After the silence come the questions. “What was the son called? Where did they go? What did they do with the statue?” I just shake my head and raise my hand like a thoughtful stationmaster. “Fairy tales aren’t meant to answer questions. Time to go, anyway. Look what we’ve done. Or, rather, what we didn’t do. Next week, we’ll finish building these kites and if the weather’s good, we’ll fly them. We’ll go to the seashore and if the winds are favorable we will let them go and think they’re angels. Time to clean up now. All of you.” (A short glance at Abdel, who still sits with the sphere in his hand and, eyes soft with yearning, looks at the minuscule airplane inside, fighting its way through a blizzard.)
Five o’clock, and the children leave. Nur sees them to the door and waves, she says something in a strange language, and they all laugh, they run-tumble-tug around the corner and dissolve into the crowd in the street. I clean up the shop, flip the sign behind the glass in the door, and sweep clean the workbench. Nur leans against the chest that holds the blueprints and smokes.
“Shall we eat?”
“Later,” she says. She stubs out her cigarette and unbuttons her coat. The red of her blouse blushes like a peony. I carry an armful of bits and pieces of cut-up kite fabric and am a man in love. “Come,” I say. “Let’s go and have a drink on the veranda. The weather’s fine.” And I think: Even after two years of being together I’m still to shy to say, let me lay you down, here, on the table, and kiss your breasts.
I am a reluctant man when it comes to women. If it had been up to me, it would have taken at least ten years before we ever started something.
She was researching small businesses in the city and came around to ask questions. I’d burst out laughing when she explained the purpose of her visit, but I invited her in and made tea. We’d sat in the workshop, at a table that was littered with scissors, knives, countless pieces of string and snippets of nylon. It soon was clear that I’d hardly be “relevant research material.” But she stayed nevertheless, and drank tea for two hours, and my eyes rested longer and longer on her eyes in the course of those two hours, they rested on the curve of her cheekbone, the pencil-drawn contour of her mouth, her heavy black hair.
“How does someone become a kite builder?” she had asked.
“I was a doll doctor to start with,” I said.
“Why does a doll doctor take up kite building?”
“I hated dolls.”
She’d sighed and blown her hair out of her face. She had opened her shiny black briefcase, taken out her cigarettes, and checked her mobile.
“How does someone get to be a pollster?” I asked.
“I’m not a pollster. I studied law. I’m doing a…”
“Okay, okay.”
We didn’t speak for a while. Then I said: “If we go for dinner, we could explain why we are what we do.”
She had looked at me with a deep frown in the elegant curves above her eyes and my stomach felt dizzy.
And we went out and had dinner in one of those hip new restaurants she knew, where the entrée was a small layered structure and the main course had to be eaten clockwise, or the other way around, and one week later she entered the shop at five o’clock, carrying a bag filled to the brim with groceries, and said she was going to cook for me. That night, sprawled on the couch, watching the video she’d brought and drinking a New Zealand Riesling, she said: “I’ve thought it over and I will do it.”
“What?” I said. “What will you do?”
She wrapped her right leg around me, lowered herself on my lap, and said: “I am going to love you.”
That was two years ago.
“How come,” I’d asked her, “a young thirty-year-old woman fancies a forty-year-old Jewish doll doctor?”
“Turkish young woman,” she said.
“Turkish young woman. Jewish doll doctor.”
“Kite builder.”
“Why!”
“Because you’re a strange man.”
I could only nod.
“Because you let me lead my own life, not because you’re afraid to lose me, but because you believe in it.”
“I’m a wonderful man.”
“You’re a jerk, but you’re my jerk.”
“Never heard a better reason.”
Nur, I gathered, could show me the way. And she did.
And now, with our bottle of white wine, on the veranda, staring at the houses on the other side of the little park