I cry out, knowing very well my friends will probably hear us. All I can do is hope that Deb is too drunk, and Lillian is too hopped up on pain meds to remember or to care.
I missed this full feeling, the slight pain of his head hitting my cervix when he bottoms out, the pressure, the slip and slide of our wet skin, the pleasure like nothing I’ve ever felt before.
How he’s able to fuck me so hard and keep me in the air is beyond me. It’s as though he has some superhuman strength. Just as I’m about to come, he stops, pulls out and positions me so I’m bent over the bed. He slaps my ass, causing me to yelp, and then my cheeks are being spread and he eats my pussy from behind.
I’m shaking with pleasure and anticipation. He slurps and sucks at my clit, driving me completely insane. Bolts of electricity shoot through my body with each flick of his tongue. My body feels like a dam ready to burst. I feel so alive, so full and complete. I’m so focused on the intense feelings he’s giving me that I don’t even flinch when he starts rubbing my asshole with his finger. I never thought I would be the kind of girl who would like such a thing, but he’s starting to make me believe in anything.
He stands up and sinks his dick deep into me from behind. I grasp the sheets, loving how it feels. My ass jiggles with each thrust. I’m grunting into the mattress, my eyes rolling in the back of my head.
If there’s a heaven, this is what it feels like to be there. I know there is no one else who could ever make me feel this way. It’s like our bodies were made for each other. I would be perfectly content being fucked by this one perfect cock for the rest of my life.
He holds my hips, his fingers digging into my flesh as he pummels me good and hard. I can only imagine how loud I’m being, but neither of us care. We’re too wrapped up in our bodies to worry about the rest of the world.
I lay in euphoric bliss, cooing and moaning and making all kinds of happy sounds as he thoroughly fucks me. Then he rolls me over. He’s on top of me, looking me in the eyes and something shifts. His thrust are longer, deeper, slower. His eyes search mine as he kisses me gently.
“I love you,” he says. “The thought of us not being together …” he hesitates. “No, it’s not a thought, it’s a fear. I want to be with you. Forever. Tell me you want the same.”
I touch the side of his face. This is a face I could love forever. “I do want the same.” My voice comes out as a whisper. “All I want is to be with you.”
His kiss becomes more spirited and his thrusts come faster. His dick pounds into me so hard it takes my breath away. I scream as my body is wracked with the most intense orgasm I’ve ever had. I’m shaking. My pussy pulses over and over, contracting as though it’s trying to milk his dick. Then suddenly he’s grunting loudly. He stops and his cock pulses as well and I know he’s unloading inside of me.
I wrap my legs around him, keeping him inside of me, keeping him close. We’re both spent, out of breath, and exhausted. At least we’re no longer cold.
We curl up on top of the blankets beside the fire that now feels too hot after the workout we had.
“I love you,” he whispers.
I whisper back, “I love you too.”
I don’t remember falling asleep, but I do remember feeling unafraid, unburdened. As if the stress of life was just suddenly gone. Being with Kain is my happy place. This is what life is all about.
11
Channa
Two Weeks Later
I wait at the airport for Kain to arrive. I ended up flying back to the States with my friends to pack my clothes. Kain asked me to live with him in a home he bought in the English countryside. It sounds like a dream, and after being London, I know England is where I want to call my home. I’ll miss my mom and my friends, but there’s enough room for them to come stay with us on the farm whenever they want.
While I was back home, I met Johnathan for the first time. Such a kind old man. I helped him pack his belongings so he can move with us. As soon as Kain arrives, we’re renting a car to go pick him up.
I can’t believe we’re really doing this. I’ve never done a big move like this before. It all seems so scary and yet so exciting at the same time.
I stand up straight and lift onto my tip-toes when I see the passengers start to exit the plane. When I see Kain, my heart explodes with happiness. We talked every night after he was off work while I was gone, and texted throughout the day. The time difference made things challenging, when it came to work and sleep schedules, but neither of us minded. We were just happy to be speaking to each other. The best part was sexting and a few naughty video chats, but it’s nothing like the real thing.
Seeing him in person again has me bursting with laughter and tears. God, he’s handsome. I mean, of course he’s always beautiful, but seeing him in pictures and on video just isn’t the same as seeing him in person. There’s a
