Secret truth—vanilla guys don’t do it for me. They are too gentle. I get bored. I want more. I want to come home after a scene, slide into bed with a sore butt, and wake up the next morning still feeling the impact.
As far as sex is concerned, I’ve had sex with a few men at Surrender but not often. I haven’t slept with Craig. I’m not opposed to the idea. In fact, I’ve thought about it more than once, but he hasn’t asked me to. He arranges for us to play, spanks me, and gets me off with his fingers. It’s amazing and fulfilling. What more do I need?
Another truth—I often grab my vibrator the moment I get home and give myself at least two more orgasms to the memory of Craig’s hand on my ass. It’s not difficult since my cheeks are still red hot and stinging.
Eve waves a hand in front of me and I realize I’ve been in my own world. “Sorry. My mind strayed.”
She smiles. “I bet it did. Probably to that amazing orgasm Craig gave you Friday night. I saw. It was hot. Has he ever asked you to get together outside of Surrender?”
I take another huge bite to occupy my mouth, but she smirks the entire time. Eventually, I have to respond. “We talk.”
Her brows go up. “On the phone?”
“Yeah. Or FaceTime,” I admit.
“Oh. Now we’re getting to the juicy parts.” She leans forward, setting her fork down. “You’re holding out on me. Have you met him outside of the club?”
I shake my head. “No.”
“But he’s asked you to and you’ve turned him down. Am I right?”
I squirm a bit on my chair. “What is this? An inquisition?”
She laughs. “I know I’m right. So he’s an incredibly patient man who’s willing to wait you out. You better not make him wait too long. Eventually, he’ll give up.”
She’s right. I’ve thought of this several times. It makes me nervous because I really like him. I wish there was a way to freeze things exactly as they are now. A world in which I meet up with the perfect Dom at Surrender two nights a week, fulfill my impact-play kink, receive a fantastic orgasm, and go about my life as usual.
Committing to more than that makes my palms sweat. Eve should know this better than anyone. Until she started seeing Colton, she didn’t take her kink out of the club.
Well, that isn’t entirely true, I remind myself. She did take her kink home. She lived as a little at home all the time, but she didn’t take a Dom or Daddy to her apartment.
What would I do if Craig decided to give up on me? It would definitely hurt, but I have to expect one day soon he’ll find a little at the club who enjoys submitting to him as a Daddy. That will be the end of our relationship.
By the time lunch is over, I feel depressed.
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Author’s Note
Thank you for enjoying this eighth book in my Surrender series. The links for the entire series are listed below. If you’re a fan of my BDSM, and you’d like to try another series, I suggest you try my Emergence series or my Club Zodiac series.
Surrender:
Raising Lucy
Teaching Abby
Leaving Roman
Choosing Kellen
Pleasing Josie
Honoring Hudson
Nurturing Britney
Charming Colton
Convincing Leah
Surrender Box Set One
Surrender Box Set Two
Emergence series:
Bound to be Taken
Club Zodiac:
Training Sasha
Also by Becca Jameson
Surrender:
Raising Lucy
Teaching Abby
Leaving Roman
Choosing Kellen
Pleasing Josie
Honoring Hudson
Nurturing Britney
Charming Colton
Convincing Leah
Surrender Box Set One
Surrender Box Set Two
Open Skies:
Layover
Redeye
Nonstop
Standby
Takeoff
Jetway
Open Skies Box Set One
Shadow SEALs:
Shadow in the Desert
Delta Team Three (Special Forces: Operation Alpha):
Destiny’s Delta
Canyon Springs:
Caleb’s Mate
Hunter’s Mate
Corked and Tapped:
Volume One: Friday Night
Volume Two: Company Party
Volume Three: The Holidays
Project DEEP:
Reviving Emily
Reviving Trish
Reviving Dade
Reviving Zeke
Reviving Graham
Reviving Bianca
Reviving Olivia
Project DEEP Box Set One
Project DEEP Box Set Two
SEALs in Paradise:
Hot SEAL, Red Wine
Hot SEAL, Australian Nights
Hot SEAL, Cold Feet
Hot SEAL, April’s Fool
Dark Falls:
Dark Nightmares
Club Zodiac:
Training Sasha
Obeying Rowen
Collaring Brooke
Mastering Rayne
Trusting Aaron
Claiming London
Sharing Charlotte
Taming Rex
Tempting Elizabeth
Club Zodiac Box Set One
Club Zodiac Box Set Two
Club Zodiac Box Set Three
The Art of Kink:
Pose
Paint
Sculpt
Arcadian Bears:
Grizzly Mountain
Grizzly Beginning
Grizzly Secret
Grizzly Promise
Grizzly Survival
Grizzly Perfection
Arcadian Bears Box Set One
Arcadian Bears Box Set Two
Sleeper SEALs:
Saving Zola
Spring Training:
Catching Zia
Catching Lily
Catching Ava
Spring Training Box Set
The Underground series:
Force
Clinch
Guard
Submit
Thrust
Torque
The Underground Box Set One
The Underground Box Set Two
Saving Sofia (Special Forces: Operations Alpha)
Wolf Masters series:
Kara’s Wolves
Lindsey’s Wolves
Jessica’s Wolves
Alyssa’s Wolves
Tessa’s Wolf
Rebecca’s Wolves
Melinda’s Wolves
Laurie’s Wolves
Amanda’s Wolves
Sharon’s Wolves
Wolf Masters Box Set One
Wolf Masters Box Set Two
Claiming Her series:
The Rules
The Game
The Prize
Claiming Her Box Set
Emergence series:
Bound to be Taken
Bound to be Tamed
Bound to be Tested
Bound to be Tempted
Emergence Box Set
The Fight Club series:
Come
Perv
Need
Hers
Want
Lust
The Fight Club Box Set One
The Fight Club Box Set Two
Wolf Gatherings series:
Tarnished
Dominated
Completed
Redeemed
Abandoned
Betrayed
Wolf Gatherings Box Set One
Wolf Gathering Box Set Two
Durham Wolves series:
Rescue in the Smokies
Fire in the Smokies
Freedom in the Smokies
Durham Wolves Box Set
Stand Alone Books:
Blind with Love
Guarding the Truth
Out of the Smoke
Abducting His Mate
Three’s a Cruise
Wolf Trinity
Frostbitten
A Princess for Cale/A Princess for Cain
About the Author
Becca Jameson is a USA Today best-selling author of over 100 books. She is well-known for her Wolf Masters series, her Fight Club series, and her Club Zodiac series. She currently lives in Houston, Texas, with her husband and her Goldendoodle. Two grown kids pop in every once in a while too! She is loving this journey and has dabbled in a variety of genres, including paranormal, sports romance, military, and BDSM.
A total night owl, Becca writes late at night, sequestering herself in her office with a glass of red wine and a bar of dark chocolate, her fingers flying across the keyboard as her characters weave their own stories.
During the day--which never starts before ten in the morning!--she can be found jogging, running errands, or reading in her favorite hammock chair!
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