In October Anthony’s letters multiplied, became almost frantic—then suddenly ceased. For a worried month it needed all her powers of control to refrain from leaving immediately for Mississippi. Then a telegram told her that he had been in the hospital and that she could expect him in New York within ten days. Like a figure in a dream he came back into her life across the ballroom on that November evening—and all through long hours that held familiar gladness she took him close to her breast, nursing an illusion of happiness and security she had not thought that she would know again.
Discomfiture of the Generals
After a week Anthony’s regiment went back to the Mississippi camp to be discharged. The officers shut themselves up in the compartments on the Pullman cars and drank the whiskey they had bought in New York, and in the coaches the soldiers got as drunk as possible also—and pretended whenever the train stopped at a village that they were just returned from France, where they had practically put an end to the German army. As they all wore overseas caps and claimed that they had not had time to have their gold service stripes sewed on, the yokelry of the seaboard were much impressed and asked them how they liked the trenches—to which they replied “Oh, boy!” with great smacking of tongues and shaking of heads. Someone took a piece of chalk and scrawled on the side of the train, “We won the war—now we’re going home,” and the officers laughed and let it stay. They were all getting what swagger they could out of this ignominious return.
As they rumbled on toward camp, Anthony was uneasy lest he should find Dot awaiting him patiently at the station. To his relief he neither saw nor heard anything of her and thinking that were she still in town she would certainly attempt to communicate with him, he concluded that she had gone—whither he neither knew nor cared. He wanted only to return to Gloria—Gloria reborn and wonderfully alive. When eventually he was discharged he left his company on the rear of a great truck with a crowd who had given tolerant, almost sentimental, cheers for their officers, especially for Captain Dunning. The captain, on his part, had addressed them with tears in his eyes as to the pleasure, etc., and the work, etc., and time not wasted, etc., and duty, etc. It was very dull and human; having given ear to it Anthony, whose mind was freshened by his week in New York, renewed his deep loathing for the military profession and all it connoted. In their childish hearts two out of every three professional officers considered that wars were made for armies and not armies for wars. He rejoiced to see general and field-officers riding desolately about the barren camp deprived of their commands. He rejoiced to hear the men in his company laugh scornfully at the inducements tendered them to remain in the army. They were to attend “schools.” He knew what these “schools” were.
Two days later he was with Gloria in New York.
Another Winter
Late one February afternoon Anthony came into the apartment and groping through the little hall, pitch-dark in the winter dusk, found Gloria sitting by the window. She turned as he came in.
“What did Mr. Haight have to say?” she asked listlessly.
“Nothing,” he answered, “usual thing. Next month, perhaps.”
She looked at him closely; her ear attuned to his voice caught the slightest thickness in the dissyllable.
“You’ve been drinking,” she remarked dispassionately.
“Couple glasses.”
“Oh.”
He yawned in the armchair and there was a moment’s silence between them. Then she demanded suddenly:
“Did you go to Mr. Haight? Tell me the truth.”
“No.” He smiled weakly. “As a matter of fact I didn’t have time.”
“I thought you didn’t go. … He sent for you.”
“I don’t give a damn. I’m sick of waiting around his office. You’d think he was doing me a favor.” He glanced at Gloria as though expecting moral support, but she had turned back to her contemplation of the dubious and unprepossessing out-of-doors.
“I feel rather weary of life today,” he offered tentatively. Still she was silent. “I met a fellow and we talked in the Biltmore bar.”
The dusk had suddenly deepened but neither of them made any move to turn on the lights. Lost in heaven knew what contemplation, they sat there until a flurry of snow drew a languid sigh from Gloria.
“What’ve you been doing?” he asked, finding the silence oppressive.
“Reading a magazine—all full of idiotic articles by prosperous authors about how terrible it is for poor people to buy silk shirts. And while I was reading it I could think of nothing except how I wanted a gray squirrel coat—and how we can’t afford one.”
“Yes, we can.”
“Oh, no.”
“Oh, yes! If you want a fur coat you can have one.”
Her voice coming through the dark held an implication of scorn.
“You mean we can sell another bond?”
“If necessary. I don’t want to go without things. We have spent a lot, though, since I’ve been back.”
“Oh, shut up!” she said in irritation.
“Why?”
“Because I’m sick and tired of hearing you talk about what we’ve spent or what we’ve done. You came back two months ago and we’ve been on some sort of a party practically every night since. We’ve both wanted to go out, and we’ve gone. Well, you haven’t heard me complain, have you? But all you do is whine, whine, whine. I don’t care any more what we do or what becomes of us and at least I’m consistent. But I will not tolerate your complaining and calamity-howling—”
“You’re not very pleasant yourself sometimes, you know.”
“I’m under no obligations to be. You’re not making any attempt to make things different.”
“But I am—”
“Huh! Seems
