Table of Contents
One
Two
Three
Four
Five
Six
Seven
Eight
Nine
Ten
About the Author
THE
FIRES
BENEATH
THE
SEA
a novel
LYDIA MILLET
Big Mouth House
Easthampton, MA
This is a work of fiction. All characters and events portrayed
in this book are either fictitious or used fictitiously.
Copyright © 2011 by Lydia Millet (lydiamillet.net). All rights reserved.
Cover art © 2011 Sharon McGill (sharonmcgill.net). All rights reserved.
Big Mouth House
150 Pleasant Street #306
Easthampton, MA 01027
www.bigmouthhouse.net
Distributed to the trade by Consortium.
First Edition
June 2011
Library of Congress Control Number: 2011921997
ISBN: 978-1-931520-71-3 (trade cloth); 978-1-931520-41-6 (ebook)
Text set in Minion Pro.
Paper edition printed on 50# Natures Natural 30% PCR Recycled Paper by C-M Books in Ann Arbor, MI.
For Mr. Harris
Contents
One
Two
Three
Four
Five
Six
Seven
Eight
Nine
Ten
About the Author
One
The end of August, after the summer people left, was Cara’s favorite time of year. It was still warm enough on the Outer Cape to go to the beach and run headlong into the crashing waves. And since all the cars were gone, with their blaring horns and the smog from their tailpipes, she could ride her bike along Route 6 without feeling nervous.
After two months of crowds and backed-up traffic, the loneliness of it felt like a deep sigh of relief.
Now she was riding along the top of the tall, crumbling cliffs that overlooked the long stretch of sand and blue water that was the national seashore. The wind sighed as it ruffled the wild grass and the low, scrubby pine trees. From here, though she was high above the ocean, she could still smell the salt spray and hear the faint crash of the surf. She could even make out the small figures of people below—a few end-of-summer stragglers leading their bounding dogs along the lacy white line of the tide.
Sometimes there were ships like tiny dots in the gray haze of the distant water; sometimes there was nothing there at all. Then she could imagine she was looking all the way over the end of the earth.
If the earth had an end.
Panting, she pedaled hard along the cliff trail. She was headed to Nauset Light Beach, wearing some flips and a tank top, to meet her friend Hayley; a mesh bag was stuffed into one of the bike’s saddlebags and held her swimsuit and a towel. The sand was fine and loose up here and it was hard to ride, but then, finally, the trail on the cliff’s edge turned inland for a few hundred yards and emptied into the beach parking lot.
She was struggling to catch her breath when she got off and locked her bike to an old split-rail fence. Because it was late summer, and also late afternoon, the parking lot was nearly empty of cars—just a rainbow-colored hippie van in one corner and a park ranger’s jeep in another. The red-and-white striped Nauset lighthouse loomed over the lake of pavement.
All the tourons, as her older brother Max and his friends called the tourists when they were acting cooler-than-thou, liked to stand in the parking lot to take pictures of the lighthouse. It was famous because it was near where telegraphs had been invented, or at least where the famous Marconi, who had the next beach over named after him, sent the first one across the Atlantic.
Telegraphs had clearly been more of a hassle than email, she thought, but like everything back then, cool in their own way.
The Park Service had a display on Marconi but she wasn’t that interested. Her dad had told her Marconi stole his ideas from better men like Nikola Tesla, then took all the credit himself, and anyway Marconi was a fascist-type dude. Which wasn’t too ideal.
But apparently didn’t stop them from naming beaches.
“Hey, you.”
Hayley was leaning against the fence along the boardwalk. She’d lived just down the street from them ever since Cara could remember, and though she and Cara were really different they’d always been best friends. Her blond hair had tiny braids at the sides, tied with elastics whose pink matched her lip gloss and bubble gum; Hayley was addicted to lip gloss and to gum.
Cara’s dad, who called gum “that filthy habit” as if it were a new designer drug or something, had recently said Hayley was “like a gawky calf chewing her cud.”
“What took you so long?” went on Hayley. “I’ve been here for ages.”
“I had to help my dad with something,” said Cara.
The truth was she’d been crying a bit pathetically in her room. And even though she trusted Hayley, she didn’t want to overshare.
They went into the shower room to slip into their suits, Hayley’s a hot-pink bikini, Cara’s a one-piece blue Speedo she used for swim team. Hayley was on the team too, but when it came to beach apparel one-pieces were a fashion don’t, she told Cara.
They came out of the changing room to find a big gray cloud covering the sun.
“Oh. Nice,” said Hayley, shivering, and hung her towel around her neck as they headed down the wooden steps to the beach.
There were a couple of guys playing Frisbee on the sand, and an older lady reading a book, but that was it. No lifeguard on duty, and the waves weren’t big enough for surfers.
They laid down their towels and tested the edge of the water with their toes.
“It’s freezing,” groaned Hayley. “You gotta be kidding me! Like, forget it.”
The ocean-side water was always colder—your lips turned blue and you started to shiver as soon as you went in. Because the Cape was a peninsula, with one side facing out to the ocean and the other facing the Massachusetts coast, the beaches on the two sides were different. The bay side, as they called the side facing in, had warmer water, which was why they usually swam either there or in the turquoise kettle ponds that
