt more hollow than when before I’d eaten and tears streamed down my face as I stood there alone in the dark world for the first time. I had no idea where to go, no idea even which direction I’d come from. The stars appeared only in disjointed bursts between the branches giving my child’s brain no direction. I worried that I would wander alone forever, and I wished that I had been taken by the vamps if only to avoid that fate. I must have wandered in circles then only partially aware of what I was doing through my sobs. The day came hot and heavy and still I walked until my clothes were drenched with sweat. I didn’t know where I was walking, and I had no idea where I should walk. I thought perhaps I could find my mother and my brother’s body, but then I thought what if they’d been turned. My feet kept walking even when my mind didn’t command it. Finally, I came upon an immense fallen oak with green leaves still hanging from its branches. A huge hole had been ripped from the ground where its roots now hung exposed to the sunlight, so I climbed down into the hole and hid myself in its shadows under the roots and an overhang of earth. I curled up into a little ball in the deepest recesses of the little pit that the tree’s roots had left behind as if I were a fox in the depths of winter and fell asleep.
I slept throughout the day and the next night, my only movement was to pull my canteen from my pack and drink the remainder of the water it held and then freshly roll up. A warm rain settled over everything and little red streams of clay and rainwater ran down the sides of my pit and pooled up against me but still I didn’t move. The outside world became little more than dull shapes, pools of color and incessant dripping. Faces appeared