“Oh fuck, Colt!” She gasps when I shove her sundress up to her hips. My eyes center on little white panties. The hunger in me reaches a boiling point.
My fingers slip into the waist, and suddenly I’m yanking them down to her knees. My eyes center on what has got to be the single prettiest little pussy in the goddamn world. My jaw clenches a I groan with lust for her. And in a second, my face pushes between her thighs.
“Oh my God!” Tansy cries out when my tongue drags though her lips. I groan into her, loving how soaking damn wet she is. I’m merciless with my tongue, devouring her little cunt as her cries of pleasure fill my ears. My hands slide around to cup her ass, pulling her against my mouth as I suck her clit between my lips.
Her hips rock into me. Her fingers slip into my thick hair, gripping me tightly. She moans as her pussy floods my tongue with her lust. My tongue swirls over her clit as I suck on it, and her cries grow louder. Until suddenly, her voice breaks as she starts to orgasm.
I groan as I taste her cum over my lips and chin. It’s like I’m drunk off of her, pressing my face into her as I lick up every drop. I drag my tongue once more through her lips as she shudders and moans. And then, I’m lurching to my feet.
My mouth presses to hers in an instant. But Tansy doesn’t pull away. She’s not shy that she can taste herself on my lips. Hell, she kisses me even harder, taking my tongue into her mouth. She moans, and her hands drop to start yanking at my belt. My pulse roars. My need for her threatens to explode through me like a bomb.
“I need you,” she groans. Her hand slides over the huge bulge in my jeans, cupping it. She whimpers as she feels how fucking big and hard she’s made me.
“I need this,” she gasps. Her small hands yank open my belt. She pops the button, and my cock pulses for her. She starts to tug down the zipper as my tongue swirls with hers—
And then we hear the sound of a car rumbling down the driveway. I scowl as I glance outside, and my heart sinks.
“Shit,” I hiss.
“Who is that?”
“My lawyers,” I groan. “I forgot they were coming out to go over the paperwork for the contract extension.”
I turn back to her, but suddenly, I can see her lust turn to embarrassment. Like she’s suddenly regretting what just happened.
“Right, well…” She flushes as she quickly yanks the top of her sundress up, hiding those gorgeous tits from my eyes. She bites her lip as she reaches down and tugs her panties back up, smoothing the dress down over herself.
“You should go…”
“Tansy…”
She shrugs casually, even if her face looks fallen. “No, honestly, go ahead.”
“Tansy,” I growl. I step back close to her. My hands slide over her hips. “Whatever that just was—”
“Hey, it’s all just pretend, right?” She smiles. She’s trying so hard to come off as casual and carefree. But I can see a storm swirling in her eyes.
“Tansy, c’mon—”
“Colt, I’m fine.” She blushes as she leans up on her toes and kisses me softly; quickly. “That was a lot of fun.”
I clench my jaw.
“That’s all this is, right? I mean, we’re fake engaged, might as well have some fun, right?”
“I never said that Tansy.”
She waves a hand. “Colt, it’s fine. We’re both adults, and I get it. And trust me,” she blushes. “I had fun too.”
She’s reading this wrong. Or she’s purposefully reframing this whole thing to distance herself from me. Or at least, to distance some part of her, or some emotion inside of her from me.
“Yeah,” I grunt. “Fun.”
“A lot of fun,” she breathes.
The car stops outside of the house and a bunch of buttoned-up lawyers step out. One of them waves at me. And I nod back.
“Go, really.”
I suck on my teeth.
“Colt, you don’t have to overthink this, honestly,” she smiles. “I’m not a clingy girl. You’re safe, okay?”
But I don’t want to be safe with her. I want the brake lines cut.
“Anyways, I need to run myself. I’m suppose to have a meeting with Dr. Watts soon about the job on-boarding.”
I nod, my jaw still clenched. Tansy rakes her teeth over her bottom lip.
“So, later?”
I nod. “Yeah, later.”
She opens her mouth, but then it snaps shut. She blushes a little as her big blue eyes hold mine. “Okay, bye.”
She turns, and I watch her the whole way as she walks back to the cottage.
I want the brake-lines cut, alright. The thing is, I think they already are.
8 Tansy
I lied. I lied to Colt, but also to myself.
Nothing about this is “just pretend” anymore. And actually, I’m not sure it ever was. The pretty delusions I have about the reasons I jumped in with Deirdre the other day… that “I’d also been burned” or that I “just wanted to do the right thing”? The casual façade I put up with Colt after…
I blush deeply. After what just happened, not three hours ago. After he put his mouth between my legs and made me come like I have never come before.
The kisses haven’t been fake or just pretend. The lingering looks haven’t been. Neither have the thoughts about Colt that keep swirling through my head, or the way my heart races when I even think about him.
In fact, the only “just pretend” part of any of this situation is me pretending that any of it is “just pretend.”
What I feel for Colt is real. Very, very real. So real that it’s scaring the hell out of me.
I walk the streets
