reached for her bag, and after a slight hesitation, she pulled her mother’s suicide note from inside her note book. She smoothed it down with her fingers, trying to ignore the crushing feeling of guilt—What are you doing? Why would you show this, this painfully private thing, to a killer like Reave? And then she passed it over to him. Reave took it carefully, as though he was handling a baby bird.

“This is the note she left behind. It’s … I wondered if you could make anything of it.”

She watched his face carefully as he read it, hoping for something obvious—shock, anger, sadness, even amusement. Instead he looked at it steadily, his big hands making the note look like a tiny scrap of paper. He swallowed once, and then he passed it back to her, nodding slightly as though she had done him a big favor by letting him read it.

“Well?” Heather paused and bit her lip, trying to remove the desperate tone from her voice. “Does it mean anything to you?”

When Reave spoke again, his voice was softer than it had been.

“Your mother. She was different to the rest of them. Kinder, more innocent. She was a doe in those woods.”

“My mum was? Different to who?”

He snorted. “The rest of the commune. They were there because their friends were doing it, or they wanted to take drugs and get drunk, but your mother, lass. She was different to everyone, to all other women. She knew how important the woods were, she knew …”

When he didn’t continue, Heather leaned forward again. “What did she know?”

He’s going to say she knew about the murders, she thought wildly. That my mother stood by and waited for him to come back every night with blood on his hands. The idea was horrifyingly appealing. If her mother had been a terrible person all along, she’d be free of her guilt.

“She was innocent, but strong, too. I didn’t think it, not back then, but that just shows what I knew, doesn’t it? Like a rock under snow. I got her wrong, in lots of ways. She defied me, in the way that only a woman can.”

“What do you mean?”

He shook his head, and Heather experienced a moment of pure despair. They would talk in circles forever, the two of them, and he would always dangle this information just out of reach.

“Michael? Please. Tell me what you mean. Did you … did you love her?”

“I wanted to tell you another story,” he said. “Would you let me?”

Heather pressed her lips together and swallowed down her frustration. Parker had moved so that he was standing behind her chair, and she wondered if she was close to being removed from the room again.

“There was a king, and he was known for being the wisest king that ever lived. He was truly the … father of the land, and seemed to know about things almost before they’d happened. It was a mystery, but the people, his children loved him anyway. They didn’t ask how. They just trusted that he would always know.

“Every day, he would be served dinner in his royal dining room, and the final course would be served on a covered silver platter. No one knew what was in the dish, as the king always dismissed his guests and servants before he ate it, and the servant who brought it was always instructed never to lift the lid.”

Reave took a slow breath. Something about the telling of the story seemed to have calmed him.

“One day though, the servant couldn’t resist any longer. When the king had finished and asked for the dishes to be taken away, the servant took the mysterious silver plate to his own room, and locking the door, he removed the cover. Lying on the plate was a little white snake, it’s eyes red like drops of blood. Curious, the servant sliced a slither of snake flesh from it and put it on his tongue. Instantly, the room was filled with strange whispers and hushed conversations. Voices all around—it was the fleas in his bed clothes, the ants under his bed, the birds at his windowsill. They were all talking, talking, and he could understand them. He could understand them all, those little souls.”

Reave cleared his throat, and glanced at the note, which was lying between them on the table.

“Eventually, the king found out what had happened, and the servant was certain he would be executed for such a crime. But instead, the king took him, alone, into the heart of an enormous dark forest. They rode together for three days and three nights, until they came to a deep hole in the ground. The bottom of it, Heather, was littered with animal bones, and there were many white snakes, slithering across the dirt floor—so many, it was difficult to tell which were snakes and which were bones. ‘You see the price?’ said the king. ‘For such knowledge as we have, the land demands meat. It demands flesh and blood, for it is always hungry.’ And with that …”

“The king pushed the servant into the pit?” Heather completed it for him.

Reave stopped. A slow smile spread across his face. His hands were now lying loosely on the table, palms facing the ceiling.

“There you go, lass.”

Heather swallowed hard. She was beginning to think like him. When the silence between them had spooled into something less than comfortable, she leaned forward on the table. She forced herself to meet his eyes. “Was there someone else, Michael, someone you trusted to know how to handle everything? Do you know the person who is murdering these women now? Who was he to you?”

Reave shook his head. “I’m telling you my story, Heather, over and over. But I don’t think you’re listening.”

Michael Reave would say nothing more. However, when the two guards moved forward to escort him from the room, his head snapped up, life returning to his face.

“There will be a funeral? For Colleen? Or have you already

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