Can serve my turn? “Forgive me my foul murder”?
That cannot be; since I am still possess’d
Of those effects for which I did the murder,
My crown, mine own ambition and my queen.
May one be pardon’d and retain the offence?
In the corrupted currents of this world
Offence’s gilded hand may shove by justice,
And oft ’tis seen the wicked prize itself
Buys out the law: but ’tis not so above;
There is no shuffling, there the action lies
In his true nature; and we ourselves compell’d,
Even to the teeth and forehead of our faults,
To give in evidence. What then? what rests?
Try what repentance can: what can it not?
Yet what can it when one can not repent?
O wretched state! O bosom black as death!
O limed soul, that, struggling to be free,
Art more engaged! Help, angels! Make assay!
Bow, stubborn knees; and, heart with strings of steel,
Be soft as sinews of the newborn babe!
All may be well. Retires and kneels.
Now might I do it pat, now he is praying;
And now I’ll do’t. And so he goes to heaven;
And so am I revenged. That would be scann’d:
A villain kills my father; and for that,
I, his sole son, do this same villain send
To heaven.
O, this is hire and salary, not revenge.
He took my father grossly, full of bread;
With all his crimes broad blown, as flush as May;
And how his audit stands who knows save heaven?
But in our circumstance and course of thought,
’Tis heavy with him: and am I then revenged,
To take him in the purging of his soul,
When he is fit and season’d for his passage?
No!
Up, sword; and know thou a more horrid hent:
When he is drunk asleep, or in his rage,
Or in the incestuous pleasure of his bed;
At gaming, swearing, or about some act
That has no relish of salvation in’t;
Then trip him, that his heels may kick at heaven,
And that his soul may be as damn’d and black
As hell, whereto it goes. My mother stays:
This physic but prolongs thy sickly days. Exit.
Rising. My words fly up, my thoughts remain below:
Words without thoughts never to heaven go. Exit.
Scene IV
The Queen’s closet.
Enter Queen and Polonius. | |
Polonius |
He will come straight. Look you lay home to him: |
Hamlet | Within. Mother, mother, mother! |
Queen |
I’ll warrant you, |
Enter Hamlet. | |
Hamlet | Now, mother, what’s the matter? |
Queen | Hamlet, thou hast thy father much offended. |
Hamlet | Mother, you have my father much offended. |
Queen | Come, come, you answer with an idle tongue. |
Hamlet | Go, go, you question with a wicked tongue. |
Queen | Why, how now, Hamlet! |
Hamlet | What’s the matter now? |
Queen | Have you forgot me? |
Hamlet |
No, by the rood, not so: |
Queen | Nay, then, I’ll set those to you that can speak. |
Hamlet |
Come, come, and sit you down; you shall not budge; |
Queen |
What wilt thou do? thou wilt not murder me? |
Polonius | Behind. What, ho! help, help, help! |
Hamlet | Drawing. How now! a rat? Dead, for a ducat, dead! Makes a pass through the arras. |
Polonius | Behind. O, I am slain! Falls and dies. |
Queen | O me, what hast thou done? |
Hamlet |
Nay, I know not: |
Queen | O, what a rash and bloody deed is this! |
Hamlet |
A bloody deed! almost as bad, good mother, |
Queen | As kill a king! |
Hamlet |
Ay, lady, ’twas my word. Lifts up the arras and discovers Polonius. |
Queen |
What have I done, that thou darest wag thy tongue |
Hamlet |
Such an act |
Queen |
Ay me, what act, |
Hamlet |
Look here, upon this picture, and on this, |